since boxing day

i've finished reading all these books.

the remaining books of the twilight saga


i just cant wait for Stephenie Meyer to write up Midnight Sun. right after someone leaked her draft - its been on an indefinite halt. :(

the books were so good that i want to buy them all (although the second and fouth books werent great - i like the the (little) romance in book 4 so i'm gonna overlook its not-so-good-ness and it would be weird if i had all the books except new moon so..)

meh.

is it just a girly thing that causes me to be so into romantic stories?

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its annoying. i havent been feelin like myself at all.. and i dont know why.



am i making a huge mistake?

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happy new year!!


♥ Lynn

broken men

i think i have a thing for broken men.

take the gossip girl series for example,

spoiler allert for season 2 episode 13!!


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i never found Chuck appealing until this episode..

when he lost his father and Blair had to be all caring and loving and try to 'save' him and he was so sexy and sad and broken and cute.

i realize that that is me.

i need(ed) a guy who i can save and who can save me to have a successful start to a relationship (i think this ties in with the boy needing me as much as i need him bit in the last tag i did)

meh.

♥ Lynn

rip - hairless 6.

so, i think that cognitive psychology sucked ass.

and that we lost 6 grandchildren (honey gave birth and the babies all died)

and my pathology paper's today (so not ready)

and my mother's birthday's today

and i just feel all around stressed out to death and a half.

xoxo
you know you love me

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uhoh

the next week is going to pass in a breeze.

with three papers next week (tuesday:cognitive psychology, wednesday:pathology, friday:biochemistry) a shopping spree in between and work..

and on friday after work, i'm going to bring isaac out for a movie before going back to his place to snuggle (and then bug him to study the next day)

time's bound to fly with that sort of schedule.

today at work, i got complimented a couple of times for organizing and running the night smoothly.

got heaps of tips too!

(too bad we had to split it 4 ways)

apparently i should be a real estate agent.

because i can smooth talk customers into buying all sorts of food (i guess it does help that the food is good)

sometimes i wonder if i am doing the right choice with what i am doing now.

pathology, psychology, biochemistry.

where will that take me?

a lab somewhere?

i love talking to people, communicating..

i'm good with people!

alot of customers have said that and i think so too.

one time, i had this little kid come in (they're regulars) and the little boy gave me a flower he picked up. (i completely melted) but then his younger sister wanted it so i gave the flower to his little sister.

can you say 'awwwwwhhh'?

how adorable is that?

anyway, i've been thinking of buying myself a nice new camera.

so many things i need to do and they all require money.

money money money!

sometimes, it really annoys me that i dont earn too much.

sigh, you may say that things would get better after the exams but i've got a to do list for after the exams too!

• renew my card
• get my australian passport
• work and earn money so that i can
• travel to perth
• get a new tattoo
• buy a new camera
• get laser eye surgery (maybe next year)
• get my drivers
• get a car (mini cooper? buggy? something cute :p AS IF)
• finish up isaac's christmas present
• gather up the guts to tell my father that i want to move in with isaac next year
  

time is so short!

one more year and a bit then isaac has to pack up and leave.

i dont know if i will be able to pick up and follow him to the states..

if i cant, i dont know how our relationship would be then.

i cant do long distance relationships!

they suck!

i dont have the patience and i need the physical contact

cal me insecure if you will but so f-ing what?

its hard being away from someone you love.. and you never know when things might end.

you never know being apart might just invite other people into your life in that way.

i know i invited myself into isaac's life.

in my defence, the person he was with was a backstabbing bitch who didn't even love him. yes zeke, i think you were silly, okay, stupid, to get together with her in the first place.

before you think of casting stones, if you see love and life in black and white, you havent been through/know enough.

only when you see things in shades of grey, then cast the first stone.

because hey, life isnt just right and wrong.

and that sort of sucks because everything depends on the situation.

i think it was wrong for zeke and i to start out the way we did.. but i think that it would have happened eventually anyway.

meh.

rant rant.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

i am so over exams..

.. and i havent even bloody started.












ps. v, i think you're a hot insecure slut *smiles sweetly*

xoxo
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yes, yes, YES!

*screams* i cant believe you bought that dress before i did!!

no, its not going to stop me, i'm STILL going to get it for 40% less than you paid for it!!

how do you feel about them apples?

xoxo
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i hate you.

please rot in hell.





i f*cking hate 2000 word lab reports that are worth 40%

xoxo
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shit shit shit

i feel so stressed and so lost.

xoxo
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and that sums it all

i dont want to study goddamnitt

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"shit la" - isaac while trying to recall all the structures of amino acids

okay, i'm tired. and annoyed. and stressed out so i'm gonna be bitchy for the next two weeks

some of you will probably be going, "got difference meh?"

and i'll say.. fuck you

anyway, i got my online shopping things all confirmed and found this other blog piercedart which i think is really cool and am getting a customized belly ring made.

