too lazy to blog..

L A S T
1. Friends you saw:
= stephen shi

2. Talked to on the phone:
= mum

3. Text:
= in : stephen. out : zik.


T O D A Y
1. Wearing:
= black lace top, demin mini.

2. where are you?
= home..

T O M O R R O W
1. Is:
= another day closer..

2 . Got plans:
= work..

3. Dislikes about tomorrow:
= that i have to work. i dont mind work.. but its work. sorry yin, missing your birthday party :(

F A V OR I T E

1. Number:
= 21

2. Color:
= black


C U R R E N T L Y

1. Missing someone:
= him..

2 . Mood:
= exhausted..

3. Wanting:
= to laze about..

Q U E S T I O N S / A N S W E R S

Q: First thing you did this morning:
= greet buffy..

Q: Last thing you ate and drank:
= some crispy chicken sushi roll and water..

Q: Whats annoying you right now?:
= nothing..

Q : Do you support long distance relation ships?:
= its difficult..

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
= uhhuh..

Q: Do you think that person is thinking of you too?:
= i hope so but he's out having dinner with his parents so i doubt it..

Q: What color of shirt are you wearing?:
= black.

Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?
= i was at home.. online i think..

Q: When was the last time you saw your dad?
= over a month ago..

Q: Do you get angry easily?:
= depends on what.. and thinking if i get angry easily.. something just popped into my head and i'm annoyed at it.. not angry tho ><

Q: What were you thinking about before you went to sleep:
= i was counting the days..

Q: What song are you listening to right now?
= 'lie about us'

Q: Have you ever really cried your heart out?
= yes..

Q: Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
= seems to be happening alot recently..

H A P P Y S E C T I O N

1. Do you wish you were happier?
= i'm content.. maybe..

2. Can music make you happy?
= uhhuh..

L O V E S E C T I O N

1. Anyone besides your family ever said they loved you? and meant it?
= yea..

E V E R :
[x] rode a taxi
[ ] jumped a ramp on a bike
[x] been used
[ ] Been fired
[ ] celebrated New Year's in Times Square or Disney World
[x] gone on a blind date
[ ] had a crush on a teacher
[ ] celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans.
[ x] skipped class.
[x] had a sleepover.
[ ] had your tonsils taken out
[ ] have/had a TRUCK.
[x] driven a car.

C U R R E N T L Y W E A R I N G

01. Shorts?
= mini..

02. Shoes?
= barefoot

03. Necklace?
= yea..


H A V E Y O U E V E R

01. Hugged someone?
= stupid question.

02. Been on the phone until the sun came up?
= no.. i'd raather watch the sun come up with someone..

0 3. Put a song on repeat for more than an hour?
= yeah

xoxo
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burette.

♩♪♫♬♩ lynn ♫♬ ♪♩♪ says:
you want that burrette thing?

Warm Hands Keep me Secure [Cold Hands, Warm Heart] In Sickness and In Health [Jet Plane] Back in Singapore says:
0.o
burette?
bayonet u mean?
burette's for chemistry (larrr)


ladies and gentlemen, i just died from embarassment.

xoxo
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i shall go on a diet and you cant stop me.

i have put on weight :(

now my bmi's up to 20.5 and i'm not exactly happy. at. all.

yes, go on your excuse to say that 18.5-22 or something like that is normal.

i want to be a 18 or 19 :(

i need to lose the flab.. now.

before you all go 'haih, why you so god damn obsessed wan?'

its because i'm not a skinny bitch like all normal asian girls.

sigh.

its a curse to be a chubster.

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Wednesday :

woke up at about noon only to carelessly stumble into my bedroom (camped out in the living room again) and find out that my cute little buffster decided to relieve herself all over my bed.

rawr!

cleaned out my room and somehow "washed" the bed.

good thing she peed in the corner and i was able to shift the thick fat mattress off the base and pour water on that corner (with a bucket underneath to collect buffy's uber concentrated piss) over and over and over again before pouring detergenated solution over that at that point of time, utterly dripping peed in corner over and over and over and over again and then repeating the clean water rinse again and again (and again and again).

its times like these that i really wanna squish buffy.

anyway..

pretty uneventful day..

its depressing that i am reduced to tears almost everytime i talk to zik since he's been gone.

i miss him.

its hard loving someone who's so far away when all you want to do is just be in their arms, kiss their lips and just breathe them in..

