just a warning, this is going to be a pretty lovey dovey post to those reading it who has a very very pathetic stomach dont bloody read.
dont say i didnt warn you.
anyway, for the past idontevenrememberhowlong zeke and i have been spending almost all the time together.
read: we only didnt see each other when i had to go to work
i guess you could say we've been living together.
but i guess that's not that much of a difference because we spend all of our time together anyway, what big difference do the nights make?
well, waking up next to the person you just know you want to spend the rest of your life with is pretty damn amazing.
yes, there is a chance that isaac and i wont work out but
fine fine, i'm being bitchy, i know and i'm sorry.
i'm just gonna go ahead and blame the exam period and that isaac just left my house (and it wasnt even 7am then) and its just not that easy being home alone away from the boyfriend for the first time in ages and knowing that i wont sleep snuggled up with him :(
plus i gotta study today and tomorrow and the day after for my microbiology and immunology paper which i think will be a fuckwit and a half, pardon my language.
ugh!!
anyway, saturday was our 11 months and it began with a honest to god, loud huge fat fight that resulted with both of us in tears.
we came that close to breaking up; breaking our hearts and our spirits.
we both have stuff to work on to keep this relationship going but its been pretty smooth sailing overall.
anyway, after that ginormous fight and make up we got dressed and headed out for lunch at wagamama
yummy yummy food and a movie right after
the movie had me hiding behind isaac because i am a little bit of a chicken half the time. come on- a movie about people killing themselves after a chemical reversal in their brain - has got to give you some idea?just when you think that nothing can be more scary then up pops this that freaks you out because how can you escape yourself?
you are your own death sentence.
there was this one part of the movie- this man turns on the lawnmower and lies right in front of it and want to guess what happens next?
anyway, after the movie, isaac and i headed back to his place where we bummed and eventually looked at some of the bags that anisha and richie brought over from kuzzi.
i didnt end up buying any - should i be proud that i managed to resist?
anyway, after that isaac and i headed to lygon steak house for some yummy medium rare meat on a platter
before coming back to my place to watch some weed.
very irrelevant sidenote- i feel like a smoke.
sigh, its now 8 and i'm lying in bed missing you like crazy.. :(
i love you
xoxo
you know you love me
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