happy ever after :)

how many times have we girls dreamt of our happy ever after?
no, i'm not talking about just now when all our dreams have been flawed by reality.

"no, that just doesnt really happen in real life" and all the "dreaming arr?!"s

sometimes, whats really so wrong about dreaming about our mr rights?

and how we really want our fairy tale endings to be?







you guys must really be wondering what triggered this and truth be told, its because i watched enchanted with my siblings this morning

its catchy, fun and i really liked the movie.

what can i say, i'm truly a disney girl at heart :)

anyway, back to the whole happy ever after thing.. most of the time we dont end up following the nice sweet path we've conjoured up in our heads but eventually, we'll still find our happy ever after.

anyway,i'm gonna backtrack a little alot..

candid shot taken loooooonnnnnggg ago

buffy trying to act innocent

random shot taken by zik close to 2 months ago..

buffy han

when zik came over when i was still asleep..

some tuesday in november when i hung out with roycelic

buffy XD

when my and cn hung out at pancake parlour :)

=)

when i hung out with foo l
he just wont smile properly for any picture

anyway, with more recent events..

yesterday was crazy shopping i swear.

i didnt end up going to sleep but somehow yin and i wound up in the city at 9am and started our little tiny little shopping spree


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anyway.. here come my purchases :)

ugh.. my eyes are becoming cross eyed.. so the real update of what happened will come on later.

ps. i got your love letters :)

xoxo
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the bargain hunter

shopping today was utterly productive and not damaging to my already gnawed through wallet (buffy's work).

i bought

• two pairs of hoop ear rings : original price - $10. price paid $4.50 (together)
  
• a 'rollin stones' shirt : original price - $20. price paid $10
• black mini skirt : original price - $20. price paid $ 6.95
• two shorts : original price - $20 each. price paid $10
• shirt : original price $20. price paid $10.
• a ring : original price $10, price paid $3
  

ladies and gentlemen, i managed to save.. drumroll and applause please.. !!

i am such a sad little cheapskate, i swear..

there was one thing that i really regret not buying now..

that pretty bra from COB !!!

ugh ugh ugh..! think that if i prayed really hard it'll still be there tomorrow?

xoxo
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two weeks..

ugh, i cant sleep and feel like a 100 tonne truck hit me, reversed on me only to hit me again.

i guess i kinda asked for it; being sick, i mean.

i dont take care of myself (isaac scolds me about it all the time..) but i dont do it intentionally per say.. i guess maybe i've been doing the whole dont sleep proper hours, dont eat proper meals kind of thing since i was 13 and these bad habits have pretty much been embedded in me.

since i've been lying on my bed for the past 5 hours and havent been able to sleep i'll try to blog my stupid stomach aches, headaches, whatever aches away.

Christmas started out with present opening with the family under the tree.. thank you to all the gorgeous people who have given me presents or wished me or whatever not.. thank you.

i went back to bed and slept till it was about 4 in the afternoon because i already felt myself getting worse (i was sick for about 2 days before that.. not sick sick but the 'i can feel myself coming down with something' kind of sick with all the tatter tale nausea and exhaustion) it so sounds like i am pregnant.. i am NOT.

ngeh. woke up because of the doorbell.. the nightmare relatives made their debu.

thank god wendy, queenie and flo were there to keep me sane from the nightmare relatives that we share.

before we get into the whole 'dont call your relatives nightmare lecture' i have my reasons and they include that nightmare family backstabbing my family and sending anonymous emails to the rest of the family about rubbish and fucked up shit about my family.

anyway, we hung about and played wii for a bit before heading out for some bbq :)

the bug must really be hitting me (but now when i think about it, it sounds like i have low blood sugar..) and i couldnt really take much food in.. who the hell gets full from two bbq chicken wings!? i think my body is psychotic..

oh god, i really hope its not low blood sugar like that time i fell so sick that i passed out every hour and wasnt able to eat and had to go to the doctor every few days..

anyway, bummed with the cousins.. played soccer with the sportier cousins until my shin turned bright red.. that is how long i havent played soccer foo!!

came back to play wii, and let me just say for someone who's utter rubbish at wii games.. i kicked ass at wii boxing. :)

i reckong the wii boxing was the funnest part of the night with everyone yelling and screaming'punch it' 'imagine its _insert name of other half here_ and all that.

sorry, no pictures, i just havent been bothered to bring my camera out and stuff recently but i promise that i will whip out my camera alot when i get down to singapore and kl and stuff like that.

if anyone wants me to get them anything, please let me know asap because i dont want to do last minute shopping and shit like that for you. if you want something, please email me at serendipity_219@hotmail.com with the details and whatever not and i'll tell you if i can do it for you :)

..one week and 6 days till i leave melbourne..

