i'm thinking of adopting..

yeah.

you read me.

i want to adopt*.

there's just this little space that just isnt filled..

honey and buffy are wonderful

but there's just this space that's just there..

i miss marshall.. and goldie.. and cj..

*i'm so obviously not talking about adopting children =.=

as much as i would love a puppy now i know i cant take care of one now :(

its just that being home alone and having no one around at all is just a little irksome..

i wish goldie were here to snuggle into bed with me..

marshall would be too short to hop onto the bed but he would have sat by my feet and give me his puppy dog eyes..

marshall up in doggy heaven, i hope you're okay.. i love you.. i wish i had been a better owner to you towards the end.. i should have been there.. i wish that you could be here marsh.. i wish you had the chance to meet isaac.. i know you'd like him.. you two are so alike in so many ways; you're both quiet, calm, and know how to read me better than i read myself. and also you two whine when i shy away when i'm upset. i remember you howling outside the door when i was upset.. thank you..

goldie, i hope your new master's taking care of you.. i miss having you around and bark like a wild thing when you know i just got back from melbourne.. i wish i could bring you here goldie.. i wish i could see you scare isaac with your enthusiasm.. especially how we greet each other with the big running hug thing. i love you my medal winning dog. remember how i used to get into the doggie cage with you when you were naughty 'just so i could keep you company' (thank god the cage was huge enough for the both of us). be good goldie.. and remember me..

sigh, i really miss them..

xoxo
you know you love me

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