my 2007 part 1

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the pole

hmm.. pole dancing..

somehow i dont think my parents would be very happy when a pole suddenly appears right smack in the centre of my room ><

did i mention someone i know pole dances/strips as a job?

damn..

the income must be bloody huge and oh so enticing..

unfortunately, the whole idea of having guys in a room hoot and oogle turns me off so bad.

rawr.

i need cash.

forget christmas presents.. GIVE ME THE MONEY!

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i want to learn how to pole dance!!

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all i want for christmas

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas is
You...

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
(and I) Don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby

Oh I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
(and I) I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You baby

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere (so brightly yea)
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing (oh yea)
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need -
won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You (You) baby

All I want for Christmas is you baby... (repeat)


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santa uses imacs.

i have some kind of fucked up bite on my leg that looks fucking disgusting :(

mum's been a little temperamental lately..

she jumps from being overly joyful and laughing and joking about the days that i used to be a size 14/16 and the ways she'd try to avoid telling me that i looked like a whale in a bikini..


..to being mother frankenstein.

sigh..

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fuckkkk..!! i think i ruined the christmas card i was making :(

it started off like this..


and then i decided to go in a different direction..

*picture removed*

add some bling..

*pictures removed :D*

and then i had to ruin it :(

the worst part is i cant remove the stupid thing without spoiling the whole card :(

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this is me.


buffy at lectures.

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christmas is cominggggggg and i am saving money for singapore!! HOW LA?!

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roughing it out.

can you imagine that people actually gave this away at their wedding?
i am so going to do that when i actually settle down.

but then again.. does that mean that i'll give these out?


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four weeks. four days.

i dont think i'd ever be the type of person who'd go out drinking often.

i'd go out wiith friends but drinking?

narrr..

after last night and recovery (no hangover but since the damn alcohol ate so much of my stomach lining i was lying in catatonic stupors all of) today.. i got an sms from Rach (work Rach. i realize that there are now gonna be two james that i'd blog about and two rach's and two jeffs so until i find their last names out.. lets just agree on a (w) behind their names :p)

anyway, rach (w) msged and asked me to go for drinks tomorrow night with the other work mates. tempting but i dont think my stomach and body needs that.

i might just show up.. for the hell of it because rach (w) and james (w) will be heading overseas soon and i might not be able to catch up with them for a while.

meh.

dont you hate it when you sort of want to but know that you just shouldnt?

i actually should take some pictures and stuff like that the next time we go out for drinks (would probably be around next year or something like that when i get back from singapore)

hmm.. i wonder if i should blog from singapore when i'm actually down there :p

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missing london love

oh my god.

this is the first time in a really long time that i'm feelings so damn over-alco-ed

i'm not hungover. just uber dehydrated and shit like that, meh.

anyway, friday was very..

meh.

or at least it just started out that way.

i mean, how interesting could work really be?

at least it was at satsuki and not at rasa..

anyway, work. met Rachel (finally after having all the guys say that she was cute) and she's pretty damn cool because before shift was even an hour through.. she invited me to go out for drinks.

by the end of the night, we recruited all us youngsters sad ass waitresses/waiters and headed outttt

rooftop bar was too packed by the time we (stephen, james, rach, jeff and i) got there so we headed to lounge.

i love it when guys dont know that you're taken and try to hit on you. heaps of free drinks. i didnt have to pay fro anything and i think i had close to 10 drinks not to mention the 151 shots that i got.

but i think the real kick in the groin to the guys who bought me drinks was that when they leaned in to talk or something some other ulterior motive after the drink(s) buying was me saying, oh, you do know that i'm dating someone exclusively, right?

poor bastards.

the smart ones would just admit that they were 'used' and move on to the next girl, the not so smart ones continued to hit on me *yikes*

so, for last night, this morning, i had the hot James from work be my 'boyfriend'.

interesting what an arm around the chair and whispering into the ear can do to make idiot men run in the opposite direction *pleased look*

anyway, just to clear things up a little, james knew what was going on and he played along.

i just had to pay him with love advice for this girl he likes.

i'll update in more detail later but lets just say..

ifeltreallybad, it felt a little like i cheated on zik even if i didnt.. ><

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i was so scared that i would have failed my subjects this sem but i can say i did okay (or more).

wohoohoohoo!!

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i miss you zac.. i wish that you were with me last night. actually, i wish i was over in london with you coz you have your own hotel room!! omigodthethingswecouldgetupto!!

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why do you do it when it hurts you so?

why is my stomach growling like it wants to eat me from the inside out!

ughhh!

he's touched down!! he's touched down!! :D

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bridal gowns?!

thanks Shan for telling your brother to check the blog before you guys left for London :) *your lazy brother wouldnt have if you didnt say something :)*

anyway, on top of being unproductive.. i have managed to reorganized my clothes in my cupboard.. i dont wear more than 80% of the clothes i have. gak!

sell and GO SHOPPING!

bleeagh.

as if i would even bother :p

apart from that.. i have reorganized my entire room. i pushed and heaved my antique furnatures around the room (and we all know antique shits arent light). shuffling them around, but none of the positionings seem to sit right.

meh.

my room has too little plug points at the wrong places and too little windows.

my butt aches from sitting for too long.

