i cant break it to my heart

lyrics

If it's ok I'll leave the bedlight on
And place your water glass where it belongs
And if it's alright
I'll lie awake at night
Pretending I am curled up at your side.

See I'm circling in these patterns
Living out of memories
I'm still a long way from accepting it
That there's just no you and me

But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times.
And if its alright I'll still be loving you
Cause I cant break it to my heart

Is it just me
Did I commit a crime?
I won't believe that loving you
Is just a waste of time

Was it in my head
Leading into things you never said
Cause I still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I want to think it's something that I did
So I can turn it back around.

But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times.
And if it's alright I'll still be loving you
Cause I cant break it to my heart

And nothing will come between us
I want to convince myself we're perfect
In every single way
As long as I can keep the truth away
From my heart
Cause I can't break it to my heart

Cause I still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I want to think it's something that I did
So I can turn it back around.

But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times.
And if its alright I'll still be loving you

But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times.
And if it's alright I'll still be loving you

And if it's alright I'll still be loving you
Cause I cant break it to my heart
I can't break it to my heart




no, isaac and i did not break up but this song is for all those people who've had their heart broken.. i know how hard it can be, dont we all?

so here's a little something to tell you you're not alone in wanting to hold on to those little habits you used to have with him/her..

when my first boyfriend dumped me, i secretly used to go to the classrooms we used to meet up in and just sit in a corner and tear to myself.

hey, it is extremely hard. it was.

the wounds i carried around for the longest time, isaac helped me heal.

maybe even the heartbreaks.

xoxo
you know you love me

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