kindly unspoken - edited

for the past few days, zik and i have been fighting like cats and dogs and yesterday was the showdown.

i think it started with something along this line..

..he seemed to become too busy and too forgetful..

then he got annoyed that i started to get emotional over every little thing..

..over things that were 'worth it' to things that were just plain stupid

but i guess it was mostly because of the distance..

there were nights that i managed to sleep 'early'..

..but those nights were when i thought my pillow was a sponge bottomless pit

i wouldnt ever admit it..

..but i love the way how you look at me, smiling that smile that makes me melt

the way you pucker up your lips..

..and the way your eyes crinkle when you do..

i love the way how we can just be silly..

..even if it ends up in me pouting in a corner whenever you call me cute

the way you hold me while we sleep..

..and when you roll after me when i roll away..

yesterday i really thought i was going to lose you..
..and it made me realize just how much you mean to me..
how you make me feel..

..and what you mean to me..

everything.

***

that (finally) aside..

congratulations to the people who actually made it this far! (even if you skipped the whole soppy part up there)

but today was exhausting to death and a half.

waking up at 7am is not my cup of tea shot of tequilla especially since i slept at such a fucked up hour.

so much for showering to wake up because i just ended up in bed snoring my disastrous curls back into place..

..and waking up at 12.30 -__-"

UGH!

so much for helping michelle move into CS at 11am =.=

(in my pathetic defense, i've been waking up early the past two nights)

being girls, we finally left the house at 2.30 and headed into the city to buy her doona and quilt cover (she didnt like the quilts at ikea and the covering we got for it was 200x200 when queen sized blankets are 210x210 elsewhere -_-) and then over to stephen's.

stephen taught me how to play poker.

well.. kind of..

i wasnt really paying much attention but we played a couple of rounds and i kept losing.

so much for trying to make a quick buck.

the rest of the day passed in a blur of rushing to CS to meet rich and sha to collect michelles luggage, unpacking, messing around in michelle's room and then to rice bar for some dinner.

after dinner, we headed to safeway for some of her groceries and thats when michelle blurted this out to stephen..

"eh, what punya people are you!?"

"eh, what type of person are you!?"

poor stephen. i swear he looked confused for the longest time.

O_o ??

eeeehhh?!

after all was paid or stolen we crossed the road to get back to CS..

you know how when you walk across roads (legally, that is) cars turning into that lane would have to stop and wait till your butt-jesty get across?

well, michelle didnt know that and ended up crossing halfway.. freezing in her tracks before turning on her heel yelling, "car! C A R!" and racing back

bwahahhahahaha..!





now i just think that malaysians really cant drive for shit and dont respect pedestrians (and vice versa) thus scaring the poor and innocent causing them to make a fool of themselves in foreign countries.






i swear, michelle, i'd pay to watch that moment replayed again

xoxo

you know you love me

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