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zebra lines

wargh!

whatta day!

spent doing absolutely nothing productive.

i only woke up at about 3pm

ngeagh, so what if i woke up earlier to call zik before he left for Europe; the poor guy's gonna be on a plane for another 8 and a half hours

anyway, i hope you'll have an awesome trip =)

bleh. since waking up, for the past 4 hours i have managed to throw my room into complete and utter chaos, tie a ribbon around buffy, freak out because buffy ate some of my wax (elaborate on it later), laze around, cut up some mushrooms for dinner, watch ugly betty even if i have watched season one before.

anyway, the whole thing with the wax is that i bought it yesterday and was attempting DIY waxing. yadayade.

legs and arms - i dont do anything to my leg hair - i have so little it doesnt really even matter.

underarms - i tweeze/shave depending on the amount of time i have before ___ occasion.

that just leaves one area.

yes, before you all start wincing and going 'ughhh' followed by that grimace and shudder.

its not like i'm some wax virgin ; i've gotten it done in a shop before.

and no, its not the pathetic bikini.

lets go for the XXX or brazilian.

anyway, back to the DIY.

interesting and ..

anyway.. the kit i bought doesnt come with some kinda cover so i left it uncovered on my table and buffy got to it and ate some.

mfcb.

buffy scared me to death because when i discovered it, i uncovered buffy lying down on her side and was NOT MOVING.

ugh.

stupid bunny freaked me out to fuck.

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another day without

so its already 3.30 and i cant sleep..

i dont know why but i'm scared.

its that feeling that i get whenever i get on a plane.

dont laugh.

but whenever i get on a plane, i know how safe it is and stuff but i always get scared and end up praying to god to grant me a safe flight.

thats the only times that i'd actually pray since not being religious.

meh.

anyway, i'm tired and really annoyed at buffy. she's chewed through wires and my bag and my purse and my shoe's heel.

ugh.

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Dear Isaac..

Dear Isaac,

I know if i posted a letter now, it'll not get to you in time for your trip to Europe - i know, stupid of me to leave things to the last minute all the time - but i'm hoping that by some miraculous turn of fate, you'd read this sometime around the time you leave/arrive in jolly old London.

I hope you enjoy yourself, mine, and take heaps of pictures using ur new D80 so that you'll be a pro when you come back to the land down under and can teach me. (we can be the D80 couple. the only difference is that i've had mine for longer and that you actually know how to use that complicated piece of -)

I love you.. please take care of yourself over there : wear heaps of warm clothes, eat heaps, warm drinks(!) and take those nice hot showers that you like so much especially since its gonna be so cold there..

I know that you're gonna do that cute little face that you always do when i tell you to not to do something, yes, that face, but i'm gonna tell you again anyway..

No spending heaps of money on me in Europe! and i mean, by MY definition of alot of money .*an impossible closed eyed glare because you'll be doing that face* because i am a sad assed cheapskate who loves you and wants you to stuff yourself full of foie grass when you're in Paris.

Sigh, you know i'll be happy with nice postcards from London and Paris, right?

Anyway, i just wanted to tell you that i love you, and will miss you (even more than i already do, if thats even possible) while you're away and i look forward to seeing you again even if it might be on msn.

love,
yours.

sex in space

US and Russian astronauts have had sex in space for separate research programmes on how human beings might survive years in orbit, according to a book published yesterday.

Pierre Kohler, a respected French scientific writer, says in The Final Mission: Mir, The Human Adventure that the subject is taboo both at Nasa and at mission control in Moscow, but that cosmic couplings have taken place.

"The issue of sex in space is a serious one," he says. "The experiments carried out so far relate to missions planned for married couples on the future International Space Station, the successor to Mir. Scientists need to know how far sexual relations are possible without gravity."

He cites a confidential Nasa report on a space shuttle mission in 1996. A project codenamed STS-XX was to explore sexual positions possible in a weightless atmosphere.

Twenty positions were tested by computer simulation to obtain the best 10, he says. "Two guinea pigs then tested them in real zero-gravity conditions. The results were videotaped but are considered so sensitive that even Nasa was only given a censored version."

Only four positions were found possible without "mechanical assistance". The other six needed a special elastic belt and inflatable tunnel, like an open-ended sleeping bag.

Mr Kohler says: "One of the principal findings was that the classic so-called missionary position, which is so easy on earth when gravity pushes one downwards, is simply not possible."

