101.5 *edited because isaac retaliated and i realized i missed one part out.

Do this and repost it with the title:
I've done --- out of the 132 stupid things.

Level 1
(X) Smoked A Cigarette
(X) Smoked A Cigar
(X) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(X) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 4


Level 2
(X) Are / Been In Love
(X) Been Dumped
(X) Shoplifted
() Been Fired
() Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 7


Level 4
(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(X) Skipped School
() Slept With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 10


Level 5
(X) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends if its even considered a crush :p
() Been To Paris
() Been To Spain
(X) Been On A Plane
(X) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 13


Level 6
(X) Eaten Sushi
() Been Snowboarding
() Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
(X) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 15


Level 7
() Been In An Abusive Relationship
(X) Taken Pain Killers (Medicine)
(X) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(X) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 19


Level 8
() Had A Tea Party
(X) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle
() Gone mudding (offroading)
(X) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 22


Level 9
(X) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(X) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 27


Level 10
(X) Watched The Sun Set
(X) Felt An Earthquake
(X) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 30


Level 11
(X) Been Tickled
() Been Robbed / Vandalized
(X) Been cheated on
(X) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 33


Level 12
(X) Won A Contest
() Been Suspended From School
(1/x) Had Detention does it count if i talked the teacher out of it?
(X) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 35.5


Level 13
() Had / Have Braces
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 37.5


Level 14
(X) Hated The Way You Look
(X) Witnessed A Crime
(X) Pole Danced
(X) Questioned Your Heart
(X) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 42.5


Level 15
(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been Lost
(X) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(X) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 47.5


Level 16
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(X) Played Cops And Robbers
(X) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(X) Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 52.5


Level 17
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(X) Made a Prank Phone Call
(X) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(X) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 56.5


Level 18
(X) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(X) Watched The Sun Set With Someone You Care/Cared About
(X) Blown Bubbles
(X) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 60.5


Level 19
(X) Crashed A Party
() Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(X) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(X) Had A Wish Come True
() Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 63.5


Level 20
(X) Worn Pearls
() Jumped Off A Bridge
(X) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
(X) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 66.5


Level 22
(X) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
() Kissed A Fish
(X) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(X) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 69.5


Level 23
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
() Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(X) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(X) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 72.5


Level 24
(X) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(X) Climbed A Tree
(X) Had/Been in a tree house.
(X) Been scared to watch scary movies alone

SO FAR: 76.5


Level 25
(X) Believed In Ghosts
() Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
() Gone Streaking
() Visited Jail

SO FAR: 77.5


Level 26
(X) Played Chicken
(X) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(X) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(X) Broken A Bone
(X) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 82.5


Level 27
() Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(X) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(X) Caught A Butterfly
(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(X) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 86.5


Level 28
() Mooned/Flashed Someone
(X) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(X) Cheated On A Test
(X) Forgotten Someone's Name
(X) French Braided Someones Hair
() Gone Skinny Dipping
() Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(X)Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 92.5


Level 29
(X) Rode A Roller Coaster
(X) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(X) Had A Cavity
() Black-Mailed Someone
(X) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 95.5


Level 31
(X) Been Used
(X) Fell Going Up The Stairs
() Licked A Cat
(X) Bitten Someone
(X) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 99.5

Level 32
() Been shot at/or at gunpoint
(X) Had sex in the rain
(X) Flattened someones tires
() Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
() Got five dollars or less worth of gas

SO FAR: 101.5

♥ Lynn

facebook tag. thats a first.

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you!

1. i always thought that i would end up dating someone good looking but pretty much a bloody blundering idiot even though i wanted a nice decent boy.

2. i started drinking at the age of 12. my uncle was keen on training me to have a high alcohol tolerance. (i did. and i dont anymore)

3. when i was in PLC, i ballooned to a size 14-16. conveniently hidden under the uniform.

4. before that, i was anorexic.

5. after ballooning, i was bulimic.

6. when i was younger, i went to some chinese temple where they made me drink some kind of tea which contained burnt contents of a piece of paper that had words on it.

7. after that, everynight for the next year, i would try to kill myself by jumping out the window of my parents bedroom. they always managed to stop me.

8. apparently i became more vicious after they showed me bibles- i would kick them, bite them and scratch them.

9. i can not stand the taste of beer.

10. i pierced my navel at 16 in hopes of it being an incentive to grow thinner.

11. i once got my hair braided in bali and had 64 strands..

..my sister had 32.

12. i never dared to dye my hair a really light colour because i'm scared of the regrowth.

13. alot of people think i like to party, but i actually really like to just be at home - to cuddle up on the bed and watch a movie.

14. my favorite animals are dolphins. i've swam with them twice in my life and will continue to every opportunity i get.

15. i was trained for a year at a singing academy and i really love to sing.

16. i havent been able to breathe from my nose (unless i force myself) since i was 12.

17. my right arm is shorter than my left because i broke it and shattered the end of my olecranon.

18. i didnt really want to have my nose ring (hole?) close. i miss it. sometimes.

19. i like to keep my receipts. whenever i go somewhere, i would get a receipt... that i will throw out when i am at home... eventually.

20. i cant throw anything out! i keep wrapping papers and ribbons that date back at least 4-5 years.

21. i was a child model. i had a portfolio and all that stuff. i even got free branded clothes!

22. i was scouted in KL while i was shopping and asked to join a modeling company or something.

23. i will never ever again get into that field.

24. i dieted so much when i was younger that i cannot tell when i am hungry anymore. i know when i am hungry when i get headaches, or when my stomach growls. if they dont, i wont eat because i wouldnt realize i am hungry.

25. i am completely and utterly in love with zik zak :p

♥ Lynn

10 things i hate about you

10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now, don't mention names:

1. i'm moving out. i'm not going to make the same mistake you did; i will say goodbye..to you.
   
2. sometimes i wish things turned out differently..
3. thank you for making an effort to be better
   
4. leave him, he's no good for you
5. put on some damn weight
6. stop worrying about other people and concentrate on what YOU want for once.
7. let me give you everything
   
8. you werent good enough for him, i wish your life's miserable now that he's with me (bitch)
9. you're an asshole and i hope you get arrested for it one day.
10. i cant believe you were having sex at 12!
    

9 things about yourself:

1. i hardly ever buy things on impulse
2. i seem to never be able to save money
3. i think i lie to myself more than i let myself believe
4. i'm a big talker and a big fat chicken
5. i want an anchor piercing next to my tattoo
6. i want MORE tattoos
7. i stayed a virgin till after 18 (i dont really understand why people find this hard to believe)
8. i've found the one
9. i have to sleep with a blanket even if its freaking hot.
   

8 ways to win my heart:

1. need me as much as i need you
2. call my bluff
3. see me at my lowest and not run away
4. help me overcome my insecurities
5. bring me out on a nice first date
6. romanticize me
7. be a gentlemen
8. stand up for me
   

7 things that cross your mind a lot:

1. how do i tell him that i'm moving out
2. where else can i find work
3. how can i save more money
4. should i buy those shoes?
5. i wonder what is he up to now..
6. did i turn off name random appliance
   
7. should i buy that?

