i am infactuated with a dress.

i am a firm believer.. well, almost anyway, that pictures speak louder than words so.. me being a lazy ass lady of little words...

sunday:

zik came over to study..



we tried.. i swear..! and then we (inc my family) went for lunch.. came back.. played basketball.. study (or tried to anyway) but we ended up talking and then it was dinner and fantastic 4.

Monday:

during my break i went shopping and was craving.. utterly craving to buy dresses.





and then tried another... i love this dress and it was only $10..! i didnt get it in the end tho ..





.. this is the reason..


yes, i like my black panties very much. and discard whatever you heard about black panties from '10 things i hate about you'

another dress..



then we headed over to supre..

tried on ..

i love this.. other than the black parts.. the whole thing was see through..





then.. i wondered how it would be if it were a dress..


and surprize surprize.. it actualyl looked nice XD



pity i didnt get it.. it would have made a good clubby top or really sexy lingerie.. o0ooooh.. lingerie!



then i tried on this dress.. (so cute i swear..)







..then in black :)





at the end.. i didnt buy anything .. but that black dress is still haunting mee!!!

to get.. or not to get..

that is the question of the day, folks.

camwhoring waiting for cn to get out of the changing rooms




the cute puppied at MC




uneventful day..

ooh, dinner with sha, richie and richie's dad :)

xoxo
you know you love me

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pleasure and pain.

YES I DONT KNOW OF ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS and have never even heard of it until tonight.

if you know it and are older than i am..

its not something my generation would know.

i grew up watching disney, disney, and more disney.

cartoon network? forget it.

never encountered it till i was 12.

all those other cartoons on tv3 or whatever? nooope. never ventured there.

i was very .. can you even call it protected?

that leads to my next question..

how the hell did i come across porn at the age of 9?!

*


1. How tall are you barefoot?
+ 5'7

2. Have you ever smoked?
+ yes

3. Do you own a gun?
+ BB guns..

4. Do you hate someone right now?
+ sigh.. i dont hate.. more of.. dont agree with what they're doing.

5. Do you get nervous?
+ who doesnt

6. What do you think of hotdogs?
+ i havent had one in a looong time

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
+ 'all i want for christmas' - mariah carey

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
+ water's good.

9. Can you do push ups?
+ yes. but dont anymore. the operation fucked my right arm up

11.What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
+ classic favourite : my birthday present when i was 12.. recent favourite : the necklace and pendant i wear.

12. Do you like painkillers?
+ i used to..

13. What is your secret weapon to lure the opposite sex?
+ i dont lure men.. if they're attracted, they're attracted.

14. Do you own a knife?
+ swiss.

15. Do you have H.I.V?
+ nope.. clean :)

16. Name?
+ lynn. yan lin if you wanna be anal.

17. Name 3 things u wanna do at this exact moment?
+ cuddle, sleep, drink/eat milo :)

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought lately:
+ ermm.. heh.. heh.. cookie shake,____________, tram ticket.

19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
+ water, milo, hot chocolate

20. What time did you wake up today? =
+ 1.45pm

22. Current worry?
+ none..

23 Current hate?
+ ...

24. Favorite place to be?
+ in the arms of the person you love who loves you right back

25. Least favorite place to be?
+ away.

26. Where would you like to go?
+ there are many places i wanna go.. paris, venice, new york..

27. Do you own slippers?
+ yeap..

28. What shirt are you wearing?
+ black cotton on

30. Favorite color?
+ black

31.Would you like to be a pirate?
+ after pirate day last year.. i'll pass :)

32. Last time you had an alcoholic drink?
+ hmm.. two weeks ago?

33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
+ whtever comes to my head

34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
+ myself.

35.What's in your pocket/s right now?
+ nothing

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
+ thing? dont really remember.. person? him.

37. last thing that made you cry?
+ things taht make you cry when ur emotional doesnt count

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
+ the ones that are carved into my heart, my soul, my mind.

39. Who is your loudest friend?
+ fly-ana. (fly+diyana). they all have their loud moments..

42.Who is your most silent friend?
+ they all have their moments..

43.last movie watched?
+ transformers with my family just then

44. What is your favorite book?
+ there are a few.. but the few that popped out are "redeeming love", "match me if you can", "kiss an angel", "memoirs of a geisha" (yes, i love my romance/women's fiction)

45.What is your favorite chocolate
+ chocolate is chocolate..