yeah, who would have thought that such a thing is actually possible for a belly ring.

on a lighter note, i'm at zeke's house with brain cells popping because stupid biochemistry is driving me insane and a half because of all the stupid amino acid residues that i have to remember.

and i bought a pair of earrings today :)

which were so damn cheap it makes me just wanna bounce up and down like some weird genetic modified psychotic being

its this cute little gunmetal grey pair of snowflakes that i just had to get them.



meh. anyway.. its 2am and i am feeling utterly screwed for my papers.

why cant life be like in the "night's dawn" series?

those in favour of abolishing exams once and for all, please raise your hands.

xoxo
you know you love me

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bitch, who me?

pancake parlour :)

the final product.

xoxo
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annoyed as hell.

i think my body is shutting down on me.

dizziness.

exhaustion.

aches everywhere.

how about i just quit uni and go open a ______* shop somewhere.

surprisingly, this * isnt something perverted.

xoxo
you know you love me

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couldnt they have used different necklaces?!

ugly bettynatalie portman in the other boleyn girl.

the same ugly necklace?!

bwahahhaa

xoxo
you know you love me

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wohooooooo~

i think i've just fallen inlove with online shopping.

why is it i can never find good buys in KL?

maybe its because i always stick to bloody malls and never hang out at the very 'ah lian' places so i dont ever find any good buys.

or maybe because i snub 'bargain' stores.

like, i would never step foot into voir unless dragged.

i consider that a bargain store.

the funny thing is that in melbourne, i run to bargain stores like some idiotic moth drawn to the flame.

rawr.

oh oh!

sometime soon, i'm gonna have the house to myself..

you know what that means right?












house party!!


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the different hairs of me XD

sexy, straight and sleek.

okay okay, not so much seeing that i'm balancing a pen between my lips and nose. =.=wavy. curly-ish. sexy and rumpled.

blame zeke that i have all these random pictures of me ~

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my jeans has a huge tear you can see my underwear

bunny cam whoring.

attempt #1attempt #2 - okay la.. this picture kinda cute also ><

attempt #3

#4 - ehhhh! dont get distractedddd~~!!!!

#5 - STOPPITTT

and the rest of the pictures wont upload. MONKEY's ARSE!

i just dont want to study no moree!

i will tower bloxx my life away..

i shall surf porn facebook my youth off

i shall perezhilton my sanity

and sell my soul to monkey's arse..

wohoo~

go insanity!

xoxo
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happy thoughts happy thoughts... o0o0oooh~ pretty pictureeeeeee

xoxo
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mother what?

sometimes it really bugs me when my parents call richie and sha their children

really, to be honest, nothing against them

nothing wrong with joking and calling richie and sha their children because they spend every weekend over here

but it just really bugs me when they do that and ignore their biological kids..

.. when they do all those little things that just makes me and yin just want to roll our eyes and throw up.

i mean, its not like they (the rents) do one big thing that pisses people..

its a combination of them being so much nicer to them, changing their tone when they're talking to us and to zik, how my mother's starting to boss zik around (i mean, to ask to do take out the trash when zik comes over is fine but to keep demanding to 'DO THIS' or to 'DO THAT' to a guest is a little much), to do the 'lets put my children down because, hey! i made them!',

i'm frustrated.. can you tell?

xoxo
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fck off.

i'm grouchy and i've been temperamental..why?

its just a little odd..

you know how when you feel like there's something wrong and you just dont know how to put your finger on it?

i dont know..

has our fire gone out?

are we taking each other forgranted?

maybe.

is it uniwork?

is it because i work and work and only succeed in making myself feel stupider with the amount of things i dont know?

i wish uni will just give me a fucking break already

i fucking hate this stupid paper after paper and assessment after assessment shit.

fuck you biochemistry. fuck microbiology, immunology. fuck you cell bio.

stop fucking toying with me already.

jesus.

fuck.

i just want to curl up under a rock and rot.

xoxo
you know you love me

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to the coldest sniffiest autumn

i have lost the inspiration to study.

tragic.

and i have two papers on friday that contribute buttock amounts to the final grade and i can only say..

fucketh art i.

damnit.

on a little lighter scale..

zik and i have been eating heaps of jap food at this little jap place at QV
i think i spoke about it a little while ago and it was good.. then. but after going there a couple of times we realized that the food quality was going down. down! and the last time i went there for sushi, their salmon gave my stomach grief :( their takoyaki's are to die for tho XD

so, because of the papers coming up, zik and i have been(trying) to study

and decided to go to fall's creek to ski in july ~

the place looks a little too good.. I DONT WANT TO BE DISSAPOINTED!



oh yes, its gonna be a good holiday :)

not to mention that the snow is gonna be so good because its been the coldest autumn ever and its already snowing in the mountains anyway! MONTHS EARLY and its not expected to stop snowing any time soon XD

xoxo
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