6 things I do before I fall asleep:

1. shower
2. drink water
3. use the net
4. move everything off my bed
5. turn off the net
6. try to remember if there are clean clothes to wear
   

5 people who mean a lot:

1. isaac
2. zaneta
3. family
4. loved ones (no, i wont specify who they are.. there are too many people who mean alot to me)
   
5. the Hans
   

4 things I'm wearing right now:

1. a robe
2. glasses
3. tragus ring
4. ring
   

3 songs that you listen to often:

1. 'hot n cold' katy pery
   
2. 'poker face' lady gaga
   
3. 'so what' pink
   

2 things you want to do before you die:

1. get married
2. have children
   

1 confession:

1. i have had girl crushes before but was always too scared to take it a step further
   

♥ Lynn

eskimo kiss me *edited

Is there something you’ve dreamed of doing for a long time? Why haven’t you done it?
meeting prince charming and having lots of sex with his gorgeous... and (in the past few years, decided i wanted to) get married to him. why? because we're too young and financially, i know we wont be able to cope.

Knowing you had a 50 percent chance of winning and would be paid 10 times the amount of your bet if you won, what fraction of what you now own would you be willing to wager?
maybe about $50-100? i dont want to lose too much. i'm one of those people who would see the glass half empty..

Where is the most beautiful place in the world?
that i've been to? Sipadan!

Of all the people close to you, whose death would you find most disturbing?
Zeke.. if that ever happened i'll probably just lock myself up in his room and stay in his bed and wear his clothes and probably just die there :,(

On an airplane you are talking pleasantly to a person of average appearance. Unexpectedly, the person offers you $10,000 for one night of sex. Knowing there is no danger and that payment is certain, would you accept the offer?
i know zeke wouldnt let me do it but if i were single and not in love.. i would.

One hot summer afternoon, while walking through a parking lot at a large shopping center, you notice a dog suffering badly from the heat inside a locked car. What would you do?
if the dog's in malaysia.. there's nothing i can do because the rspca there is probably gonna put the dog through more torture. in melbourne, maybe contact the rspca here? but i doubt it would happen in melbourne.. this kind of animal torture, anyway.

Someone very close to you is in pain, paralyzed, and will die within a month. He begs you to give him poison so he can die. Would you?
i dont know..

What’s the dumbest purchase you’ve ever made?
a sexy top i bought ages ago but have not worn it. yes, its been over 5 years.

Name the most terrifying moment of your life so far
when i heard there was no such thing as santa. HAH. as if. when i thought i was going to lose zeke even before we were together. yes, i fell in love with him before we got together.. i just didnt realize it.

Would you seek revenge against someone who had harmed your child? Would the type of crime have a bearing on your decision?
YES. i will make their life a living hell. i'll kill their tyres and put ping pong balls into their gas thingie. well, thats to the mother if they allow their kid to be an arse. dont mess with my kids.

The major newspaper headlines for tomorrow will be about you. What would you want them to say?
"Asian chick not that screwed up!"


Through a computer error, you receive an overpayment on your paycheck. Do you report it?
yeah.. sigh.

What are your feelings about killing a handicapped child at birth?
horrible. pre-birth on the other hand.. i'm talking abortion. i would do it because i know i wont be able to handle the responsibility. i will just end up blaming the child and that is no way a child be brought up. i'd rather suffer with that guilt and a broken heart than to raise a child reluctantly and, in a way, also with a broken heart, but to, in a way, "spoil" a life.

What do you like best about your life? Least?
most? that i have someone to share it with. least? that i'm not 2 sizes smaller. yes, i want to be a size 6. PFT. size 8 and i dont have boob-age room.

What do you think is the most important invention of the last 100 years?
WWW~!

What do you wear when you sleep?
a range from nothing to long pants and a shirt (what! it depends on the season and weather!)

What has been the biggest disappointment in your life?
when _ was waiting for someone else..

What has been the worst sexual experience of your life?
only two people know and thats how its going to be :)

What is the greatest accomplishment of your life? Is there anything you hope to do that is even better?
nothing yet. i'm so unaccomplished!!

What is the most personally embarrassing thing you can imagine?
getting rejected at my own wedding O_o

What is the most romantic present anyone has ever given you?
the method of presentation would be : Blueberry/Bluebell (i cant decide on his name) and the most romantic present? my first couple ring (zeke) and he gave it to me while we watched the sun come up at the beach in his mother's car when i first arrived in singapore

What is the most romantic song or music you’ve ever heard?
'stolen' dashboard confessionals ft juli has become the most romantic to me :S

What is the most useful gift you’ve ever been given?
my camera which is now.. spoilt. but functional gift? my earphones :)

What is your most treasured memory?
our first kiss.


i just realized how damn lovestruck i sound. damn!


xoxo
you know you love me

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relax relax

Hello my name is:
lynn

Who is your best guy friend?
zeke. yes, he's more than just a boyfriend, he's my best guy friend :)

How many pictures do you have saved on your computer?
about 4.08kb..

Anyone you want to forget?
i dont remember so i guess if there was i've already forgotten them :)

What are you not looking forward to?
exams

Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
i want to but my parents wont let me plus i think financially it would be shit on me :S sigh, one can dream, no?

Do you like meeting new people?
yes but i can be kinda shy in meeting people :S

What is your favorite kind of weather?
sunny without being burnish

What is your favorite color shirt to wear?
black

Are you a loud person?
sometimes i have the potential :p

Are you ready to get out of this town?
no..

Where would you like to live?
its not where.. but who with.. :)

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
i think we all leave footprints behind.. it just depends on how much of an impact your footprints are :)

Did you have any dreams last night?
i had heaps of cavities :S and i got really freaked out

Are you planning on going to college?
done with it already. phew!

How many piercings do you have?
6

Where will you be in an hour?
in front of the tv.. or on the bed

Whose birthday is coming up?
my mother's?

What is something you need to go shopping for?
i need to save the money so no shopping.

Were you happy when you woke up?
no! i had to wake up early this morning :(

How much cash is in your wallet?
about $100

Plans for the weekend?
study..

Do you have a picture of you kissing someone?
yes ><

Have you ever kissed anyone on your top friends?
yes..

Do you drive with your windows up or down?
down. i'm an uptight driver!

Are you tanned?
dont think so.. mild mild mild-ly

What is one thing you would love to happen today?
nice sleep and for tomorrow, GOOD MONEY FROM WORK

Do you think places like New York City and California are overrated?
i havent been so i cant say

Whose graduation will you be attending next?
no one that i know..

If someone looked ON your bed, what would they find?
my pillow?

What is the last movie you watched?
i dont remember O_o err.. monster in law?

Do you own a pair of Uggs?
yeah :p for my in house purposes ..

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
no. but it will be at about 8.55-9.00am tomorrow to mr isaac han XD

Another one of those music things:

Instructions
1. Open iTunes.
2. View your "Party Shuffle" playlist.
3. Click "Refresh".
4. Use each song title to fill in your answers in order.
5. Comment on each answer.

1. How are you feeling today?
'long way to go' gwen stefani
haha, maybe it means that i have a long way to go to finish the work that i thought i would finish today? ><

2. What kind of person are you?
'get cha head in the game' high school musical
a person who needs to get her head into the exam mood?

3. How crazy are you?
'they say hell's not hot' marilyn manson
oh wow.. that says alot..

4. How does the world see you?
'fergilicious' fergie
now i know this thing is warped!

5. How do your friends see you?
'the dope show' marilyn manson
i'm.. dope? lolx!

6. What's the best thing about you?
'immortal' evanesence
err.. i really really dont know..

7. What's some good advice for you?
'born again' marilyn manson
its time to be born again and move the hell on?

8. What's the story of your life so far?
'where is the love' bep
oh my god..

9. Will you get far in life?
'pennies in my pocket' mandy moore
oh wow.. pennies? not dollars? that explains whether i'd be rich or not. =.=

10. Will you have a happy life?
'forever young' youth group
well, i'll be forever young..!

11. How can you make yourself happy?
'forgive me' leona lewis
i dont like where this is going..

12. What's your biggest wish?
'one of those girls' avril lavigne
ew!

13. What is/was high school like?
'pardon me' weezer
naybe i never really measured up?

14. Do people secretly lust after you?
'my humps' bep
after my boobs and stuff?! oh god!!

15. What type of guys/girls do you like?
'fighting temptation' beyonce ft missy eliot
from the looks of it. the ones that would break my heart..

