i love pet stores :)

i wonder if zik's tired of me always dragging him to pet stores.

..whether its to stare at the birds..

..and have them stare back at you,
swoon over cute adorable puppies..
that jump all over each other and licks the glass where your hand is..
or to contemplate buying another bunny.
simple things like that make me happy

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i think my brain flew off with peter pan

gel electrophoresis of rat bits.
a puppy (i) named sheriff at the pet store

poor baby kept crying..

kiss kiss!

yes, i've got a big soft spot for him now.

maybe its because he looks so much like marshal..

marshal, i miss you..

i hope you're doing great in doggy heaven.

i swear you're the only dog who knew how to poop into the squatting toilet and then 'flush it' after..

i hope you're in a happy doggy heaven playing baby sitter and big brother to all those naughty puppies up there..

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alive.

a while ago.. i wrote this :

RIP

Hope
the solid ground of
Faith
who'd befriended
Forever.

sometimes all we have to have is a little faith.

but what if faith and trust and hope kept getting you into trouble in the first place?

part of me doesnt want to let it but sometimes, we just gotta let go.

i find that as we go on with life, simple things get overlooked, underappreciated, stale..

we just shouldnt overlook all those little things.

-

i wrote something about goldie a few days ago..

(goldie's my family's beautiful golden retriever)

when my family moved to melbourne, my father wasnt able to care for goldie as much as goldie deserved so we 'gave' goldie to our neighbour with the condition that we got to care for goldie and keep goldie whenever we were back..

that broke our hearts to know that we were 'giving' him away even if it were in his best interest.

(.. maybe that was how a mother who has to give her child up for his/her better interest feels..)

anyway, goldie lived with our neighbour for over a year and recently, my neighbour moved elsewhere taking goldie with him.

my dad could have told us earlier about the neighbour moving but no, he had to wait till the neighbour moved.

i miss goldie even more now.

all those dog training sessions i brought him too.. goldie when he was just a puppy.. goldie when he nuzzles up against me when i sat down on the floor to play with him..

goldie, i miss you :(



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8 - funny bunny.

out bunny is a little retarded..

she has a little bit of a species identity problem.

honestly!

she licks, comes when zik whistles (or was that pure chance?), comes when we snap our fingers, jumps up on tables and sleeps on her side



okay, so i had to kinda hold her in that way but she fell asleep.


come on, admit it. she;s cute.


and yes, that means YOU james, admit she's cute!

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still 9

sometimes, buffy just makes me wanna hug her all day.


her rabbit cage is here!! :D


okay, lets get cracking with the fucking assignments. no more procrastinating (yeah, right)

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isaac has officially lost it.

and no, i dont mean sexually.

or do i?

but anyway..

zik cuddles buffy on lap crooning about what a good girl she is when suddenly...

"oh shit..! buffy!! she's shitting on me..!!"

zik puts buffy into her box

*scolds buffy*

'you know where the shit is going?!..'

'..ON YOU!!'

*dumps all the shit on top of poor buffy*

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little overly spoilt ball of fluff.

so.. i still dont wanna go to bed..

wide awake like some damn nocturnal possum or some shit.

anyway..

headed over to uc today with the intention of settling some tension between me and fly.

and yes, i agree that we're both stubborn headed people who are alike but unfortunately not about the same things.

but as i was heading over to her room with a mediator..

she heads out the door. -_-"

so we headed over to mediator #2's room where we woke her up and i managed to scare her by holding buffy right in front of her sleepy eyes.

anyway, we played with buffy and let her roam around in ash's room.


[psst, this is the part where you go 'awwwwwhhhhhh'!!]

because admit it. buffy does look adorably cute and oh-so-squishable.

(please dont.)

anyway, ash headed for lunch and zik and i headed back to his room to bum where i started to get a tad bit annoyed..

then we headed out to Norsiah's for lunch.. oh wait. norsiah's was closed so we went to rice bar instead. (i made a mistake on my survey that i just did) with jeff and james. mj joined us halfway and they all fussed over buffy.

yes, fussed.

even if it were death threats.

james: 'you should name her dinner'

and all his nonsense about getting another bunny (male) to mate with buffy so that there would be little fluff balls that they could make into stew.

*shudders*

anyway, back to uc where i got jealous on a few OTHER occasions.

isaac cuddles buffy. baby talks to buffy. and just basically got excited over buffy and i just sat/lay watching.


okay okay, i admit, i'm just throwing a fuss here so that you'd pamper me :p

all that aside..

i loved watching isaac fuss over buffy.. get excited when buffy licks him..

.. and especially watching isaac be so gentle and how he has this indescribable smile whenever buffy curls up against him..


.. i dont know where i was going with that bunch of mush.

i headed back home stopping for a krispy kreme on the way.

shiteous. that's going straight to my ever expanding stomach.

shower.

came out and richie and sha were over.

they gave me my birthday present (because richie wasnt gonna be around during my birthday coz he was going to sydney to buy his 6th-7th(?) car of the year) and then we had some fun driving over things with his car before heading back into the house (all the while i paraded around in my bathrobe..) and richie tried to teach me to use ebay coz i have never in my life touched/used ebay.

anyway, i ended up bullying isaac into agreeing to get a cage for buffy (coz we were talking about getting buffy a proper cage) .


it should arrive in 2-3 days.

little overly spoilt ball of fluff.

-

i hope all goes well and that i earn enough money to fly down..

-

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the buffy bunny

oh guys, the thing on the 14th has been cancelled >< - i have a new lecturer for 'australian flora and fauna' (i swear, the whole post isnt this boring..) its kinda funny how some birds that used to have been believed as monogomous are actually 'cheaters'. i kinda forgot the name of the bird but the male finds a mate, builds a nest with her and leaves her as he goes looking for a new chick. to woo her, he picks this small yellow flower for her.. ladedadeda.. -_-" what. the. fuck. and its normal for this species of birds. oh, but dont worry and dont feel bad for the female sitting at the new nest.. studies show that approximately 76% of the offspring that the male bird 'fathers' really isnt his at all. even the female birds know how to get even. anyway, psych tutes can really be a drag.. .. especially when it involves QM. QM is a bitch, ladies and gentleman.. and needs to burn. actually, any sort of maths needs to go screw themselves. naturally, zik and i got bored..


oh oh!! guess what?



guys, i want you to meet buffy.




=)

asking yourself why we named her buffy?

just take a close look at her nose..


and take a look at this..


so guys, say hi to our little buffy


-

After A While

After a while you learn
the subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul
and you learn
that love doesn't mean leaning
and company doesn't always mean security.

And you begin to learn
that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises
and you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead
with the grace of woman, not the grief of a child

And you learn
to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground is
too uncertain for plans
and futures have a way of falling down
in mid-flight.

After a while you learn
that even sunshine burns
if you get too much
so you plant your own garden
and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting for someone
to bring you flowers.

And you learn that you really can endure
you really are strong
you really do have worth
and you learn
and you learn
with every goodbye, you learn...

© 1971 Veronica A. Shoffstall


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