Friday, October 31, 2008

uncalled for stress

*shrieks*

I HAVENT REALLY BEEN PAYING ATTENTION TO MY HALLOWEEN COSTUME AND I REALIZE I HAVE BITS AND PIECES THAT DO NOT GO TOGETHER. OH JEBUS C. MAYBE I SHOULD JUST GO AS YOU.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

eskimo kiss me *edited

Is there something you’ve dreamed of doing for a long time? Why haven’t you done it?
meeting prince charming and having lots of sex with his gorgeous... and (in the past few years, decided i wanted to) get married to him. why? because we're too young and financially, i know we wont be able to cope.

Knowing you had a 50 percent chance of winning and would be paid 10 times the amount of your bet if you won, what fraction of what you now own would you be willing to wager?
maybe about $50-100? i dont want to lose too much. i'm one of those people who would see the glass half empty..

Where is the most beautiful place in the world?
that i've been to? Sipadan!

Of all the people close to you, whose death would you find most disturbing?
Zeke.. if that ever happened i'll probably just lock myself up in his room and stay in his bed and wear his clothes and probably just die there :,(

On an airplane you are talking pleasantly to a person of average appearance. Unexpectedly, the person offers you $10,000 for one night of sex. Knowing there is no danger and that payment is certain, would you accept the offer?
i know zeke wouldnt let me do it but if i were single and not in love.. i would.

One hot summer afternoon, while walking through a parking lot at a large shopping center, you notice a dog suffering badly from the heat inside a locked car. What would you do?
if the dog's in malaysia.. there's nothing i can do because the rspca there is probably gonna put the dog through more torture. in melbourne, maybe contact the rspca here? but i doubt it would happen in melbourne.. this kind of animal torture, anyway.

Someone very close to you is in pain, paralyzed, and will die within a month. He begs you to give him poison so he can die. Would you?
i dont know..

What’s the dumbest purchase you’ve ever made?
a sexy top i bought ages ago but have not worn it. yes, its been over 5 years.

Name the most terrifying moment of your life so far
when i heard there was no such thing as santa. HAH. as if. when i thought i was going to lose zeke even before we were together. yes, i fell in love with him before we got together.. i just didnt realize it.

Would you seek revenge against someone who had harmed your child? Would the type of crime have a bearing on your decision?
YES. i will make their life a living hell. i'll kill their tyres and put ping pong balls into their gas thingie. well, thats to the mother if they allow their kid to be an arse. dont mess with my kids.

The major newspaper headlines for tomorrow will be about you. What would you want them to say?
"Asian chick not that screwed up!"


Through a computer error, you receive an overpayment on your paycheck. Do you report it?
yeah.. sigh.

What are your feelings about killing a handicapped child at birth?
horrible. pre-birth on the other hand.. i'm talking abortion. i would do it because i know i wont be able to handle the responsibility. i will just end up blaming the child and that is no way a child be brought up. i'd rather suffer with that guilt and a broken heart than to raise a child reluctantly and, in a way, also with a broken heart, but to, in a way, "spoil" a life.

What do you like best about your life? Least?
most? that i have someone to share it with. least? that i'm not 2 sizes smaller. yes, i want to be a size 6. PFT. size 8 and i dont have boob-age room.

What do you think is the most important invention of the last 100 years?
WWW~!

What do you wear when you sleep?
a range from nothing to long pants and a shirt (what! it depends on the season and weather!)

What has been the biggest disappointment in your life?
when _ was waiting for someone else..

What has been the worst sexual experience of your life?
only two people know and thats how its going to be :)

What is the greatest accomplishment of your life? Is there anything you hope to do that is even better?
nothing yet. i'm so unaccomplished!!

What is the most personally embarrassing thing you can imagine?
getting rejected at my own wedding O_o

What is the most romantic present anyone has ever given you?
the method of presentation would be : Blueberry/Bluebell (i cant decide on his name) and the most romantic present? my first couple ring (zeke) and he gave it to me while we watched the sun come up at the beach in his mother's car when i first arrived in singapore

What is the most romantic song or music you’ve ever heard?
'stolen' dashboard confessionals ft juli has become the most romantic to me :S

What is the most useful gift you’ve ever been given?
my camera which is now.. spoilt. but functional gift? my earphones :)

What is your most treasured memory?
our first kiss.


i just realized how damn lovestruck i sound. damn!


xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

random musings

i really think i'm outgrowing blogging :)

or that i have better things to do with my life now..

maybe its also time to create a blog with a much simpler name.

god forbid this catastrophic site will still exist.

i need to buy myself a nice camera.