16. How's your love life going?
'make over' christina aguilera
oro?

17. How's your sex life going?
'bootilicious' beyonce
ooh yeah!

18. Would you make a good catch?
'always be my baby' mariah carey
hmm... ?

19. What's the love of your life doing at this very moment?
'what a girl wants' christina aguilera
pleasing me?

20. When will you get married?
'nine in the afternoon' panic! at the disco
O_o 9th of december sometime?

21. Will you ever have children?
'whine up' kat deluna
what kind of answer is this?!

22. What's in store for tomorrow?
'heart of worship' erin o'donell
spiritual day?

23. What's in store for next weekend?
'harajuku girls' gwen stefani
party because of halloween?

24. What's your signature dance song?
'let me fall' bethany joy lenz
so not a dance song!!

25. What's your current theme song?
'i'm not missing you' stacie orrico
maybe this would be to my past experiences, finally moving on. healing, perhaps?

26. What does everyone else think your current theme song is?
'where is your heart' kelly clarkson
are they wondering if zeke has my heart? :p

27. What's your best friend's theme song?
'love comes' the posies
err.. next..

28. What song describes your parents?
'ultimate' lindsay lohan
they are the ultimate overprotective people!

29. What song describes your grandparents?
'4ever' the veronicas
my granfather is dead but i miss him.. maybe he's gonna be forever in my heart

30. Where will you be a year from now?
'bite the dust' pcd
dead?!

31. How will you die?
'given up' linkin park
no will to live?

32. What will happen after you die?
'contagious' avril lavigne
everyone else will die too?!

33. How will you be remembered?
'everything i'm not' the veronicas
err..?

34. Why is life full of so much pain?
'one sided love' mandy moore
self explanatory

35. What is happiness?
'fighting over me' paris hilton
doesnt make sense..

36. Are you loved?
'stickwitchu' pcd
i think that's code name for HELL YES

37. Is everything really going to be alright in the end?
'disturbia' rihanna
err.. apparently not..

38. What's the meaning of life?
'work it out' usher
you gotta work out the kinks..

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

tag

Instructions: Remove one question from those below, add in one of your own (personal), to make a total of 20. Tag 10 people in your list at the end of this post. Notify them.

1. At what age do you wish to be married?
sometime in my twenties.. around the 26th birthday mark, perhaps?

2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you'd take and why?
pfft. as if i would ever be on a deserted island. i can barely stand being somewhere without phoneline and internet! but lets indulge this question a little ittle bit..

i'd bring kalus - just because i miss him and it'll be fun to sing heaps of pop-ish songs and drive him insane
jess - coz she's crazy and fun and will probably rock it in some sexy ass bikini.
isaac - do i even need a reason for wanting him there?

but lets get reasonable. if i could 'take' three people to a 'deserted island' it probably wouldnt be deserted and i wouldnt even be going there in the first place.

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
i dont know where this place is but to me its paradise. its this tiny island off thailand and i dont even know which part or anything.. all i know is that its beautiful, that the way of life there is so simplistic (okay okay, not that simplistic, but simplistic enough) and that i want that to be one of the places i go to for my honeymoon. the wake up in a room facing the ocean, hell, on the ocean and having that whole side of that wall be glass. with curtains, of course, because it being the honey moon and all, i'll be doing the naughty dance ;)

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
more money to go with my reality.

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
minimal amounts of money.. maybe.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
him. the loved ones.

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
save some and buy zeke and i a nice holiday somewhere.. SHOP!!.. spoil the people who have spoilt me..

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
i guess these kind of things really depend on situation..

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
-funny -forgiving (hell, i was a bitch to her in primary school) -sweet

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
i see -kindness, a gentle side, honesty, the ability to stand up for himself, funny, forgiving, patience and so much more -in zeke

11. Which type of person do you hate the most?
i dont hate anyone but i dislike people who are too ambitious that it doesnt matter who they hurt to get there, people who hold on to grudges waaaaaaaaaaay past its due date, superficial people..

12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
maybe.. but i dont think i really would. it made me who i am today. it brought me here. all my mistakes, all my stupid things led me up to this point.

13. If you are the (mayor) in a city/town, what would you possibly change ?
i'd lower transportation fee, not in the sense of an 'overall' kind of thing but in a way that students pay concession regardless of them being overseas students. i'd lower uni fees (also in a sense for overseas students because HECS students pay so much less!)

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
the loved ones

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
not really.. i know how to save.. especially since earning my own money :) i spend on holidays :)

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
i'd want more patience..

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
isaac..

18. What's your weakest point?
according to isaac, "(i'm) not ruthless enough"

19. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
right now? that i kicked butt at wii fit!

20. Would you step in front of a bullet to save someone you dont even know?


i tag:

YOU. bah!

xoxo
you know you love me

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tag me if you can

Real name:
Yan Lin. no, its not Lynn.

Nickname:
we'll just skip the mushy ones and go right to lynnfly. lynnie. bitch. yan.

Married:
to uni work.

Male/Female:
female.

High school:
Sri Sempurna

College:
Presbyterian Ladies' College

Short or long hair:
long.

Are u a health freak:
junk food freak.

Height:
168ish.

Do u have a crush on someone?:
in love.

Do u like yourself:
enough.

Piercings:
nose. navel. tragus. cartilage. couple on the lobe.

Righty of lefty:
right.

First....Surgery:
my arm when i broke it to put metal rods in. second time to remove the metal rods and reshape the bone because it grew too fast over the metal screws limiting movement..

Person u see in the morning:
mom.

Award:
mostly old netball ones. memory work. sports. recognition at PLC for contributions to the school.

Sport u join:
none.

Pet:
bunny

Vacation:
please?

Concert:
never been.

First crush:
someone who's not here anymore. RIP.

Currently...Eating:


Drinking:
gin seng in hot water

Want kids:
two. names already discussed.

Want to get married:
yeah.

Careers in mind:
anything that allows me to earn heaps of MONEYYY

Which is better?Lips or eyes?:
would be weird without the other

Hugs or kisses:
snuggles

Shorter or taller?:
taller

Romantic or spontaneous:
spontaneously romantic

Sensitive or loud:
sensitive

Troublemaker or hesitant?:
trouble maker

Have u ever....Kissed a stranger?:
yeah. and by stranger.. some guy i met and dont know his last name..

Drank bubbles:
champagne

lost glasses/contacts:
for a day or two..glasses.

Ran away frm home:
tried to. i was young and i thought that i could save space in my bag by only packing underwear.

liked someone younger:
yeah

liked someone older:
in love

Broke someone's heart:
yeah.

Been arrested:
err, almost. for the stupidest thing ever.. PDA!

Cried when someone died:
not really..

Do u believe in...Yourself?:
not always

Miracles:
sometimes.

Heaven:
whatevs.

Santa Claus:
if i say yes, bring me a magic bag that will keep giving me $100 bills.

Magic:
no.

Angels:
meh

Answer truthfully..Is there someone u want to be with right now?:
am already with him

Do u believe in God?:
no.

Tag 5 ppl:(Screw the rules!)
jess. foo. yin. nadia. isabelle.

xoxo
you know you love me

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feel my every need.