*stolen from here

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indecisive

last night was, in one word, amusing.

okay, so things started a little rough.

the rain and my mother got me down

later after the rain incident, she calls me over twenty times, i kid you not, to remind me to do the same things again and again.

dont you just hate it when things like that happens?

dont you just hate it when your parents talk to you like you're an incompetent moron who doesnt know how to do anything right?

anyway, zik tried to cheer me up..

..and managed to succeed. :D

sometimes i really dont know why he's so patient with me whenever i get my "little temper tantrums", whenever i get jealous of his ex girlfriends, whenever i feel like i'd never match up, whenever i feel insignificant.. he's always there to reassure me and spoil me silly :p

thank you baby.. i love you..

anyway, he went to pack and i went to clear up my room and mess about and somehow managed to fall asleep and wake up to really sweet messages from him

anyway, work up in time for dinner..

dinner was spent singing songs from 'the sound of music' with my family.

or rather, laughing at my sister who kept singing all the tunes and not knowing the lyrics.

hilarious.

anyway, after dinner, yin invited me to camwhore in her new dresses and i tried this one dress on..

and camwhored my heart's content.





too bad i didnt take the full lenght but it wasnt very flattering. anyway, i dont know whats wrong with me recently but i've been waking up super irratable and *stabs notepad*

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lonely.

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torn

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rain rain go away..

anyway, so much for it being nice and summery because it was pouring like how it pours in malaysia and fuck.
my house was flooding.
so being the 'good' girl i am (pfft) i went out to help my mother who kept on insisting on telling me exactly what to do and why we have to do it.

mum : we have to sweep all the water to the side so that the back part of our house doesnt flood up

me : okay.. *rolls eyes*

*two seconds later*

mum : you know why we have to sweep the water right? its so that the place doesnt flood up.

lynn : mum.. i know. *getting irritated*

*15 seconds later*

mum : haih, we have to sweep this so that the water doesnt..

lynn : I KNOW!

*stalks off*

*mum approaches*

mum : we have to keep swe-

lynn : MUM I KNOW, YOU TOLD ME! *half raised voice*

mum : *shocked look with the i-am-trying-to-be-patient-with-my-incompetent daughter voice * see, why do you have to raise your voice?

someone, shoot me, please.

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after helping her out and getting completely drenched..

i just HAD to camwhore to show just how drenched i became.


see, no one ever gets THIS drenched at melbourne during summer

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oh shit.

white tailed spiders are all over my house!
no, its not the fact that there are spiders in my house but the fact that they can cause THIS to happen

and this!

eww!

grossness :(

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why we should never camwhore after a shower.

i forgot to remove my eye make up (yes, i have started to put eye makeup that actually looks like there IS eye makeup) and decided to humour you all so i took a picture..

*snap*

i just uploaded it and good thing i glanced through my posts before i post them up because my towel slipped down and ..

i'm sure a nipple slip in this case would scar.

or maybe it would help that poor sod who claimed to have naked pictures of me last year (remember that foo?)

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leave you alone.

yes.. i'm feeling.

stabbity.

but when i went to deviantart to get a picture that'll describe how i feel..









this mother fucker came up.

i swear. i'll delete every god damn love song in my itunes if another bloody love song comes up again.

*stabs computer*

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happy birthday little bitch.

happy birthday to my living nightmare!


may most of your wishes come true this year (i'm optimistic).

i'll remember those days when we were young..

..carefree.

plenty of things have happened since the days that you used to hug me to death while you were first in primary school (wasnt it just such an embarrassment to have me there?)

then of course there was the time we went to florida.. all the camwhoring and the dancing we did at disney world..


you've been there for me to talk to..

when i first kissed a boy..

when i had my first heartbreak..

when i was going through hard times..

.. you were there.

life can be such a bitch sometimes..

and so were you but since its your birthday ,i'll let it slide ;)

happy birthday you monster.

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do i look like a duck?

i want i want!

christina's perfume..!!







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happy fucking day.

woke up feeling depressed..

i dont know..

guilty maybe..

yin's birthday party is tonight and i'm working.

yin's birthday is tomorrow.. and i'm working again.

then there are those imissmyboyfriend pangs that grips and strangles my heart.

i know you guys are probably laughing at me now.

'who is this idiot who cries herself to sleep at night because her boyfriend is gone'

i wish i knew how to stop.

'but you could always just keep yourself busy, it'll be a distraction'

trust me, it doesnt work.

its like what happened yesterday.

i left the house and headed into the city to meet see ann.

we had brunch at pancake parlour and then headed over to james'.

hung out with james and his family + stephen when they went for lunch.. at about 3ish.. cn, stephen and i went shopping around the city with the limited time we had left before we all head off to work.

i worked till 10.. got home at about 11.45ish because of stupid train delays.

with the waiting times aside..

i still had the pangs while shopping and while i was at work..

ugh.. i dont wanna stay home..

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optimism died with chivalry.

happy december.

christmas is coming..

lonesome christmas time.

the year is coming to a close..

a new year's coming..

pfft.

who needs optimism?

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