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this week has been a little different :)

i've been waking up earlier than the 10 mins i normally leave to my self to get ready

from 10 mins to an hour

i didnt use to understand why people would want to preen and make tea(?!) and eat breakfast and all those kind of things but now i do.

i wake up, actually bother to make the bed, eat my breakfast, have time to surf the net a little bit, make tea (yes, that sexxxy strawberry and champagne tea) and actually take my time to dress up in the bummy clothes i love so much (read: jeans and a shirt that doesnt smell bad)



anywayyyyy, i've got this weird growth thing on my eye that looks like butt an a half and i've been sick :(






i suggest people who are related to isaac/below 18/would be severely mentally damaged over over-sharing to stop reading here




due to the implanon i got ages ago, i've been having irregular bleeding.

you'd think that irregular bleeding means that i'd get my full stop more often than the once a month (as its suppose to be)

but noo0o0oooo.

i've been bleeding for the past MONTH.

god granted its not heavy like a normal full stop but its still very very annoying.

and because of the constant blood loss.. my immunity has been down thus becoming the buffet table for viruses and bacterias and all that.

meh.

so i've made a doctors appointment and have decided to take it out.

i should have known there was a catch when its only $30 for 3 years (okay, its over $200 but i've got medicare so its THAT much cheaper)

sigh.

so as an alternative, i'm thinking of going on 'the pill' now.

at least i'll get bigger boobs and get to control the full stop better.

it sucks having the full stop when you wanna jump about in the sun and swim and go to the beach and all that.

i mean, its okay for me coz i think tampons are heaven sent compared to the *shudder* pads taht some girls use, but still. not having to worry about anything at all (read: is the tamp string hanging out?) would be utterly heavenly.




okay its safe to read again now!!

anyway, tomorrow is our 13th monthsary.. so.. HAPPY MONTHSARY!

and we've got the cocktail night thing to attend to so (maybe) pictures later on :)

xoxo
you know you love me

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dysfunctional

i wonder if i move out what'll i do..

there'd be no way in hell i'd be able to support myself with work and uni.

meh.

life's a bitch.

frustrated.

infuriated.

headache-ing already larrrr.

i wont be able to survive here because i will die (probably from nagging/fighting/screaming overload) and i wont be able to survive out there because i'd also die (mostly from hunger but maybe thats a good thing coz i've expanded to the size of hippopotamuses and have thighs that resemble Trex's and arms that thinks like its the BRITISH during WW2).

oh jebus.

i'm pretty much fucked dont i just wish.. and fat.

xoxo
you know you love me

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begging for someone to take over *edited*

some people push blame.
responsibilities.
shame.
disregard bloody ties.
its easier to not think.
believe. trust. love.
dont see, dont know.
its never easy to mend ongoing distructions.
we self destruct.
the ongoing lies.
the things my father tells me,
the things other people tell me he's said.
liar liar.
dont expect us to be respectful
when all you do is lie.
everyday of my life.

dumb ass day 2

i didnt cap my god damn fucker of a bottle ... again!

god damnit!

uuuugggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!

*raawwwrrrrrr*

so, for the second day in a row, i got my really, really, really old and overused Country Road bag wet.

sigh.

i went over to UC with the Buffster and took a nap with Zik.

for some reason, we've just been so tired lately and its not because we've been bopping..

..much.

anyway, nap turned into deep slumber.

food while we watched 'Big Bang Theory' and ended up being late for Aus Flora & Fauna/Philosophy that we just decided to fuck it.

Went for our Psych Tutorial and our Psych lecture tho before he sent me to the train station at Melbourne Central and we headed our separate ways.

and now.. i'mtrying to bully isaac into studying because i think its time that we stopped writing 'Slacker 101 : how to be a slacker in 1000 ways or more!'

wish me luck people :)

xoxo
you know you love me

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bad luck day

i woke up this morning with a little help from Isaac for my 9.00am Australian Flora And Fauna Tutorial class.

yes, its the first time i actually went for my own tutorial instead of some other random person's class but anyway..

I did my customary 'rush, rush, RUSH' out of the house onto the train.

i always get to the train station just as my train pulls into the platform.

call it good timing and today was no different except that i didnt cap my bottle cover properly and my bloody bag got flooded

mother fucking chibai

cut me some slack!

if it werent for the two really sweet year 8 girls from Camberwell i might have had a minor frustration attack there.

i got to uni, a little frustrated but managed to not stab people with daggers from my eyes.

class class class class one right after the other until 1pm-ish..

when Zik and i were walking over to Union House for lunch Zik turns to me and asks if i capped his bottle back..

oh.sweet.mother.of.god.

FUCK

guys, lynn can be a real dumbass and when she is a dumbass (which is pretty much ALL the time) she fucks up like a goth wears bright pink neon pants.

-

dad flew off for kl today.

sometimes its like i dont even have a father around anymore.

even when he's here we dont talk.

meh.

as james always says..

we gotta make lemonade out of lemons =)

xoxo
you know you love me

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