the big OHNO!

results - so relieved!

my father's trying to make amends but i seem to be pushing him away. not that i dont want him to make amends but because it might be harder for me to tell him if he's nice to me that i want to move out.

my mother and i have been spending more time together, maybe its the fact that i am moving out that we're getting closer and talking more and giggling like little girls and talking about relationships and spending time with Max.

life brings us unexpected twists and turns.. bring it!

ps. what do you buy your bosses?

♥ Lynn

i have a weakness for vampires

i kept wondering why in the trailers of 'twilight', Edward Cullen played by Robert Pattison looked familiar.

at first i thought, he looked like Chuck Bass played by Ed Westwick and then it just hit me..

ROBERT PATTISON IS CEDRIC DIGGORY IN HARRY POTTER!





zeke, watch twilight with me when you come back?



♥ Lynn

accents..

British accents are damn sexy!

swoon!

♥ Lynn

broken men

i think i have a thing for broken men.

take the gossip girl series for example,

spoiler allert for season 2 episode 13!!


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i never found Chuck appealing until this episode..

when he lost his father and Blair had to be all caring and loving and try to 'save' him and he was so sexy and sad and broken and cute.

i realize that that is me.

i need(ed) a guy who i can save and who can save me to have a successful start to a relationship (i think this ties in with the boy needing me as much as i need him bit in the last tag i did)

meh.

♥ Lynn

shoes shoes shoes

i fell in love with another pair of heels.. $170..

..the $70 heels sound damn good right now.

tomorrow before work- hit the factory outlet!

♥ Lynn

10 things i hate about you

10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now, don't mention names:

1. i'm moving out. i'm not going to make the same mistake you did; i will say goodbye..to you.
   
2. sometimes i wish things turned out differently..
3. thank you for making an effort to be better
   
4. leave him, he's no good for you
5. put on some damn weight
6. stop worrying about other people and concentrate on what YOU want for once.
7. let me give you everything
   
8. you werent good enough for him, i wish your life's miserable now that he's with me (bitch)
9. you're an asshole and i hope you get arrested for it one day.
10. i cant believe you were having sex at 12!
    

9 things about yourself:

1. i hardly ever buy things on impulse
2. i seem to never be able to save money
3. i think i lie to myself more than i let myself believe
4. i'm a big talker and a big fat chicken
5. i want an anchor piercing next to my tattoo
6. i want MORE tattoos
7. i stayed a virgin till after 18 (i dont really understand why people find this hard to believe)
8. i've found the one
9. i have to sleep with a blanket even if its freaking hot.
   

8 ways to win my heart:

1. need me as much as i need you
2. call my bluff
3. see me at my lowest and not run away
4. help me overcome my insecurities
5. bring me out on a nice first date
6. romanticize me
7. be a gentlemen
8. stand up for me
   

7 things that cross your mind a lot:

1. how do i tell him that i'm moving out
2. where else can i find work
3. how can i save more money
4. should i buy those shoes?
5. i wonder what is he up to now..
6. did i turn off name random appliance
   
7. should i buy that?

6 things I do before I fall asleep:

1. shower
2. drink water
3. use the net
4. move everything off my bed
5. turn off the net
6. try to remember if there are clean clothes to wear
   

5 people who mean a lot:

1. isaac
2. zaneta
3. family
4. loved ones (no, i wont specify who they are.. there are too many people who mean alot to me)
   
5. the Hans
   

4 things I'm wearing right now:

1. a robe
2. glasses
3. tragus ring
4. ring
   

3 songs that you listen to often:

1. 'hot n cold' katy pery
   
2. 'poker face' lady gaga
   
3. 'so what' pink
   

2 things you want to do before you die:

1. get married
2. have children
   

1 confession:

1. i have had girl crushes before but was always too scared to take it a step further
   

♥ Lynn

if i were your vampire..

so after thinking about it and having some people tell me that the book is pretty good..

i decided to buy myself a copy of 'twilight' yesterday before work

here's my verdict, its a sweet and a pretty good book, i love how it starts out in the begining but towards the climax (it was a climax) but it could have given a tad more oomph(!). the book did leave me wanting to know more and what happened (or is it mostly because i'm just curious?). either way, i'm going to be reading the next few installments :D

i love how she (stephenie meyer) changed why vampires cant go out in direct sunlight and stepped out of the vampire square. i loved how wonderfully simple and complex she made their (edward and bellas) relationship seem. it reminded me of first loves and all that..

anyway, back to my interest in the next few books..(this is the part where the christmas wish list comes in..)



♥ Lynn

you melt my heart..

the mms that i sent to zeke that he didnt get :(

the rearrangement our cupboard..

PONTIANAK

i went to watch this with bryan today

ohmygoddd, isowanttowatchthismovieeeee

♥ Lynn

rantie

ever since gossip girl came out.. i dont think i should use my 'xoxo, you know you love me' thing anymore.. ugh.

xoxo
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to stay committed

today a friend of mine, kai asked me "how (do i) manage to stay committed" and i realized that people in their 20s do tend to have a bit of an issue about committing (but of course, not generalizing here) and finding the right one and sometimes the one that they found is more interested in raking up notches and bedding all the mr. right nows and are not interested at all about mr. right..