47. What song do/did you want played at your wedding?
+ ermm.. a little too soon to talk about weddings.. i'm 19..!

48. What were you doing 12 AM last night?
+ was online..

49. What was the First thing you did today?
+ wake up.

50. What was the last thing you did the day before yesterday?
+ go to university

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

removed.

sometimes its really not what we say that matters.. its what we dont say.




its ok when we remove ourselves.. its when we are removed that we resent detachment.


no, i am not emo.


i just have a couple of things on my mind that i dont know how to say that i guess sometimes its just easier to say it here.


i dont have weekend plans (for possibly the first weekend in a long time) and i dont know what to do with it!


yes, yes, tomorrow's suppose to be family time but i think the most we'd do is just to watch a movie together at night.



that means i get some me time.

i might actually get to catch up on sleep (i hope)



and i wonder if i'd get bored enough to clear up my whole room, study, put up my new poster (oh yes, i got a poster..)

this.

oh god, sometimes i really feel like such a tool!

come on.. can my room be any more.. 'rojak-ed'?!

an antique wardrobe, bookshelf and dresser, a contemporary study table that has an imac and a lap top topped up with a set of kick ass speakers (yea, yea, i dont do any studying there..) a bed with a simple looking side table (i reckon this is the most normal looking part of the room) part of my wall filled with some pictures of the loved ones ( awwwww ..! *rolls eyes* ) not to mention that my dresser is filled with jewelry, jewelry, jewelry and more jewelry.. and oh, yes, makeup which i never use.

and now i have that kiss poster to add to my 'parental advisory' one.

ugh.

if anyone walked into my room.. they'd think that i suffer from multiple personalities.

and i wont blame them.

oh fuck.

my head isnt here anymore.

i'd like to think that normally i'd be able to write an understandable blog post.. and now, i fail to do just that.

there goes my form of theraphy.. along with the rest of my sanity, or whats left of it anyway.

*

"when the music fades,

all is stripped away,

and i simply come

longing just to bring

something thats of worth"

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

ella ella ella eyy eyy..!

everyone's doing this song..



i like it.. ish.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

manja me silly

i still look AND feel like crap..

because thoses god damn cold viruses found a truck, drove it, hit me, decided it wasnt enough, ended up reversing to run over me again.. accelerated forward, reversed, forward.. until my body was nothing more than a bloody pile of blood, bone fragments, squished internals and mush under their tires.

bad visual?

damn straight..

.. now tripple that and i think you would have it just about right.

i didnt even change going out of the house today. i wore the same shirt i wore to sleep and back from uni coz i raided zik's cupboard .

THAT was how shit i felt.

todays agenda involved going over to james' and as promised, i took pictures..



















.. i dont care if it's just of the first floor. i was 'too sick' to bother getting my overly stuffed fat ginormous ass up the flight of stairs..

.. i preferred staying in james' bed and trying to make myself look good (an impossible task as it is when i am not sick..) imagine how difficult it is to get me looking (almost) normal here

yes, i look pathetically like a pathetic little sympathy sucker i am.

sympathize with me bitches! or better yet, help me tell those god damn virus to find a good looking person to bully so that those good looking people would look normal giving people like me a chance of actually looking nice

ahh.. if only good looking people got hit by this fuck-wagon instead of me.

zik carried his ballet shoes all over today.



and i'll let you know that i wasnt the only ones who thought that they looked like ballet shoes.

this other woman did too when he went for his dental appointment :p





my boyfriend, the ballerina. who would have thought?

and guys, they're actually rock climbing shoes (if you guys hadnt realized from the presence of the chalk bag) :)

during psych..

someone got a little tired..



.. but then when he woke up.. it was like all hell broke loose.

i never, and i stress never, EVER saw his that hyped.

"you know when i yawn, i sometimes taste vomit?"

i mean, one would expect me to go about saying psychotic things but isaac?

the painfully shy boy who, at the begining at the year, sat next to me for about 2 weeks before he even innitiated a conversation?!

anyway, we camwhored and he kept on making me laugh and i dont remember what the hell he was going and.. ughh!!






and this last one just for kicks..

i swear, he really didnt get kicked in the balls..

really.

xoxo
you know you love me

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