1. What did you do in 2007 that you’d never done before?
the biggest thing was that i fell in love.

2. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i've given up on resolutions.. just dont fuck up.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
yeah.. i wanna meet little baby Delwyn =)

4. Did anyone close to you die?
thank god no one close died in 07..

5. What countries did you visit?
no where new :( msia and aus.. ><

6. What would you like to have in 2008 that you lacked in 2007?
family acceptance.

7. What dates from 2007 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
21 july- the date we got together.
11 august .
the day at the carnival.
the week we 'lived' together
21 august -our first date

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
learning to love myself a little more..

9. What was your biggest failure?
letting certain things slip into my life that shouldnt have..

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
heaps man..

11. What was the best thing you bought?

buffy ><

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? ...

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? ...

14. Where did most of your money go?
to things i dont even remember!

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
the singapore trip!

16. What song will always remind you of 2007?
a few.. different reasons..

17. Compared to this time last year, are you: a) happier or sadder? b) thinner or fatter? c) richer or poorer?
happier, thinner on some bits fatter some other bits, richer

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
nothing.

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?
relationships, just not the last one..

20. How did you spend Christmas?
family present opening and family dinner.

21. Did you fall in love in 2007?
for the first time..

22. What was your favorite TV program?
big bang theory, heroes

23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
no one..

24. What was the best book you read?
dont think i've read much this year..

25. What was your greatest musical discovery?
...

26. What did you want and get?
love.

27. What did you want and not get?
thousands of dollars bwahahaha

28. What was your favorite film this year?
transformers! enchanted!

29. What did you do on your birthday and how old were you?
slept in.. dinner with friends.

30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
not going through 'mistakes'

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007?
whatever's clean on the floor.

32. What kept you sane?
friends, support, love

33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
none.

34. What political issue stirred you the most?
nothing. hate politics

35. Who did you miss?
zaneta

36. Who was the best new person you met?
isaac.

37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2007.
this is going to sound so.. 'wtf' but..

love really does wonders. it changes you. makes you love life. lets you know that there's someone you can always turn to no matter what.. and he will love you through your mistakes. love you even when you're at your worst.. unconditionally.

if we want something, we really have to go for it and not jsut say we're going for it when we arent. its so easy to say that we are or we should but do we really really truly know it? james showed me that last year. i kept the sms until my phone conked out on me but this is what it said:

".. dont let anyone or anything make you feel like you dont deserve what you want.."

xoxo
you know you love me

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too lazy to blog..

L A S T
1. Friends you saw:
= stephen shi

2. Talked to on the phone:
= mum

3. Text:
= in : stephen. out : zik.


T O D A Y
1. Wearing:
= black lace top, demin mini.

2. where are you?
= home..

T O M O R R O W
1. Is:
= another day closer..

2 . Got plans:
= work..

3. Dislikes about tomorrow:
= that i have to work. i dont mind work.. but its work. sorry yin, missing your birthday party :(

F A V OR I T E

1. Number:
= 21

2. Color:
= black


C U R R E N T L Y

1. Missing someone:
= him..

2 . Mood:
= exhausted..

3. Wanting:
= to laze about..

Q U E S T I O N S / A N S W E R S

Q: First thing you did this morning:
= greet buffy..

Q: Last thing you ate and drank:
= some crispy chicken sushi roll and water..

Q: Whats annoying you right now?:
= nothing..

Q : Do you support long distance relation ships?:
= its difficult..

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
= uhhuh..

Q: Do you think that person is thinking of you too?:
= i hope so but he's out having dinner with his parents so i doubt it..

Q: What color of shirt are you wearing?:
= black.

Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?
= i was at home.. online i think..

Q: When was the last time you saw your dad?
= over a month ago..

Q: Do you get angry easily?:
= depends on what.. and thinking if i get angry easily.. something just popped into my head and i'm annoyed at it.. not angry tho ><

Q: What were you thinking about before you went to sleep:
= i was counting the days..

Q: What song are you listening to right now?
= 'lie about us'

Q: Have you ever really cried your heart out?
= yes..

Q: Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
= seems to be happening alot recently..

H A P P Y S E C T I O N

1. Do you wish you were happier?
= i'm content.. maybe..

2. Can music make you happy?
= uhhuh..

L O V E S E C T I O N

1. Anyone besides your family ever said they loved you? and meant it?
= yea..

E V E R :
[x] rode a taxi
[ ] jumped a ramp on a bike
[x] been used
[ ] Been fired
[ ] celebrated New Year's in Times Square or Disney World
[x] gone on a blind date
[ ] had a crush on a teacher
[ ] celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans.
[ x] skipped class.
[x] had a sleepover.
[ ] had your tonsils taken out
[ ] have/had a TRUCK.
[x] driven a car.

C U R R E N T L Y W E A R I N G

01. Shorts?
= mini..

02. Shoes?
= barefoot

03. Necklace?
= yea..


H A V E Y O U E V E R

01. Hugged someone?
= stupid question.

02. Been on the phone until the sun came up?
= no.. i'd raather watch the sun come up with someone..

0 3. Put a song on repeat for more than an hour?
= yeah

xoxo
you know you love me

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nothing feels the same..

1. What is the status of you and the last person you held hands with?
- my everything..

2 . Whats bothering you right now?
- that i'm not stressing about my paper on mondday

3. Wallpaper on your computers desktop ?
- some random imac background pic..

4 . Background on your cell phone?
- me n him..

5. What do you want in your life right now?
- more time before he flies off..

6. Listening to?
- hoobastank

7. What do you smell like?
- him.

8. Drinking?
- H20


9 . Whats your favorite thing to have on your bed?
- ;)

10. If you could change something in your life, what would it be?
- dysfunction.

11 . What do you wear to bed?
- mentioned before..

12 . Do you remember your dreams?
- sometimes..

13 . Who will you sleep with tomorrow?
- alone :(

14. Have you ever been gambling?
- yea. i always lose..!

15 . Whats something you wish you could understand better?
- complexity.

17 . Who do you miss?
- zaneta.. and the boy who just left..

1 8. Who is the last girl and boy you hugged?
- see ann.. zik..

19. Orange or apple juice?
- appleeeee

20. Who was the last person you went somewhere with? Where?
- ngeargh. safeway yesterday with zik.

21 . What was the last text message you got?
- cn , something about wanting to work someday... the 8th i think

xoxo
you know you love me

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destress me.

1. The phone rings,who do you want it to be?
any of the loved ones.. but recently.. kinda been wanting to hear from zanie ><

2.When shopping at the grocery store,do you return your cart?
i usually do..

3.In a social setting,are you more of a talker or listener?
depends on the crowd and how comfortable i am.. mostly talker :p

4.Do you take compliments well?
hell yea!

5.Do you play Sudoku?
once a day at least :p

6.If abandoned alone in the wilderness,would you survive?
i think i can :p

7.What song are you listening to?
'buffy eats a cucumber'-buffy productions

8.Did you ever go to a camp as a kid?
not really till i was 13.

9.What was your favourite game as a kid?
the dancing game! you know, at A&W they make you dance and vote who's the winner? :p that or musical chairs which i always lost at.

10.Are you a single?
nope ;)

11.Could you date someone with diff religious beliefs than you?
depends on the religion and how dedicated they are and expect me to be

12.Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
persued.

13.Use three words to describe yourself.
please dont ask me this.. just reminds me of the whole categorization of personality traits -_-"

err..does 'one complicated bitch' count?

14.Do any songs make you cry?
hahaha, 'far away' made me cry and it isnt some kinda secret code b/w me and anyone else!

there's this other song.. but for all the wrong reasons.

