stop me

i'm infected it's like a disease
like poison, you touched me, my heartbeat
it's spreading so sweetly
what are you thinking.. when we're this close?
i count on the space that i keep
guards up in towers they're watching, they're waiting
don't hurt me
the walls that protect me, keep me inside
i hate it when we say goodbye
alone for the rest of the night ... without you

tonight, i am waiting for you
to call me when you're not supposed to
i've been trying to send you signs
the doors to me are hard to find
so stop me, stop me, this time...

you kiss me goodnight on the cheek
each time it gets closer to my lips
or am i imagining
the parking lot's empty
so kiss me again

i hate it when we say goodbye
alone for the rest of the night without you

tonight, i am waiting for you
to call me when you're not supposed to
i've been trying to send you signs
the doors to me are hard to find
so stop me, stop me this time..

xoxo
you know you love me

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say it again

The thing about love is I never saw it comin'
You kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wonderin'
Is this true, I wanna hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
(just a little closer)
Take it to a whisper
(woah)
Get just a little louder
(yeah)

Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels when you are
Tellin me that I'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love
Say It Again

The thing about you (about you)
Is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there's no end in sight
The thing about me is that I really wanna let you (wanna let you)
Open that door (open that door)
And walk into my life

Move in a little closer
(just a little closer)
Take it to a whisper
(woah)
Just a little louder
(yeah)

Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels
When you are
Tellin' me that i'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love

And it feels like
It's the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never
In my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say It again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels
When you are tellin' me that I'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say It again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
(oh)

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again

When you tell me you're in love
Say it again

xoxo
you know you love me

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Unfold.

you guys can laugh at me but this song really relates to me.. or rather, i related to it.

i wrote a (now hidden) blog post about some things that i might have spoken about in the past about my, well, past.

and how i felt about them now.. and how the effected me. not like any of the other ones that i might have written in the blogs.. a real insight one.

but anyway, i 'found' this song, by marie digby.

its not new and i have heard it before but for some reason, i decided to download it today (not really remembering i know it) and realized that it was that song that moved me to open up..

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What I can remember
is alot like water
trickling down a page
of the most beautiful colors
I can't quite put my
finger down on the moment
that I became like ... this

you see, I'm the bravest girl
you will ever come to meet
and yet I shrink down to nothing
at the thought of someone
really seeing me
I think my heart is wrapped around
and tangled up in winding weeds

but I don't wanna go on living
being so afraid of showing
someone else my
imperfections
even though my feet are trembling
and every word I say comes stumbling
i will bare it all
watch me unfold
unfold

These hands that I hold
behind my back are
bound and broken by my own doing
and I can't feel
anything, anymore
I need a touch to remind me
I'm still real..

my soul
It's dying to be free
I can't live the rest of my life
so guarded
it's up to me to choose..
what kind of life I lead.

cause I don't wanna go on living
being so afraid of showing
someone else my
imperfections
even though my feet are trembling
and every word I say comes stumbling
I will bare it all
watch me unfold
unfold

I will allow someone to love me
I will allow someone to love me

love me, love me

xoxo
you know you love me

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