juxtaposition

what do you think about when someone says 'holidays' to you?

for me, one of the main holiday thing to do is watch movies.

crazy amounts of them to 'catch up on those i've apparently missed'

a good old classic that i've remained virginal and very ignorant about.

i mean, come on! dont blame me!

the first movie came out in 1981 - waaaaaaay before i was even born so who was i to even bother about it?

i think you all may have a little ink-ling to what movie i'm taking about..



indiana jones.





yes, up till this week, i have been an indiana jones virgin.

before that i was an indiana jones virgin and isaac strapped me down and took advantage of little ol' innocent me and now i am pure no more

anywayyyyy, i watched all of the indiana jones within the last week - be proud of me all you indiana jones freaks fans!






also, Narnia- Prince Caspian was on the list

so true that prince caspian (Ben Barnes) is a little yummy. just a little (la) shan :p

along side with hancock.




















one day later:

and this is the part where i get super depressed or whatever.

i stuffed up one of my 'core' subjects for my major in immunology.

now's my opportunity to maybe move to something where i'm 'more suited', perhaps?

isaac says i'm much more suited for media com, hell, more than one person has said it.

i dont know how i feel about that, i mean, i've wanted to do science since i was 12 and whats with this sudden (okay, perhaps not too sudden) change?

i dont know.. do you ever feel like you can just do better but when you are doing it, it IS the best you can do but you just dont seem to be able to do well in it?

well.. i feel that way.

maybe i just fit into a whole new genre of stupid.

sigh.

so do i plough on and keep possibly stuffing up or go back and start again with something i might just totally suck balls at?

do one more semester of science and we'll just take it from there..

xoxo
you know you love me

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