15.Are you continuing your education?
uhhuh.

16.Do you know how to shoot a gun?
yea. but as to whether i can actually aim.. -_-"

17.If ur house was on fire,what would be the first thing that u'll grab?
whatever tht's valuable thats the closest! (phone, wallet, errr.. passport? :p)

18.How often do you read books?
before i go to bed.

19.Do you think more about the past,present or future?
'dont think about the past or the future, the present doesnt exist'

20.What is your favourite children's book?
Aladin! :p

21.What color are your eyes?
dark brown..

22.How tall are you?
168cm..

23.Where is your dream house located?
no dreamhouse..

24.Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
YES

25.When was the last time you were at Oliva Garden?
O_o

26.Do you like mustard?
not really..

27.Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
sleep.

28.Do you look like your mom and dad?
dad.

29.How long does it take you in the shower?
depends on the weather and my mood and whether i wanna wash my hair.

30.Can you do the splits?
i could when i did ballet.

31.What movie do you want to see right now?
'good luck chuck'

32.What did you do for New Year?
i was on a private MRT watching the fireworks above everyone else in the city.

33.Do you own a camera phone?
yes

34.Was your mom a cheerleader?
pfft. as if.

35.How many hours of sleep do you get at night?
varies from 4-12 hours.

36.Do you like care bears?
ew.

37.What do you buy at the movies?
water. occasional popcorn. i love the caramel ones! :p

38.Do you know how to play poker?
badly.

39.Do you wear your seatbelt?
yea..

40.What do you wear to sleep?
as little as nothing to trackies and a jumper

41.Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
kl's kinda.. overrated.

42.How many meals do you eat a day?
today? maybe 2.5. the .5 was an egg

43.Do you always read frienster bulettins?
sometimes to get tags.

44.Do you like funny or serious people better?
funny!

45.Ever been to L.A.?
yes, my cousin lives there and i've been there a couple of times..

46.Did you eat a cookie today?
no.

47.tag 3 people.
you, you, you.

i really dont care.

3 mins and my break is up.

xoxo
you know you love me

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sometimes..

[x-half true] I Talk ALOT when I get really nervous.
[x-if you know where to tickle] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I'm afraid of the dark
[pfft.] I cant sleep in a room if the door is open
[double pfft] I cant sleep in a room if the door is closed
[ ] I am homosexual.
[x] I (want to) believe in true love.
[x-long story to this one.] I've ran away from home
[ ] I listen to political music
[ ] I collect comic books
[x-sometimes..] I shut others out when I'm sad.
[ ] I've stayed out all night.
[x-only an extend.] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret(s) from the world.
[ ] I watch the news
[x] I love Disney movies.
[what does it realy matter..] I am a sucker for green eyes.
[what colour your eyes are..] I am a sucker for brown eyes.
[as long as they have depth.] I am a sucker for blue eyes
[ ] I don't kill bugs
[ ] I have xs in my screen name.
[x] Ive slipped and fell in public (way too many times).
[x] Ive slipped out a lot in a real conversation
[ ] I love spam
[ ] I bake well.
[x] I have worn pajamas to class.
[ ] I want a better job.
[ ] Talked on a phone for 6+ hours
[ ] I love Dr. Phil.
[what kinda like are we refering to..] I like multiple people
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self-conscious.
[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I have tried alcohol.
[ ] I drink alcohol on a regular basis.
[x] I have tried a cigarette.
[x] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[ ] I loved Lord of the Flies.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I cant swallow pills.
[x] I have a lot of scars (most of them in my heart).
[ ] I cant sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I like chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I am not comfortable with being me.
[ ] I play computer games when I'm bored.
[ ] Gotten lost in the city.
[x] Thought of suicide before.
[its something i really want to see one day..] Seen a shooting star.
[x] Gone out in public in my pajamas
[x- funny story.. i was really upset one day and a stranger approached me to give me a hug :)] Hugged a stranger.
[ ] Been in a fist fight.
[x] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of my nose.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] Made out in an elevator.
[x-moron lifted up my skirt. he deserved it] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[the funny part is that i've had operations and the cut was at least 4 inches long.] Gotten stitches.
[i hate milk] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] Bitten someone
[perhaps one day..] Been to Niagara Falls.
[x] Gotten the chicken pox.
[x] Crashed into a car
[ ] Been to Germany.
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[x] Shoplifted.
[ ] Been fired.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] Stole something from your job.
[x] Gone on a blind date.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] Been to Europe.
[ ] Slept with a co-worker, and/or employee.
[ ] Been married.
[ ] Gotten divorced.
[x] Saw someone/something dying.
[ ] Have a list of people you want to kill.
[x] Ridden in a car over 400 miles in one day
[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar.
[x] Eaten sushi.
[x] Cried in public.
[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed.
[x-dont we all at some point of our lives?] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have.
[ ] Thought of someone a lot lately.
[x] Hate the world (sometimes).

xoxo
you know you love me

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purging my anger.

List 5 things that you want to say to people but never will.

*Don't say who they are.
*DON'T EVER DISCUSS IT AGAIN.

1. after you deliberately kissed the boy i liked, i never trusted you again. your new found 'holy holy' act is bullshit to me and i still hate you for it. not out of jealousy but because you'd give up our friendship for him.
2. you bastards. lying, cheating scumbags. i still carry the scars you idiot boys left me. all four of you. rot in fucking hell. i hope you get herpes or chlamydia.
   
3. when i found out you were playing me, i played you right back.
4. you really have to get over it. i know you're trying.. its not good enough. i think its time i had one relationship that didnt have shit in it. put your crap where it belongs.
5. i never talked to you after 2004 because you stole your best friend's boyfriend. dont you know when to stop? i dont give a fuck that you've liked him for god knows how long. the fact that you could do it to a friend makes me not wanna be urs.
   

its time i let them go..

xoxo
you know you love me

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tonight

1. What is in the back of your mind right now?
"i shouldnt skip class.. i shouldnt skip class.. ah fuck!"

2. When was the last time you threw up?
in front of ash's room when i drank too much

3. What's your favorite curse word?
fuck / damnit

4. Name one person who made you smile this morning?
Isaac

5. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
*snorreeeeeee*

6. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
i was here superpoking random people on facebook because i do not have a life.

7. If you could marry any celebrity ever who would it be?
celebrities are grossly overpaid annoying idiots.

8. Have you ever been to a strip club?
zik... do you wanna go to a strip club with me?

9. What is the last thing you said aloud?
good night.. i love you..

10. What is the best ice cream flavor?
old fashion butter peacan - BR or cookies and cream... ah, who am i kidding? COOKIES AND CREAM is the utter sex!

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
bubble cup : mango ice blended with mango jelly

12. What are you wearing right now?
black shorts, green halter, green bra, black lace trimmed underwear, black cardigan and black thong.

13. Last food you ate?
some rice and chicken thing my mom made

14. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
yes.. two shorts, two belts.

15. When is the last time you ran?
i dont like to run..

16. What's the last sporting event you watched?
i hate watching sports.

17. Last movie you saw?
'The Kingdom' which gave me an utter headache

18. Last person who you sent a message to on myspace?
i dont use myspace.

19. Ever gone camping?
yeap. Genting. yes, genting. we slept in stupid tents in the middle of the mountain on a mat and were greeted my lizards, bugs of all sorts everytime we woke up/entered the tent.