..two weeks till i'm in his arms again..

xoxo
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ooh oohh~

boxing day sales!!

need i say more?

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sugar~

MJ got laser eye surgery O_o

omigod omigod omigod. it is not fair..!!

i wanna get my eye done too!!

i'm gonna be really bimboic and say..

i wanna get hair extentions, eye surgery so that i can have double eyelids (and not just double eyelids that are so deep that they dont even look like they're double eyelids), laser eye surgery, breast implants, nose job, brain enhancement, personality replacement..

.. and now i'm just so full of bullshit.

xoxo
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MERRY CHRISTMASSS

MERRY CHRISTMAS

xoxo
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Christmas Eve

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!!

anyway, the day was spent last minute shopping with Yin at Boxhill for presents for Dad, Mum and Jun.

you know how they say that Christmas is the time of Love and Compassion..

so i thought that i would make a thank you, i really do appreciate you, i love you list

yin for being the little annoying bitch who just used my bed sheets. thanks for always being there when i first _fill in the blanks_, for being there when i cry, laugh and need to shop for lingerie; especially lingerie because no one else would be as sporting as you are.. =)

zaneta for being the person i can always turn to..

.. who's MIA.

i havent forgotten you so please please please let me know you're alive somewhere.. i miss you zanie :(

isaac for always being there through tears and laughter, when things get tough and unbearable, for spoiling me, loving me, being that someone that i can rely on no matter what it may be, for making me believe..

i love you..

see ann for being my bitch, someone i can really talk to and sing with and can share whatever with.

there are alot of other people i'd love to mention but i'm lazy :p so all you other guys out there, james, kalus, ashley, jess, andrew, jonathan, john, mj, fly.. you guys are the best and i might not always show it.. but i heart you guys heaps.

MERRY CHRISTMAS BITCHES :)

xoxo
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My Hunny Bunny

hullo, its me again.. >.<















ZikZak Pte Ltd
Bringing you Pleasure, is My Pleasure.. XD

omigod omigod omigodddd

i was up awake all night tossing and turning and i had no idea why.

thank god zik choose then to message me [ ^_^ ] telling me that he just woke up (at 5am?!) to cook himself something (crazy right?!)

after his little meal we talked till the sun rose (in melbourne anyway..)

i slept like a damn log until i was heartlessly yelled out of bed by both parents (i dont like it when they work together..)

and the family headed out for some dim sum in the city before splitting up to do shopping.

ten points to whoever guesses what i bought today :)

i think yin got annoyed with me that we went into the same lingerie shop THREE TIMES.

sorry babes..






anyway, i'd post pictures up but zik's the only one who's allowed to see me in them

xoxo
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two weeks and three days

happy birthday jolvin lee!

thanks for all those silly things we used to get up to,

for staying up all night with me the day before i left for melbourne for the first time,

for being the "cause" of my first fight with zaneta,

for being that little naggy voice at the back of my head when i was younger.

you know i hate you.

happy foreverth birthday :)

xoxo
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the little girl with a purple fluffly jacket

while on the train to meet tian this morning, a little girl a couple of seats away pointed at me and said, "mummy, who's that pretty lady over there?"

and my heart just melted into a little puddle..