-

Thursday/ today.

i watched good luck chuck!

finally.

woot woot!

i fell asleep in my sisters room before she cruelly woke me up and reminded me that i told zik that i was gonna go jogging.

i. cant. jog. to. save. my. life.

anyway, the 'whole' family went jogging and i huffed and puffed my way around.

actually, i think i was dragged around more than anything else.

meh.

while i was in my baggy shirt and tennis skirt/shorts with really messy hair and at this point of time, wheezing to breathe.. i bumped into Jamie.

gak!

i was with my sister (who i think was swooning) because i think she was eyeing and taking in his biceps and coz she was asking me about him the rest of the way back home.

anyway, i knew jamie lived close by but what was he doing there?!

blah.

i miss you zik.. :(

xoxo
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good luck chuck

finally watched it..

xoxo
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pinkify me to death

xoxo
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physical loving

if i had the money and time, i'd get plastic surgery.

dont patronize me - i'd get a boob job and lipo.

if i could be bothered.. i'd i need to learn how to put more effort into putting on make up.

but that would mean i actually have to learn how to put on make up.

gahk!

i need to throw out black/boring/plain clothes and put more effort into dressing up and not just throw on the first thing i see or the SAME damned clothes.

i should dress up more often, huh?

xoxo
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more pictures..!

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more pictures

alice. jenny.ice kacang!!
mine! grrrrrrr!
goreng pisang.. *slurps*
i live for desserts (now we all know why i am so damn fat)
joanne enjoying the ice kacang
alice practices ;)
dont ask me why i catapulted us back in time..

penny

yes, its too short. i know.

alice
dont ask.
sombong nya
poserssssss

xoxo
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dysfunctional

i wonder if i move out what'll i do..

there'd be no way in hell i'd be able to support myself with work and uni.

meh.

life's a bitch.

frustrated.

infuriated.

headache-ing already larrrr.

i wont be able to survive here because i will die (probably from nagging/fighting/screaming overload) and i wont be able to survive out there because i'd also die (mostly from hunger but maybe thats a good thing coz i've expanded to the size of hippopotamuses and have thighs that resemble Trex's and arms that thinks like its the BRITISH during WW2).

oh jebus.

i'm pretty much fucked dont i just wish.. and fat.

xoxo
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going under in a bikini

yesterday was.. in one word.. exhausting.

my day started off with me having fifteen minutes to clear my camp residue of the night into my room before rushing off to work at Satsuki.

had to make a mad dash to make it for my train and got off at Burnley to get a change over to the Glen Waverly line..

.. only to have a damn announcement tell me that the train has been delayed.

mahai!

at this point of time i was already a little frantic, annoyed and well.. downright just distracted.

when the train finally arrived, obviously any idiotic-but-sane person would just jump in and then realize one stop later that they actually got on the wrong train.

ugh!

so obvbiously, this very moronic, utterly idiotic and by that point of time very stressed and jittery had to take the train back to Burnley only to finally get on the right train to get to work.

it pays off to take the earlier train sometimes because in the end i was only 8 mins late :)

anyway.. work.. work... work..

and then got off work and was allowed to pack some sushi back..

.. headed to the city (whilst eating breakfast/lunch/brunch(?)) to meet cn and alice and a couple other girls who work at Rasa Malaya for some karaoke.

it seems like yesterday i was time incompetent and was unable to be early for anything!

anyway.. karaoke.


we all know that i cant sing to save my fat arse and i think i made everyone deaf.

not only was i singing very badly, i sang sappy-as-hell love songs all afternoon

yes, feel sorry for them. dont let the smiles delude you.

the girls.

jenny. alice.

alice. cn. me

ditto.

cn and me.

yes, i realize i look like hell and a half but i just got 'back' from work so i'm excused :D

alice. cn.

cn. joanne.

cn. pui ying.

alice. me.

alice. cn. me

alice. joanne.

py.

py. jenny.

alice.

match the names up urself lazy arses!

singaholic!

anyway, when we got kicked out from Kbox we all took the train to Rasa for dinner.

depressing, aint it?

when we arent working.. we're there anyway!

whatever..

dinner.

anyway,

penny joined us there..

all the malayan 'girls'

see ann and jenny


camwhores!!


but okay okay, jenny runs this kinda online business thing selling clothes. weishop - go take a look.

ngeargh.

after a long camwhore session and when we're all stuffed to death and when alice proved to us all who rules the kitchen..


.. we headed over to Jenny's place to look at her clothes.

we tried dresses after dress and we camwhored to death (its in cn's camera and she didnt upload them on facebook last night)

meh.

i think she got me addicted to online shopping.

shoes that i need to buy

yes people!

i have finally decided on tattoo designs.

this on the side of my calf

or

this somewhere .. dont know yet

tell me what you guys think!

xoxo
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