20. Were you ever an honor roll student in school?
*snort* riiight

21. Do you like sushi?
yummy yummy..!

24. Do you drink your soda from a straw?
if there's a straw.. i would but i'm not fussy

25. What did your last outgoing text say?
to isaac : 'i just got off the tram stop.. i'll catch you in the comp room.. i love you..cant wait to kiss you"

26. Are you someone's best friend?
yea :)

28. Where is your mom right now?
i dont knowwwwww

30. What color is your watch?
i dont wear watches.. i need one :(

31. What do you think of when you think of Australia?
home.

32. Ever ridden on a roller coaster?
yessss!! i looooooveeeeeee them (but only if they're a certain variety)

33. What is your birthstone?
saphire. i like the blue or pink ones :)

34. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
go in fast food more often than drive throughs..

35. What is your favorite number?
7.21.

36. Do you have a dog?
yes..goldie who'll never come to aussie and little max isnt in australia yet..

37. Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
laziness

38. Last phone call?
mum

39. Are you allergic to anything?
nothing really. prawns make me itchy tho

41. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
sport shoes that i got 4 years ago. sketchers. i wear them everyday. well.. almost.

42. What is one thing you've learned about life recently?
sometimes we just cant let things that are out of our hands effect us so much

43. Are you jealous of anyone?
no.. i'm happy with life.. satisfied..

44. Is anyone jealous of you?
you tell me.

45. Do you own an iPod?
yes. ipod - the original one (now belongs to my brother), shuffle (original one) now belings to my sister and i have the ipod video. dad has the itouch.

its not my fault that my father is obsessed

46. Do any of your friends have children?
yes..

47. Do you like anyone right now?
one person.. and i love him

48. What color are your eyes?
brown

49. Have you ever been to Six Flags?
no..

50. How did you get one of your scars?
i have a big scar on my right arm when i shattered a bone in my elbow. they had to operate to fix it (with the help of some screws and metal plates).

51. Do you enjoy your personality?
its okayyy. what kinda question is this?

52. Are sunsets romantic?
very much so..

53. Is your school ghetto?
its a uni and i;d like to think that we just have variety.

54. How's the weather?
its warm but windy. cold wind.

55. Are you easily offended?
not really.. sometimes.. rarely

56. Where's your favorite vacation spot?
sipadan. florida.

57. What is the best place to get a tattoo?
i dont really know.. there are a couple of places around kl that are good

58. Have you ever accidentally thought someone was a guy, but they were a girl? Or vice versa?
fuck yea!

59. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
depends on the weather and ice cream

60. Who's the weirdest person you've ever met?
me.. but i cant meet myself :p

xoxo
you know you love me

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tell me why

i did this in Febuary and thought that i should.. 'update'

and i've been wanting to do this for a few days already but..

anyway, i am not gonna bold anything up. coz obviously, there are gonna be alot of similarities. i dont think i've changed that much.

and since i'm using the imac.. i'll leave a line between the things that HAVE changed.

01. I have dark brown eyes.
02. I want to go to Paris one day.
03. People who type “LyKe DiS” or don’t know how to use punctuation annoy the hell out of me.

04. i've kissed a girl before .. yes, there was tongue.

05. I still live with my mum.
06. I’m a daily blogger.
07. I love nostalgia. I love sitting around with friends talking and laughing about past events.
08.i’ve never watched an episode of Doraemon
09. Sometimes I’m happy being alone.
10. I don’t drink as much water as I should.
11. I hate humidity
12. I like talking to some people I haven’t talked to in a long time.
13. I really hate being punished/accused for things I didn’t do.
14. I love to watch the rain.
15. I really should exercise more.
16. I do wanna get married one day.
17. I’m more of a city girl than a country girl.
18. I enjoy some stupid reality TV shows once in a while.
19. Music is a big part of my life.
20. i’ve never been to an actual concert
21. As much as I hate drama, I admit I sometimes do get a kick out of other’s dramas.
22. I don’t attempt online survey all the time.

23.i’ve never had a relationship that’s lasted past 2 months this long.

24. I hate stangers asking for my picture for their own private pleasure.

25. I love vodka alcohol.

26. I love topshop underwear

27. I smoke anything. i dont smoke anymore.

28. I was once obsessed with Spice Girls.

29. I have a Damien Rice album. i think i did it wrong the last time.. i havent bought song cds since.. 4 years ago.

30. I can dance. (badly)
31. I hate karaoke.
32. I’m a chatterbox, I talk a lot.
33. I can always find faults in myself.
34. I like kissing.

35. I collect lacy bras. i am VERY picky with my bras.

36. People think i club more than I actually do.

37. I’m hungry

38. Sometimes I wish I could read people’s minds.

39. I am turning 19 this year but I don’t look like my age.

40. I don’t like being used.
41. I don’t like being lied to.
42. I have been used before.
43. Sometimes I lie to myself.
44. I love giving gifts.
45. I love getting gifts.
46. I hope ihave a good shoulder for others to cry on.
47. I am not a virgin.
48. I enjoy having good intimate moments.

49. I just want to settle down and be with the people I love.

50. I feel more comfortable knowing I’m safe.
51. I do take risks once in a while.
52. I have strong opinions on certain things.
53. I am doing a science course.
54. I tend to be attracted to older men.
55. There are a lot of things about myself that I hate.
56. I love shopping.
57. I’ve never had the patience to watch a whole soccer match

58. I’ve never done online shopping. i secretly love dresses.

59. I wear black. alot.
60. I enjoy computers.(in small doses)
61. I love to hug people. I’m a hug-y person.
62. I laugh at stupid things.
63. I love chilling with good music, alcohol and good company.
64. I love being loved.

65. I am scared to fall in love and it scares me.

66. I think it is absolutely hypocrite of those people who indulge in pre-marital sex yet behaving all righteous and seem to have strong faith in his/her beliefs/religions just because they don’t drink alcohol.
67. I make friends easily.
68. Sometimes I miss high school.

69. I try to have no regrets about anything I have done thus far in life..

.. but sometimes its hard.

70. I hate having my parents try to mould me ‘into a better person’ - its not me.
71. I believe that forever is overrated
72. I am a camera whore.

73. I want a pet. a puppy.. a kitten.. SOMTHING

74. I'm still hungry havent had dinner. and i'm not hungry.

75. I don’t like to be ignored.

76. I use chopsticks the right way i just realized.. i dont

77. I don’t care what people think of me, but I don’t want people to perceive me as certain things I am not.
78. I think we are all talented in some ways.
79. I wish I was more talented.
80. I hate pretentious people.
81. I have a love hate relationship with children.
82. I can quote most movies i watch.
83. I am quite good with directions for a girl
84. I have trouble keeping long nails
85. I love piercings.
86. I only have a few friends I tend to trust.
87. I can’t function without my mobile phone.
88. I want to work out of Malaysia.
89. I want to enjoy my career.
90. I want to be kissed in the middle of a heavy rain.
91. I don’t like creepy crawly things.
92. I hate those who smoke and drink to be seen as bad people.
93. I want to be thinner
94. I get annoyed when I read blogs with music.

95. I work better with high pressure. (sometimes..)

96. I procrasinate a lot.
97. I’m interested in having a girl in bed with me, but I am straight though.
98. I eat too little. much.. but i cant help it!

99. I want to find think i found someone who compliments me; he doesnt have to be isnt perfect.. but i love him like he is.

100. I absolutely hate it when people who don’t really know me but enjoy talking shit about me behind my back.

xoxo
you know you love me

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perfect for you

i find it amusing how i can give love advice.

and that people actually take it.

even before this, all of this, the people i matchmake or advice have looong relationships.

hell, only one couple has broken up and that was after 2.5 years.

maybe if i dont get my degree, i could be a matchmaker.