.. maybe kids are okay after all.

xoxo
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that can be buffy's bunny-toy

the day started out with me hitting the snooze button one too many times which obviously resulted in me being late to meet tian.

ugh.

i'm such a fucktard sometimes. -_-"

i woke up at 10 when i was suppose to meet her at 10.

bodoh sial.

anyway, ended up meeting her at 11ish at MB when she presented me with a present.

christina aguilera's perfume that i have been coveting!!
(zik, "see, christmas isnt so bad..!")

thank you tian, you're awesome! (and i was a dick and a half who showed up late to our meeting with NO present..)

ugh!.

anyway, she headed off to work and i did some window shopping.. Jay Jay's had really really cute shirts.. i really like the rolling stones' one :) but i didnt get it because it was a mere twenty dollars and i was too cheapskate to buy it.

so i firmly placed my hands in my pockets and semi closed my eyes all the way to Zk's place.

only to regret not buying the stupid shirt.

dont you just hate that when it happens?

anyway, fell asleep for a short while and then headed back out to go and buy that damned shirt. but uhoh..!

disaster strikes!

i couldnt find the shirt in melb. central's Jay Jays :( and i pouted and went about shopping and managed to get TWO shirts for $10. XD

but guess what.. that stupid shirt's still (kinda) in my head.

the solution?

go and buy as many lingerie as i can and i have a three figured allowance for myself for that =)

funny how i wont let myself buy a stupid $20 shirt but will let myself go lingerie shopping for things waaay more expensive.

stupidness.

xoxo
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just like we were meant to be

today, i was greeted by stephen..

we all know stephen! that guy with the longish hair who has the sass to lecture me about not having a goddamn hair straightener that costs more than $100.

bastard.

but today, i was greeted by this








that motherfucker cut, dyed and PERMED his hair.

oh praise jeebus.

after work, mum decided to show me this.
yes, PEACHES..

..from my garden!

ahh.. i love being in melbourne :)

xoxo
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its not about being fat,,

..but being fatter than ppl in my race..




i've been going through the whole omigodomigodiamsooooooooooofat recently and i have decided to be a little tyra banks-ish.

..with a whole lot of support from zik.. thanks baby..

i dont wear xxxxxxxxs or the size kosongs or whatever the hell all the skinny asian girls wear or however little they weigh.

i'm a size 8 or 10 (pity they dont have size 9s) and i have breasts, ass and thighs. but then of course there are those skinny bitches who have breasts anyway


and if you think i'm fat you can go kiss my (fat) ass.

..took me long enough.. but hey, its not easy.

it kinda scares me to be surrounded by skinny people in asia and having to get a (gasp) M or *double gasp* L or (horrors of horrors!) NO SIZE

but whatever. i gotta stop trying to compare myself with every fucking one and be content with myself.

why agonize longer?

its like i'm trying to push myself back into anorexia.. bulimia..






i gotta remind myself to love the curves because lingerie looks so much better filled up (and we all know how much i love lingerie)

xoxo
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happy five months :)

whoa..

okay, this might not seem like much to most people (pfft, five months? i've had manicures last longer than that!) but its heaps for me.

zik, the past few months has been amazing and i love you more than ever..

happy five months <3

FIRST MONTH

SOMETIME DURING THE SECOND

SOMETIME CLOSER TO THE THIRD

I HAVE MORE I SWEAR BUT JUST NOT IN THIS COMPUTER :)

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xoxo
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i stick cigarette butts in my heart

sometimes, things that shouldnt hurt me hurts anyway.

but isnt that always the case with us?

we live life as best we can.. and then bam something comes along, something creeps up on us, catches up and we're left aching, hurting.

wouldnt things be so much easier if we had something, someone, anything to blame.

so much harder when we know, no one is at fault and yet, we still feel the way we do..

so we take it upon ourselves and blame us.

and suddenly, we're the guilty ones.

and we ache even more.

xoxo
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movie marathon

made me cry.

omigod omigod omigod..

i've become a complete and utter wimp but the end part that he actually shares his vows with her.. awwwhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

xoxo
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pfft.

jamie lynn spears is pregnant?!

gebus.

the 16 year old lives with her 19 year old boyfriend.

pfft.

what is the world coming to?

what kind of mother gives her daughter that kinda freedom?!

-

ughhh...

how the hell can an email that's in my 'sent' folder never show up in an 'inbox' after i've seen it in the inbox, and no, its not a glitch..THE GLITCH CANT BE ON TWO SEPERATE EMAILS.

someone must have deleted it *glares at everyone around*

xoxo
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you know all those little miss ____ shirts?