realize how my blogging seems to drop to an obscene level after my camera got spoilt?

bah.

maybe with a new camera i'll blog more?

argh~

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Monday, October 27, 2008

"making love to you is never second best"

Moving forward using all my breath
Making love to you was never second best
I saw the world thrashing all around your face
Never really knowing it was always mesh and lace

I'll stop the world and melt with you
You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time
There's nothing you and I won't do
I'll stop the world and melt with you

You should know better
Dream of better lives the kind which never hate
You should see why
Dropped in the state of imaginary grace
You should know better
I made a pilgrimage to save this humans race
You should see why
What I'm comprehending a race that was long gone by

I'll stop the world and melt with you (let's stop the world)
You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time
There's nothing you and I won't do (Let's stop the world)
I'll stop the world and melt with you

The future's open wide (The future's open wide)
The future's open wide

hmmm hmmm hmmm
hmmm hmmm hmmm hmmm
hmmm hmmm hmmm
hmmm hmmm hmmm hmmm

I'll stop the world and melt with you (Let's stop the world)
You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time
There's nothing you and I won't do (Let's stop the world)
I'll stop the world and melt with you (Let's stop the world)
I'll stop the world and melt with you (Let's stop the world)
I'll stop the world and melt with you (Let's stop the world)
You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time
There's nothing you and I won't do (Let's stop the world)
I'll stop the world and melt with you (Let's stop the world)
I'll stop the world
I'll stop the world

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Saturday, October 25, 2008

ewyuck!

i hate the 'work safe' advertisements.

working safe is obviously important and all but must they really ut all those freaky as fck pictures of partially mutilated people around the city?

*shuder*

and the movie advert? must they 'show' how a girl loses her fingers at work?

*finger got sliced off from one of those machines that slices the bread for you..

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Monday, October 20, 2008

relax relax

Hello my name is:
lynn

Who is your best guy friend?
zeke. yes, he's more than just a boyfriend, he's my best guy friend :)

How many pictures do you have saved on your computer?
about 4.08kb..

Anyone you want to forget?
i dont remember so i guess if there was i've already forgotten them :)

What are you not looking forward to?
exams

Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
i want to but my parents wont let me plus i think financially it would be shit on me :S sigh, one can dream, no?

Do you like meeting new people?
yes but i can be kinda shy in meeting people :S

What is your favorite kind of weather?
sunny without being burnish

What is your favorite color shirt to wear?
black

Are you a loud person?
sometimes i have the potential :p

Are you ready to get out of this town?
no..

Where would you like to live?
its not where.. but who with.. :)

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
i think we all leave footprints behind.. it just depends on how much of an impact your footprints are :)

Did you have any dreams last night?
i had heaps of cavities :S and i got really freaked out

Are you planning on going to college?
done with it already. phew!

How many piercings do you have?
6

Where will you be in an hour?
in front of the tv.. or on the bed

Whose birthday is coming up?
my mother's?

What is something you need to go shopping for?
i need to save the money so no shopping.

Were you happy when you woke up?
no! i had to wake up early this morning :(

How much cash is in your wallet?
about $100

Plans for the weekend?
study..

Do you have a picture of you kissing someone?
yes ><

Have you ever kissed anyone on your top friends?
yes..

Do you drive with your windows up or down?
down. i'm an uptight driver!

Are you tanned?
dont think so.. mild mild mild-ly

What is one thing you would love to happen today?
nice sleep and for tomorrow, GOOD MONEY FROM WORK

Do you think places like New York City and California are overrated?
i havent been so i cant say

Whose graduation will you be attending next?
no one that i know..

If someone looked ON your bed, what would they find?
my pillow?

What is the last movie you watched?
i dont remember O_o err.. monster in law?

Do you own a pair of Uggs?
yeah :p for my in house purposes ..

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
no. but it will be at about 8.55-9.00am tomorrow to mr isaac han XD

Another one of those music things:

Instructions
1. Open iTunes.
2. View your "Party Shuffle" playlist.
3. Click "Refresh".
4. Use each song title to fill in your answers in order.
5. Comment on each answer.

1. How are you feeling today?
'long way to go' gwen stefani
haha, maybe it means that i have a long way to go to finish the work that i thought i would finish today? ><

2. What kind of person are you?
'get cha head in the game' high school musical
a person who needs to get her head into the exam mood?