-

why do people not see the things that are in front of them.

they know it, deep down.

they think of it..

but they just need someone to say it out loud sometimes.

i'm glad i helped :)

-

[How's Life?]
:: its life.

[Who was the last person who sent you sms?]
:: zik

[Are you good in your studies?]
:: i wish.

[Can you speak English?]
:: what the fuck kinda question is this? if i can read english.. i can speak english

[Who was the last who said "I Love You"?]
:: to me? or i to them?

[Who is the most annoying person you know?]
:: i have a short fuse.. but no one i know is really taht annoying.

[What time is it now?]
:: 2am

[What song are you listening to now?]
:: not listening to anything

[How many friends do you have on
Myspace & Friendster?]
:: i really have no idea

[Who are you chatting with?]
:: bryan.

[Are you in trouble?]
:: no

[Have you been heart broken before?]
:: never let myself fall in love - wouldnt have had a heart to break.

[Missing Someone?]
:: uhhuh

[What day is today?]
:: thursday morning

[Any birthday's coming up? Who?]
:: mine. tomorrow.

[Bored?]
:: yes

[Last Channel you watched on TV?]
:: havent watched tv since.. O_o

[What time did you sleep last night?]
:: i am still not asleep

[Do kids love you?]
:: icky things. keep them away from me!

[Do you make people laugh?]
:: guess so

[Do you give away your secret to anyone?]
:: icanttellanyone.blogspot.com and .. my diary. whatever piece of paper it might be :)

[Ever Smoked?]
:: yes

[Ever Drinked?]
:: yeah

[Ever got drunk?]
:: yeap..

[Are you Caring, Loving and Tender?]
:: none of the above.

[Are you bored of doing this?]
:: yea

[What's your fantasy?]
:: no one knows this one :)

[Are u in danger right now?]
:: yes. i might fall asleep and knock myself out cold on the keyboard and die

[Are u angry at someone?]
:: not really..

[What do u really want to do now?]
:: sleep

[What brand of clothes do u like?]
:: nothing specific

[What brand of rubber shoes do you like?]
:: anything's fine.. just not.. god forbid, crocs.

[Do you believe in soulmates?]
:: whatas with all these quiz things asking about soulmates?

[Who is the stupid-est?]
:: ni am i am!

[Who Cried?]
:: eh?

xoxo
you know you love me

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f o u r

1. the reason you are where you are rite now?
- because its the only place where i can acess the internet where its comfortable - living room

2. the reason you wake up in the morning?
- i just did. because of BUFFY!

3. the reason you love your favourite song?
- i dont think i have a favourite song..

4. the reason of the way you're feeling today?
- i feel.. irritated with my arm. thats IS what you get after someone jams a 4cm plastic rod up your arm and when you've had an injection on the other. so now both my arms are basically.. worthless.

5. the reason when you fall in love with someone?
- i dont know why people fall in love. read my past posts and i would tell you that love can go to hell and that we should all just stay away from love and heartache but.. i cant say that now. i am in love and its one of the most sataisfying, most beautiful things that can ever happen to anyone.

6. the reason you cry?
- hahaha.. i cry for alot of reasons. frustration.. annoyance.. depression.. when i'm really scared.

7. the reason you went out on saturday nite?
- i came home on saturday night :p

8. the reason you laugh out loud?
- err.. coz its FUNNY.

9. the reason you wake up late on the weekend?
- because i can

10. the reason you read a magazine?
- bored. interesting. especially those sealed sections.. :p

11. the reason you watch television?
- addicted

12. the reason you yell all the time?
- i don't.

13. the reason you hate someone so much?
- i don't hate anyone.

14. the reason you throw stuff from your closet?
- i throw stuff from my closet to the floor all the time.. looking for what to wear. :p

15. the reason you feel weak or strong?
- weak when i am helpless.. strong when.. i dont feel strong

16. the reason you gossip?
- i like to know what people are up to.

17. the reasons you call someone, late at nite?
- zik and i talk everynight.. but talking about other people.. i dont unless its an emergency

18. the reason you go to grocery store?
- to buy groceries la.

**

1. Name one person who made you smile yesterday?
aside from the obvious one.. yin did.

2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
sleeping

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
same thing i am doing now.

4. What is something that happened to you in 1994?
err.. i was.. 6 O_o i dont KNOW.

5. What is the last thing you said aloud?
"yin..! get the fuck off my hip!"

6. How many different things did you drink today?
cola-the homebrand variety, water, lemonade

7. What color is your hairbrush?
the ibrush is white and my other one is black with a bit of blue.

8. What was the last thing you bought?
tampons. hahahaha

9. What was the last gift you received for your birthday?
err.. this years or last? coz the last thin i got was that thng from my mother which you guys will see soon enough after my birthday.

10. What color is your front door?
... beige-ish.. i think....

11. Where do you keep your change?
in my 'nightmare before chirstmas' coin purse

12. What was the weather like today?
sunny, windy, cold.

13. What is the best ice cream flavor?
old fashion butter peacan from baskin robbins or cookie and cream from bulla. that whole tub thing. i just dont realaly like chocolate or strawberry ice cream. not that i hate it.. i avoid them.

14. What is something you are excited about?
i should be excited about my birthday. but i am not. i am kinda excited about january.. but thats if i get enough money to buy a plane ticket.

15. When was the last rainbow you saw?
i havent seen a rainbow in ages. but i wanna see one..

16. What size shoe do you wear?
dont laugh. i have tiny feet. i can wear a size 5-7 at vincci.

17. Do you have a sister?
yes. little prick. but i love her anyway.

18. Are you very random?
beyond words.

19. Do you want to cut your hair?
i wanna grow it out and cut it. i hate the bloody blunt cut that i got in july. i miss my long locks. the long black locks. now i have.. mess.

20. Are you over the age of 25?
hahhaa. nope. not even 19!

21. Do you talk a lot?
depends on my mood.

22. Do you watch The O.C.?
nope. never did.. never will

23. Does your screen name have an "x" in it?
No.

24. Do you know anyone named Steven?
yea.. if thats how you spell it.

25. Do you make up your own words?
not really..

26. Are you ticklish?
shhh :p oh DAMNIT!

27. Are you typically a jealous person?
not really. or maybe i am.. just that i hide it well

28. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter "B":
beatrice

29. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter "J":
james

30. Who's the 1st person on your received calls list?
isaac.

31. What did the last text message you received say?
"muaks~ i'll be hanging around mrs fields and krispy creme there la"

32. Do you chew on your straws?
yea. and i know its kinda eww.

33. Do you have curly hair?
its not curly. its wavy. but not really. it sure as hell isnt straight. motherfucker. its just.. frizzy. its a bitch

34. What is the next concert you're going to?
i havent been to a concert.. dont plan on going to one atm.

35. Who is the worst person in your life?
we all make mistakes.. there arent any bads in my book.

36. How many times have you cursed today?
heh. i dont count

37. What is something you say a lot?
i love you. but thats only recently

38. What is the last thing you ate?
some duck.

39. Have you seen the movie "Donnie Darko"?
whats that

40. Do you have work tomorrow?
nope. starting on sunday next week.

xoxo
you know you love me

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and so the 4 begins.