.. yin and i decided that its about high time we got tried some for our own :) :(

they were a little too expensive for both of us.

yeaps, i'm a bloody cheapskate.

yin : lil' miss chatterbox

i'm lil miss scary when i wake up
(zik can testify)

yin and i in the changing rooms :)

and then we decided to go buy ourselves singlet tops from cotton on..

yes, your eyes dont kid you.. i did try and buy a pink tank.

anyway, later after that, we went for our christmas shopping. yin and i went crazy over lingerie (okay, it was mostly me) but i choose the lingerie i want and she choose the ones she wanted and we buy them for ourselves on behalf of each other.

yes, this is what i've succumbed to so that i can prevent major headaches.

-

god, i become so damn defensive whenever it comes to you and i'm sorry, i really dont mean to sound so unfriendly.

xoxo
you know you love me

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ho ho ho

so i was dragged out to my brother's speech night tonight..

funny that i never attended my own but now...

anyway, i got dragged along for the boring event ..

.. but the little kids singing christmas carols charmed me ><

come on, ''you better watch out, you better not cry, you better watch out i'm telling you why, santa claus is coming to town!" kinda makes you wanna sit by the christmas tree with all its twinkling lights. well, only if its sung by really cute first years.

maybe christmas is alright.

just maybe.

yeah whatever, dont get your hopes up.

i still dont like christmas.

much.

xoxo
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if something meant something then would it mean anything now?

waking up at 3 pm has its advantages..

.. and disadvantages.

for one thing.. i actually get to catch up on sleep.. but miss out on half my day even if i know i wouldnt have done anything productive if i did wake up early anyway.

yawnnn

now i'm so damn lethargic its not even fun anymore

meh.

lazing around in bed makes me feel so useless after working so much for the past 5 days.

suddenly monday and tuesday has become my saturday and sunday.

christmas is coming and i know i should start feeling a little festive but i just feel like taking a fork and stabbing all those damn christmas carolers around, chucking cd players and radios into a pond and wrapping up empty boxes as christmas presents.


ugh..

i hate always going through the icky fucking mess of christmas shopping.

ICK!!

when you exchange gifts with someone, you'd feel bad if the gift you gave them is cheaper than the gift they gave you; not to mention that you also feel bad if it's the reverse.

"omigodddddddd!! a ps3!! i.. uh ... thanks ... i got you a bag of chips." before hastily adding "while you wait for the other half of your present..." or

"Oh wow! thanks.. a $2 photo frame!" before muttering under your breath that they're such a mother fucking cheapskate and start thinking if you can steal the present you gave them and get it refunded.

how many of us are guilty of 'organizing' our christmas presents?

if we calculate how much to spend on each person, doesnt that mean that we're basically putting a price on their worth or your love?

"how much is Tony worth? $50? $10?"

there's always the agonizing over what to get for your boyfriend/girlfriend

even more pressure when its the first christmas together or if they used to date someone who earns more than you and would buy extravagant gifts

"oh i thinks that guess watch would look nice on the boyfriend...oh what? its only how much? waaahh.. so cheap!"

while you sit there twiddling your thumbs thinking that its 435678765456 times of what you could make running about serving bastard customers who expect you to know that they're vegetarian when they dont bloody say so

and if you get them something cheap or make something at home, of course he or she would say, "you don't have to get me anything, or spend that much money on me..just as long as we can spend christmas together/you love me"

its sweet but doesnt that just sound a little like bullshit?

its my blog and i can be angsty if i want to

xoxo
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the dark knight

omigod omigod omigod..!!

i want to watch this!


i reckon that it might just be better than the other batman but hey, thats just me.

oh god, i gotta lower down my uber high expectations now or i might just be dissapointed.

oh, yea, how freaky does he look in there?!
xoxo
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naughty mermaid

xoxo
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"in life you hardly ever get what you want..

..but if you dont fight for it, you'll have even less of a chance"

-Betty. 'Ugly Betty'

sometimes, we gotta fight for what we want and at other times, we have to let it come to us. its just really weird coz how do we really truly know what to do sometimes?

can not going on the offence be 'fighting' per say?

because, lets be honest here, sometimes holding back, being reserved can be much harder than to fighting and pawing your way for it.

the trouble is.. when do we really know what to do and if its right or not?