3. How crazy are you?
'they say hell's not hot' marilyn manson
oh wow.. that says alot..

4. How does the world see you?
'fergilicious' fergie
now i know this thing is warped!

5. How do your friends see you?
'the dope show' marilyn manson
i'm.. dope? lolx!

6. What's the best thing about you?
'immortal' evanesence
err.. i really really dont know..

7. What's some good advice for you?
'born again' marilyn manson
its time to be born again and move the hell on?

8. What's the story of your life so far?
'where is the love' bep
oh my god..

9. Will you get far in life?
'pennies in my pocket' mandy moore
oh wow.. pennies? not dollars? that explains whether i'd be rich or not. =.=

10. Will you have a happy life?
'forever young' youth group
well, i'll be forever young..!

11. How can you make yourself happy?
'forgive me' leona lewis
i dont like where this is going..

12. What's your biggest wish?
'one of those girls' avril lavigne
ew!

13. What is/was high school like?
'pardon me' weezer
naybe i never really measured up?

14. Do people secretly lust after you?
'my humps' bep
after my boobs and stuff?! oh god!!

15. What type of guys/girls do you like?
'fighting temptation' beyonce ft missy eliot
from the looks of it. the ones that would break my heart..

16. How's your love life going?
'make over' christina aguilera
oro?

17. How's your sex life going?
'bootilicious' beyonce
ooh yeah!

18. Would you make a good catch?
'always be my baby' mariah carey
hmm... ?

19. What's the love of your life doing at this very moment?
'what a girl wants' christina aguilera
pleasing me?

20. When will you get married?
'nine in the afternoon' panic! at the disco
O_o 9th of december sometime?

21. Will you ever have children?
'whine up' kat deluna
what kind of answer is this?!

22. What's in store for tomorrow?
'heart of worship' erin o'donell
spiritual day?

23. What's in store for next weekend?
'harajuku girls' gwen stefani
party because of halloween?

24. What's your signature dance song?
'let me fall' bethany joy lenz
so not a dance song!!

25. What's your current theme song?
'i'm not missing you' stacie orrico
maybe this would be to my past experiences, finally moving on. healing, perhaps?

26. What does everyone else think your current theme song is?
'where is your heart' kelly clarkson
are they wondering if zeke has my heart? :p

27. What's your best friend's theme song?
'love comes' the posies
err.. next..

28. What song describes your parents?
'ultimate' lindsay lohan
they are the ultimate overprotective people!

29. What song describes your grandparents?
'4ever' the veronicas
my granfather is dead but i miss him.. maybe he's gonna be forever in my heart

30. Where will you be a year from now?
'bite the dust' pcd
dead?!

31. How will you die?
'given up' linkin park
no will to live?

32. What will happen after you die?
'contagious' avril lavigne
everyone else will die too?!

33. How will you be remembered?
'everything i'm not' the veronicas
err..?

34. Why is life full of so much pain?
'one sided love' mandy moore
self explanatory

35. What is happiness?
'fighting over me' paris hilton
doesnt make sense..

36. Are you loved?
'stickwitchu' pcd
i think that's code name for HELL YES

37. Is everything really going to be alright in the end?
'disturbia' rihanna
err.. apparently not..

38. What's the meaning of life?
'work it out' usher
you gotta work out the kinks..

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Saturday, October 18, 2008

i used to

i used to cry whenever i watched love movies..

because i wanted to be loved in that way..

now i tear up because i know i have it. :)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

i like pretty woman..

i'm watching it while i blog.. i havent had the time in ages to blog.. really blog for ages and i know i owe alot of blog posts, i know..

dont worry, i am making mental notes

  • the surprize in the mailbox
  • carolyn's and my birthday
  • the road trip
although i doubt i'll do all. probably only the first one..

i've been on a little bit of an emotional roller coaster

and i've been feeling a little blubbery, again.

bah!

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

dear deadly

i know what you're thinking about the name..

dear deadly?

what, are you suicidal or something?

and no, thats not it.

dear deadly is are actually cute little sparkly cupcakes and doughnuts!


and no, they arent just 'for show' (although they can be)..

sweet crimes
those cute cupcakes you see up there are also little coin purses (so chio right?!)


and what about the doughnuts ?

they're necklaces! cute, and calorie free? i'm in!

get them made for you as a charm or as necklace or get some custom made~

what are you waiting for? get the flavor of your choice made now.

click here to go to the site <3

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

i just..

bought something on ebay for halloween :p

be ready :D

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Sunday, October 12, 2008

bitey bitey

i'm liking the debate thats going on.

feel free to join in. doesnt matter if you share or dont share my opinion, or even if you have another one. just give your 2 cents.

:)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

guardian angel


xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Thursday, October 9, 2008

whacha think about that?

this song has been running in and out of my head over and over. its nice :)

and they disabled the embed functon. boo!

their flexibility and sexxxy shapes are so.. sexy!

