jim beam

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I BETTER RUN TIGER

since thursday i've had some pervert expose himself to me on the train.

SO WRONG.

i got on and he sits right in front of me and he's got his whole thingie sticking out.

if that were'nt bad enough..

he kept maneuvering himself into my line of vision!

ICK!

also.. i've been sick :(

so sick that my stomach has been acting out..

and my right eye's swollen to oblivion :(

and because of that i cant work tomorrow.

siiighhhhhh

i need the moneyyyy..

GIVE ME MONEY FOR MY BIRTHDAY PEOPLE ><

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close to you

Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

and that, my friends, lead me to my next post.

a little advertorial if you will but voluntary, i swear.

you know how i always oogle charming pieces stuff like a hungry kid in front of a candy shop?

this time its no different!

ladies and gentlemen, i present..

close to you.



sigh..

*pretty puppy dog eyes..


birthday present for me anyone?

ahem.. kalus? yin?

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like the good little christian girl..

i went to church this morning.

FGA

for all the noobs out there..

it stands for full gospel assembly.

its also the church i used to go to when i was younger.. also the church behind my old primary and secondary school.

those were the days that i believed blindly.

not questioning.

naive.

this morning zeke and i went to FGA.

i wasnt moved by the messages.

but i felt like i could relate.

i wasnt touched by the songs.

but i felt a calm familiarity.

the one thing i really couldnt stand was how pushy they were.

it made me so uncomfortable that even when i said i felt a little overwhelmed (in a not very good way) this one woman kept pushing this youth group thing on me.

i dont want to be pushed back into a religion..

meh.

on the other hand..

richie, sha, mum, zeke and i went over to this market place which was awesome!

it was kinda like a malaysian pasar malam (dollar to a dollar) and although not quite as extensive, it was fun.

i bought a new jacket- its white and has gold patterns all over it! (richie thinks it looks a little gettho)

and a little hot pink (i know thats not hot pink but its the only pink colour on the blogspot thing) mock (mobile sock) which has a shimmery silver (but black outlined) playboy bunny on it.

and we had pink cotton candy there too - yes, i was one happy girl.

i think i'm getting pinkified.

jesus h. christ.

what the hell is going on?

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strong foreheads

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cocktail night - 21st August

cocktail night~
me and cn in isaac's messy room (my fault entirely)
,me in my sexxxy red heels that hurt like a -lets not even go there.
cn looking mighty finee~
acting bimbotic

cn and idoing the foot pop~
cn and my man.


at the monkey bar-

zeke and i
hey sexy lady!
cn and eileen

where we all fight for attention.cn
sexxxyyyy
cn and slutty fly
zeke, me, cn, sho kai (?)

fly, cn and i~cn and i
yes, cn got a weird shot of me.
my man and i <3
bimbotic alcoholic
isaac doing what he does best. stealing food and putting it into champagne flutes
me taking credit for zeke's work
cn taking credit for zekes work
drunk (pfft-as if!)

this doesnt quite have enough alcohol in it..me and danzhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
danzhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa and cn
cn, me and danzhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
zeke and i

dittocn and i getting a little hiiiiiigggghhhh
ditto
why settle for one drink when i can have TWO
cn the alcoholic

three drinks for three alcoholicsi look so bimbotic hereeeee!! (not to mention zeke looks a little.. odd :p)
alcoholic ladies
trying to be sexxxy and failing desperately. i just look like an animal caught in the headlights
cn, zeke, valerie and i

sexxxy back~yang/yong (?) and zeke bonding over army talk
highhhhh ladies
cn
me - with a chicken wing looking arm.

mehhhhh.. i've had a long day so... rawr

ps.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KALUS, ADELINE AND CHAPMAN!!!!

kalus,

i miss you heaps laaa :( come here fast fast so that i can make you eat and hopefully get a little fatter!!

adeline,

happy birthday :p when are we gonna celebrate?

chapman,

sorry cant make it for your birthday tonight.. still recovering from cocktail night and am sick as hell.

i owe you a presenttttt!!!

rawr.

ladies and gentlemen.. goodnight :)

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amore

this week has been a little different :)

i've been waking up earlier than the 10 mins i normally leave to my self to get ready

from 10 mins to an hour

i didnt use to understand why people would want to preen and make tea(?!) and eat breakfast and all those kind of things but now i do.