-

zik..

i miss you..

xoxo
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palm sized buffys *edited*

so guys, i havent really been blogging much but blah, thats life.

i dont really remember days really well anymore so 'the day' passed by in a blur of going out with my sister and mother to pick my brother up and me treating all of them to hot jam doughnuts ("mMmMmM...... doughnuts" in Homer's accent) and ice cream ("mMmMmMmmm... ice cream.. *drooling noises*") from Dairy Bell before coming back home and loafing on the couch like the couch potato that i am (oh god, i'm turning into the female homer simpson -_-") . anisha and richie dropped by for dinner, hung out and..

the day after that started off weird as well.. i woke up chirpy and happy and offered to go pick my brother up from school. dropped by the arts store and picked up some supplies to do the card up. hung out at Borders till it was time to pick my brother up and we headed home together on the train.

well, now when i think of it.. i think the first paragraph would have been monday and the second, tuesday coz i worked on wednesday and i know i wouldnt have the time to go pick my brother then :p

wednesday :

i woke up at about 1ish and watched 'Knocked up' for the 345678y5456789 time before heading off to work at Rasa.

dont get me wrong people, i mean, i know i bitch about Rasa alot but truth be told.. i actually kinda like it there..

anyway, worked at rasa and came home. fell asleep really happy :)

but woke up on ..

Thursday :

.. a little peeved.

met up with Cindy and Misha and headed to Max Brenners for some really serious catch up session. and then shopping.

the whole time i was gushing about zik and stuff like that. Cindy just looks and me and says, 'awwwhhh.. the girl's in love' and then starts getting jealous about not being in love. -_-" but yea, i know she's joking but i gotta learn how to tone down how 'euphoric'(-cindy's words, not mine) i can be while talking or swooning about how 'wonderful' zik is.

yes, dont start throwing up yet james, kalus, (shan's probably rolling her eyes).

misha headed off after we went psychotic over Supre clothings (they opened up a new area (level one) and omigod i went in with with waaaaaay too many items but more on that later).

funny thing was cindy was snobbing supre saying she wouldnt get anything but ended up trying more clothes than me and misha combined. and i was carrying so many clothes that one of the shop assistants took pity on me and asked if they could help me carry the massive load of clothes that i was carrying/dragging all around :D

the girls and i also went to do some lingerie shopping and even if *ahem* was more likely to try lingerie on.. i was the one who went berserk. at one point of time, Misha whipped open the changing room curtains to reveal me in my underwear -_-" thanks misha. while cindy pushed over some white see through slip on with feathery kinda things on the breasts. -_-" x2.

anyway, after misha left. cindy and i swooned over the cute irresistable animals at Melbourne Central before heading to Zik's place where we bitched even more before i headed off to work at satsuki..

.. came home and dad had just arrived. i got a new lap top :D

so cool, i swear! built in web cam, finger print technology (who needs passwords bitches!) and it has double storage capacity and and... its damn bloody light even if it is widescreen!!

friday:

met up with foo today and i made a friend on the train. (yes, of all places). basically, i had to run for the train and when i reached the train (just on time i might add) there werent any seats and he gave it up for me. anyway, we started talking and he gave me his email.

okay, so i met foo at central and we headed to Max Brenners for a little pre lunch then to some sushi place and i had my unagi (gotta love those eels) before we headed to James'/Stephen's to urge stephen to get his ears pierced XD yes, i'm converting people. first ash, then see ann.. now stephen. who shall be my lucky next *evil conniving smile*

okay okay, its not that bad. it shouldnt sound that bad, i just help those people get whatever they want pierced when they start to have doubts, get chickeny or whatever :D

remember, good things comes to people who wait, but things come faster to those who take.

anyway, then headed off to work with stephen while foo got some snack for his girlfriend.

i swear, i think i've got the worst mouth at the moment.. just yakking off to whoever about everything. ngeh.

coz i was bitching about almost everything and anything. i think i have verbal diarrhoea. god help me.

Satsuki closed early today because we werent having many customers and so our boss Dez and Chiene decided to CLOSE EARLY for the second time this year (apparently) coz normally business is so damn good that we can only afford to do take away and bookings cant be made after wednesday or thursday because we'd be booked solid.

anyway, Chiene was sweet and cooked some dinner for us. so yummy, i swear but it'll be a matter of time before i become so sick of jap food that i'd wanna hurl.

i reckon that i am already halfway there.

depressing, no?

xoxo
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