1. What’s bothering you right now?
nothing much.. just.. how to earn enough money for.. something.

2. Describe your:

wallet
black. plastic-ish. heart on the front in dull pink with a devil lady within it.

wallpaper on pc
a drawing of my name -zik

background on cellphone
emo girl with headphones with tears streaming down her face

jewellery worn daily
the necklace zik got for me - a heart with my name as part of it on a platinum chain.

eyes
dark brown. but looks shit with hazel coloured contacts, pretty nice in the green :p

life
is =)

3. What are you / do you :

doing this weekend
overrrrr. but on sat i was over at zik's (pretty much stayed over at uc on friday night) and then went to pancake parlour then went skirt shopping. home. zik came over on sun :)

wearing
shorts and a hoodie

want
to sleep in his arms

listening to
my sister watching american pie

smell like
shampoo

4. Do you

believe in soulmate
now i think i do..

believe in miracles
someitmes..

burn quickly in the sun
i tan easy

Who to tag?
YOU

xoxo
you know you love me

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i know i skipped 7 and just went on to 6 before..

thanks james ><

1. Open your library. (iTunes, Windows Media Player, iPod, etc.)
2. Turn on ’shuffle’.
3. Press ‘play’.
4. For every section, type the song that’s playing.
5. When you’re on to a new question, press ‘next’on your player.
6. Don’t lie and try to pretend you’re cool by hiding your Hilary Duff and Westlife songs.


Opening credits:
'empty appartment' - yellowcard :

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down
As I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes
You forget where the heart is





Waking up:
'mocking bird' - eminem :

Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upperlip up little lady, i told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But i promise momma's gon' be alright





First day of school:
'candy shop' - 50 cent Ft Olivia :

I'll take you to the candy shop
I'll let you lick the lollypop
Go 'head girl, don't you stop
Keep going 'til you hit the spot





Falling in love:
'red is the new black' - funeral for a friend :
Cant pretend that you're nothing special
You've got to look at all of your options
You cant decide what to go for
When its all about trust
Its all about trust





Fight song:
'torn' - le toya luckett :

A part of me wants to leave you alone
A part of me wants for you to come home
A part of me says I'm livin a lie (and I'm better off without you)
A part of me says to think it through
A part of me says I'm over you
A part of me wants to say goodbye





Breaking up:
'breaking the habit' - linkin park :

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I’m picking me apart again
You all assume
I’m safe here in my room
(unless I try to start again)
I don’t want to be the one
The battles always choose
‘Cause inside I realize
That I’m the one confused





Prom:
'mistaken identity' - delta goodrem :

The girl in the chair with the long golden hair
Well that used to be me
A flirtatious smile unpredictably wild
Always trying to please
I was always walking one step ahead
Or so I thought until the monster crawled into my bed
Rewind and erase that shock look on your face
Just'cause your mona lisa is dead

A million words, a thousand days

The girl I used to be
has a terrible case of mistaken identity
yesterday's girl is not what you see
It's a terrible case of mistaken identity





Life is okay:
'girlfriend' - avril lavigne [remix]

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
You know it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

You’re so fine
I want you mine
You’re so delicious
I think about ya all the time
You’re so addictive
Don’t you know what I could do to make you feel alright?
Don’t pretend I think you know I’m damn precious
And Hell Yeah
I’m the motherfucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I’m righ




Mental breakdown:
'bring me to life' - evanesence :

how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become





Driving:
'game of love' - michelle branch , santana

It just takes a little bit of this, a little bit of that
It started with a kiss
Now were up to bat
A little bit of laughs, a little bit of pain
Im telling you my babe
Its all in the game of ...
Love





Flashback:
'prayer' - anthony callea :

I pray you’ll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don’t know





Getting back together:
'down' - kutless

A younge girl walks into her room and doesn't like what she sees
In her reflection there,she's not what she wants to be
She cries out,she cries out





Wedding:
'the little things give you away' - linkin park :

Don't want to reach for me do you?
I mean nothing to you
The Little Things Give You Away
And now there will be no mistaking
The levees are breaking
All you've ever wanted
Was someone to truly look up to you
And six feet under water
I do





Birth of first child:
'kins and carrol' - the red jumpsuit apparatus :

You broke my heart again
And now I know
If this a test
I'm gonna fail it my best
The only way to stay true.
And this is my destiny and there is no helping me
Life is bittersweet





Final battle:
'lucky' - hoobastank :

Before I couldn't get a break,
Never had a chance to make
The impressions I want to
But now it falls right into place
When I get to see your face
Then there's nothing that I can't do...





Death scene:
'Short for Show' - From Autumn to Ashes
Don't you
Try to tell me
That your life
Feels empty

On his deathbed, our hero preaches his testimony, of how life is abundant, and that he has died.. filled!




Funeral song:
'to the end' - my chemical romance:

Now come one come all to this tragic affair
Wipe off that makeup - what's in is despair
So throw on the black dress
Mix in with the lot
You might wake up and notice
you're someone you're not
If you look in the mirror and don't like what you see
You can find out first hand what it's like to be me
So gather 'round piggies and kiss this goodbye
I'd encourage your smiles
I'll expect you won't cry






Ending credits:
'soulmate' - natasha bedingfield
Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
you're not easy to find
Is it possible Mr. Loveable
is already in my life?
right in front of me
or maybe you're in disguise

xoxo
you know you love me

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because i am bored and lazy and am letting two assignments sit on their asses

Are your nails painted right now?
=nope.. i only own an 'emo matte black' polish (which i have been 'banned' from using :p) and a see through one - pointless. only use it as a top coat ><

Is your computer in your room?
= i have an imac in my room.. my newer imac in the living room which i am using now and my lap top which moves everywhere

Are you still living with your parents?
= yea.. can really be a pain sometimes but i like it.. .. in really small doses.

What are you listening to right now?
= meh.

What are your favorite lyrics from 2 songs?
= "you know everything that i'm afraid of" - crush
"i wanna make you smile.. whenever .." - grow old with you

Do you have best friends?
= :) zaneta. and heaps of loved ones.

Name everything you ate today.
= ughh.. some puff thing.. chicken curry at norsiah's.. one krispy creme and 5 won tons.

What color is your desktop on your computer?
= which computer?! O_o

Love/Hate
Do you hate anyone?
= i dont hate.. i disagree.

Do you love anyone?
= they are called loved ones for a reason..

Do you still have feelings for your ex bf/gf?
= if i did.. i wouldnt be in a relationship now.

Have you ever lost a friend for a stupid reason?
= yes. anisha's birthday 2005.

Would u ever pretend to like someone for their money?
= no.. i dont think i could.. ever.

If u could marry any celebrity,who would it be?
= dont date grossly overpaid, sexual disease carrying, constantly cheating bastard

More randomness.
Do u have a favorite celeb?
= no.

What song are you listening to now?
= nothing

Have you ever heard of McFly? If so whos ur favorite member?
= yes. in that movie with lindsay lohan.. 'just my luck' and i dont like any of them.

Do u even use ur myspace?
= no.

Who is ur 6th friend on ur top friends?
= O_o

What time did you go to bed last night?
= 4ish.

When are you next going to see your best friend?
= when we are both in the same place at the same time. kinda difficult. perth. melbourne. kl. ugh.

Why do people like you?
= you tell me.

Do you think school is a waste of time?
= no. we just learn useless crap that one day comes in handy.

What is ur latest annoyance?
= procrastination.. which i have been doing too much of

Is ur room messy?
= yes! fuck yes!

What is infront of you besides ur computer screen?
= tv, dvd player, books, lap top, handphone

Do u have any posters?
= yea

Whats ur favorite CD that u own?
= download ;)

DO YOU HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE TYPE IN
CAPS?
= dont fucking care.

Do u like it when people say they love you?
= only when it means something.i get annoyed when ppl overuse and abuse it.

xoxo
you know you love me

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