i wake up, actually bother to make the bed, eat my breakfast, have time to surf the net a little bit, make tea (yes, that sexxxy strawberry and champagne tea) and actually take my time to dress up in the bummy clothes i love so much (read: jeans and a shirt that doesnt smell bad)



anywayyyyy, i've got this weird growth thing on my eye that looks like butt an a half and i've been sick :(






i suggest people who are related to isaac/below 18/would be severely mentally damaged over over-sharing to stop reading here




due to the implanon i got ages ago, i've been having irregular bleeding.

you'd think that irregular bleeding means that i'd get my full stop more often than the once a month (as its suppose to be)

but noo0o0oooo.

i've been bleeding for the past MONTH.

god granted its not heavy like a normal full stop but its still very very annoying.

and because of the constant blood loss.. my immunity has been down thus becoming the buffet table for viruses and bacterias and all that.

meh.

so i've made a doctors appointment and have decided to take it out.

i should have known there was a catch when its only $30 for 3 years (okay, its over $200 but i've got medicare so its THAT much cheaper)

sigh.

so as an alternative, i'm thinking of going on 'the pill' now.

at least i'll get bigger boobs and get to control the full stop better.

it sucks having the full stop when you wanna jump about in the sun and swim and go to the beach and all that.

i mean, its okay for me coz i think tampons are heaven sent compared to the *shudder* pads taht some girls use, but still. not having to worry about anything at all (read: is the tamp string hanging out?) would be utterly heavenly.




okay its safe to read again now!!

anyway, tomorrow is our 13th monthsary.. so.. HAPPY MONTHSARY!

and we've got the cocktail night thing to attend to so (maybe) pictures later on :)

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try me out

so today was basically going to camberwell for the market in the morning and then heading back to zeke's to sleep (damnit i'm still sick and it doesnt look like i'm gonna get better anytime soon =( ) right up till i had to go to work.

at work we had the "amazing rasa race".

the competitors, cn, alice and i.

the challenge?

setting up the table.

yes i can just see you all doing this =.="

but hey, whatever :)

we had fun even though i lost.

round two next week~

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what's the craziest thing you've done lately?

its been ages since i really last just 'bleagh-ed' about my day

but i think its been totally and utterly uneventful.

until today.

we (mum, kristy, auntie melon, jean, adeline, adeline's auntie - sorry, i forgot her name, isaac and i) headed up to Sassafras, Dandenong for some yummy-licious scones.

up there i found (or rather, was introduced) to this quaint little tea shop that stocks this completely awesome strawberry and champagne tea (which i have been drinking all day and that zeke says we have to bring his mother to when she comes down).

and then bought this really nice antique perfume bottle (or rather, had it bought for me)

zeke bought me the antique perfume bottle.

i know i know, what's so great about that old piece of glassy bottle?

maybe nothing to other people but to me.. its just one of those childhood things that you know you've always wanted.. and lucky me.. i got it!!

awesome!!

thank you teddy bear :)

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a tattoo addiction

for a girl who has a dream, i'm pretty dark.

i guess i'm going ( to try to ) to find a picture that illustrates that.

tough luck.

i know i mentioned this a month or two before saying that i missed see ann and james.

JLS.

it finally dawned unto me that even if we were all chucked into the same room, we'd reminisce about the good times we had but wouldnt really 'get back together'.

we all have our own lives now.

then, only see ann was the only one dating and even then, amos was/is overseas so our friendship wasnt really hindered because there wasnt the boyfriend/girlfriend/significant other time priority.

but now that all of us are dating?

we've really drifted..

but i'm really thinking about getting part of the tattoo james drew on my back last year somewhere on me.

perhaps the broken heart even though mine isnt in the normal ways that a heart would be broken.

its broken for all the friendships i've lost.. or how much we've all drifted because of our very seperated lives..

but mostly because those people played this ginormous role in helping me get my life back in order when i was starting on my path of destruction.

on a more apparently serious topic,

tattooing is an addiction.

its not funny at all.

i've got tattoo dates set up with jess babe, ashley, see ann, alice, and i dont even remember who else.

the worst part? i have more designs in my head than the names i have up there.

jesus.

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i have a dream

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
Ill cross the stream - I have a dream

I have a dream, a fantasy
To help me through reality
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness still another mile
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
Ill cross the stream - I have a dream
Ill cross the stream - I have a dream

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
Ill cross the stream - I have a dream
Ill cross the stream - I have a dream

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word vomit

so we watched pineapple express

funny how i seem to watch alot of shows involving weed.

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