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

hmm..

you're not half bad.

it was kinda nice :)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

stuck in my head



i love how crazy she looks when singing it. LOLX :)


and i love the video clip.


thank you for being my silver lining.


xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

fragile

life, or something like that.

it just hit me again how fragile life is.

a friend of a few friends just passed away and he's younger than i am..

makes me re-evaluate everything that means anything in my life

i've started to talk to my father again after falling out in my early teens.

i'm trying to fix my friendship with zan but the choices i make seem to pull us further apart.

i've got to fix me. i'm a jealous suspicious b*tch regarding isaac and i need to change that.

i've got to learn how to be more secure about us because this is not like my past. how long will i stay a prisoner to my own past that i cant even move towards the future, our future in confidence.

there are things in my past i would really love to change but by changing that i would change me and that wouldnt make me strong.

can i truly say i'm a strong person now?

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Sunday, October 5, 2008

the list

so as i was saying before i got distracted by isaac..

  • i cannot tahan when people agree on something and then at the last minute bail.
  • i cannot tahan that girls take so long in toilets. yes, i'm one of those 'fasties'.
  • i cannot tahan when skinny girls say they're fat.
  • i cannot tahan when my mother barges into my room when i'm sleeping and scares the bejesus out of me.
  • i cannot tahan hypocritical assholes.
  • i MOST DEFINITELY CANNOT TAHAN HER.
  • i cannot tahan when PeOpLe WrItE lIkE tHiS.
  • i cannot tahan when my uni notes are not in order. omigod i sound like an anal bitch.
  • i cannot tahan STARWARS.
  • i cannot tahan when people take ages to reply (if there is supposed to be a reply)
  • i cannot tahan when i see my girlfriend's boyfriends mistreat them. (omigod i sound so kepo)
  • i MOST DEFINITELY cannot tahan when people prod me awake.
  • I CANNOT TAHAN ASSHOLE HOUSEMATES.
which leads me into the whole story of isaac's asshole (thank god, now ex-) housemate.

.he DIDNT DO THE DISHES AND LEFT THEM OUT FOR DAYS. we're talking about even over a week. HOW FREAKING GROSS IS THAT? oh yes, DISHES WITH FOOD IN THEM.

.he is a fat, burping, snoring arse who sits around the house and yells at the tv sexual profanities when a sexy girl is on.

.he's loud in the bathroom, and when i mean loud, i mean hearing "OH YEAH BABY!" in the bathroom. (obviously doing the *shudder* thing that should be normal but because he's such a pig is just utterly repulsive).

.HE WALKED AROUND NAKED.. and i unfortunately saw. its so utterly REPULSIVE that the THOUGHT of it makes me want to shoot myself in the head.

.he asks for massages from Cara (other female housemate) otherwise he wont do chores.

.he cant aim in the toilet. at. all.

i know i sound harsh but HE IS AN UTTER ARSE!

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

the 'i cannot tahan' list

inspired by a very cheese-y person.

  • i cannot tahan when my fake eyelashes have too much glue on the lash bone and when i try to wash the glue out, the fake diamante things on the lash falls out.
  • i cannot tahan when my boyfriend keeps distracting me when i blog. (but its the cannot tahan in a bad way)
therefore now i shall be happily distracted by him.

go get distracted~

ps. cannot tahan means "cant stand"

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Saturday, October 4, 2008

weird side note

i like wearing fake eye lashes on occasion but i dont understand people who have the patience to wear it every day.

come to think of it. i dont have the patience to dress up every bloody day of the week.

i went on a 'date' with bryan the other day and he asked me why i hid my body under layers of clothings and 'blah' clothes and stuff and i shall just state that although i think i am blubbery (usually in a good way, but sometimes in not so good ways..) and i like to not worry if i look fat.

no, but seriously, i like to know that people like me because i'm a dork and messy haired and am basically a bit of a slob.

and then when i do dress up, people get a little bit of a shock. and there have been people who cant even recognize me when i dress up.

so there you go.

get off my back and dont tell me to dress up because i'll just leave dirty laundry on you.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Friday, October 3, 2008

Rasa Malaya Sotong~

Dinner at Rasa Malaya
we, (kalus, foo, me, amos, cn, jenny) ordered heaps and heaps of food XD
and then we had desserts at Pancake Parlour




it wouldnt be a proper trip to pancake parlour if we didnt do this :)
up soon, the surprize package and the birthday pictures and the great ocean road trip :)

xoxo
you know you love me

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