..yet.

come on! when i was in school i just wanted to find mr right nows and if he were right, the 'now' part would just drop off (yes, i realize this is from some book but i dont remember) and i was dating like some desperado (okay okay, i wasnt really thinking about the 'now' part dropping off at all). any slob (some of them nice, some of them were just.. slobs) that returned or showed interest, i dated.

yes, i was that pathetic.

anyway, moving away from the non-point.

he (kai, not the exes) made me realize, once again, how damn lucky isaac and i are..

the point?

zeke, i'm lucky to have you.. and i'm sorry i'm such a bitch.

(i have a huge issue about being selfish and not selfish- selfish that i want isaac to spend time with me online when he's overseas, not selfish by saying that he should spend time with the singaporean friends - how often does he go back anyway, i 'can deal with being apart' and not having 'our' time - and then just being stupid after because he listened to my 'unselfish' side when all i really am IS selfish. aiyayay.. girls are complicated and i really dont think that we understand ourselves most of the time.. well, at least i dont.)

xoxo
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knee bruising

what do you think about oral sex?


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christmas wish list

• MAC cosmetics - lustreglass 'love nectar'or tinted lipglass -'underage'

• any of the 'chicago stars books' by susan elizabeth phillip exception of 'match me if you can'

• any of the post secret books :)

self presents

• sony cybershot Tseries or nikon coolpix

xoxo
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roller coaster ride

the past week has been a roller coaster of emotions.

being away from isaac is damn bloody hard to say the least and we got into numerous fights.

i admit i could have been a little more enduring and such but when something like this happened a couple of times, its time to see and make him wear a little emotional blood.

take exhibit A.

i got up at 9am (aussie time) and had a long full day visiting Max and then work and i get home at about 10.30pm (aus). the agreement with zeke was that we met online after work but he was out with friends so i told him to keep hanging out with them (i mean, how often is he back?)

even though he told me to go to bed if i was tired, i was determined to stay up so that we could have some alone time.. instead, i waited up till 2am (aus) until he got back and then he comes back with a whole bunch of friends. i admit, at this time, i was already starting to be a little annoyed- hang out all day, cant i just get some alone time with him!?

anyway, i didnt say anything and i thought, hey you know, eventually he'd get back to me but no, i waited for 20mins-half an hour for A reply of "i love you" or a kiss emoticon. and that just drove me mad. i mean, wouldnt you? and imagine how mad i felt at about -godknowswhattime-am my time.

bah. yesterday we had a showdown, so to speak.

yelling and shouting at each other on the phone and we just somehow couldnt really meet in the middle.

we finally did but then he had to leave for ROME last night-family holiday.

but thats not the point, the point is..

have a great flight and trip, baby!

xoxo
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i know.

but sometimes its not enough.

xoxo
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the pink heart

last last christmas i wished for this necklace


i was supposed to get it this year from isaac but he wasnt discrete enough and i figured it out mid exams :)



xoxo
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hormones

did you know that oxytoxins that gives you cramps actually also make you feel more in love?

xoxo
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Westfield

so yin and i went to Westfield today (Doncaster, you noobs!)and i fell in love with how they furnished the new extension of the place!
beautiful! (not the couple sharing spit)
although i did spend most of the shopping day like this
i did fall in love with a pair of heels

doesnt it just look gorgeous?i didnt buy it- maybe i would tomorrow :D

ohmygod! i lost my wallet! but thank god the honest people at the chocolate cafe there were honest and i got all my money and cards back!!

i was ultra worried because there were a bunch of school kids behind our table and i was so scared that they had taken it and left!!

and oh oh! i bought this nail thing that makes my nails look really really nice like they've been polished when they havent really been because their 'natural oils have been brought out' or something like that but i love how it makes my nails look! and i love the hand cream that comes with it. and i got the thing at student price! (50 effing percent off!~)

how was your day?

xoxo
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birthday dinner

so i had to show someone the house today and then went for a bit of shopping..

and got confused between the type of shoe i want again.

but then now, i think i'm going to go for the one on the right.we celebrated my sister's birthday at some restaurant somewhere i dont remember







yeah. that summarizes it.

:)

xoxo
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i dont care

its after twelve in melbourne so i can wish you if i want to..

happy birthday jessbabe!

.. YOU CRAZY BIKINIBIATCH- you owe me a lap dance ! bwahahaha - woman! i miss you la! when i get back we better meet up more than just once ;)

have a great one gila!

xoxo
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slipping into oblivion

happy birthday roxy!

My little sister's growing up! she's got boobies now! (okay, embarassing.. umm) but seriously, she's- you are- an amazing little sister and although i dont show it often, i do appreciate you (at least until you hog the bathroom and i dont get to shower after work.. eee!) i love you yin :)

anyway, i spent the day out with my mother today ( we dont have any nice pictures :( ) and we headed out to zeke's place to pick up his ps3 controllers (he brought back his ps3 without the controllers-genious!) and then headed out for lunch at laksa king.

rasa malaya food is better!! god granted its further away from the city but desperate malaysians will travel the distance if they're desperate enough!!

i camwhored while my mother stared at me and while we waited for the food, discussed ex boyfriends

then we went over to visit max!!

max jumped on me and i fell flat on my arse!

my boy's so big now!!
but he still has a baby face ><
my heart broke a little when we had to put him back into his little cage - he kept trying to show us his sleeping area by going into it and coming out and looking at us and going in again- i think he wanted us to follow!
then after mum had to head over to the warehouse and we stopped at a kids store ware house for a bit where i bought this
mum dropped me off at melbourne central after so that i could get the train to work

i headed right to the pet store to look at the pets - bunnies
this little guy reminds me of buffy!~
then i headed to work and the day died there.

xoxo
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