happy birthday

wishing my everything an awesome and fantastic birthday..

happy birthday my teddy (baby?) bear!!

may all your wishes and dreams and everything else you may desire in the world be yours

i do baby.. i do.

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so whats your point?

"belle: it's not his money...per se..haa...mummy Isaac told me stuff..."

well, so what are you trying to get at here?

that because you're closer to his mother than i am you know exactly what is going on?

i have news for you.

the money that isaac gets from his parents is his allowance and he can choose not to spend it on me. but he does.

as for his credit card, he expects that his parents take it out from his allowance.

after all, wasnt that the agreement that he had with his mother?

if his parents dont take it out of his allowance then fine. thats something between isaac and his mother.

what do you expect to get out of pointing that out anyway?

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in the last few hours,

i watched

maid in manhattani loved that Marissa found love with someone she thought was waaaay out of her league. Dont you just hate it when you think that someone's way too good for you and so then you dont even give it a try? Sometimes, when you have a connection.. when you click, you click. doesnt matter what you do.. why should it?

pretty woman
"stay.. stay the night with me, not because i'm paying you, but because you want to" - Edward (Richard Gere)

Sometimes i wonder if people think i'm dating Isaac for his money.. because he spoils me. although i've managed to cure him with a little bit of lynncanpaywiththemoneysheearnsatwork antibiotics. effective only after 7 months. ;)







and a little on the mushy side..

isaac makes me go crazy.

this time last year i was already smitten.

hell, i was smitten from ages before that.

sometimes, it just happens.. you know?

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worth a thousand diamonds

i swear i am the smartest person in the world.

not.

quite the opposite.

i'm the most absent minded, silliest thing ever.

i locked myself in the house.

yes, you read correct. i locked myself in the house.

first of all, its not that stupid a thing to do when i have a kind of lock that auto locks.

secondly, the whole reason i was out in the first place was because i was watering the plants..

for my mother.

so therefore the opportunity for stupidity was created by my mom.

anyway, this little case of stupidity was easily cured by opening a window, climbing out of it and retrieving my key.

not an easy feat when the window is waist high and tiny as.

i think i deserve a round of applause. standing ovation too, if possible ;p

anyway, after that, i headed to Boxhill to collect my glasses (they were ready ages ago but i just never got the time) and get some contacts fitted.

and then headed off to work.

work was, interesting to say the least.

i had someone tell me that i was very pretty (i think he wasnt wearing his glasses)and that if he weren't already married he'd try to woo me

but i guess that was all in good fun. he showed me pictures of his daughter and she's utterly gorgeous :)

also, i got a couple of pretty huge tips.

not a bad extra for being nice to customers and pouring wine.

anyway,

thanks guys for all the help with isaac's present but i've figured it out on my own :)

panic got to me and.. the girlfriend should know best, right?*

although foo has a point..

"guys don't really care what they get for their birthdays coz we're practical enough to make use of anything. as opposed to girls. who're too particular."

girls are not too particular!!

girls just.. know what's expensive and whats not and know what they're worth :p

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sos

i never know what to get for men for whatever.. help!

i dont know what to get isaac for his birthday..!!

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watched

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i kind of really love him

my boyfriend's in Tasmania and i'm missing him :(



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trivia

a very very very pervertic clever friend of mine just brought something to my attention..

what does it look like to you?

ps. i still think its pretty

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pretty pretty

should i get one?

*ponders*

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silly silly

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the wrong coloured minnie mouse

tuesday

on tuesday i had an awesome dinner with isaac's family (shi didnt come to melbourne), wil and some of isaac's mother's friends.

we ate at becco which is this really quant not so little restaurant just off Crossley street.

i had beef carpaccio as an entree and the 450g Rib Eye steak.

YES -insert long line of profanity here- i thought the weight included the bone and it didnt and it turned out to be completely huge.

i couldnt finish it but wil and isaac did a fantastic job in whollopping the remaining amount of medium rare rib eye.

dessert?

"Tira Mi Su"

what? well, thats how the restaurant spelt it!

thrown in were some missing jackets from the table next to ours, presents from auntie frances (i got a red french beret !!), william getting high and accidentally burning the plastic of the candle holder and alot of laugh's.

oh yes, and isaac accidentally calling me 'shi'. hahhaa ;) i love you too 'alex'.

wednesday

was spent studying, stressing and crying out of sheer stress and stupid stuff like that

thursday

was spent going for my exam and finishing and then heading to pancake parlour with isaac.

i thought it was only gonna be isaac, alice, cn and i so we got a table for four but then suddenly victor and vicky showed up and we had to move to a new much bigger table.

the next hour was spent gorging down yummy pancakes and bacon bits and sunny set up eggs and camwhoring just a little bit

isaac and i left early to go watch
hey! i needed some mindless funny movie after a subject like microbiology and immunology :)

after the movie we went to do a little shopping for a dress for that night when we would have dinner with his family at rockpool (how damn spoilt am i?)

anyway, i ended up getting this lovely a-too-revealing-but-can-be-cured-by-a-nice-cardigan dress

50% off babies and it was a damn size 8!

okay, i'll admit it was a little snug around the breast area but i was desperate for a dress and i thought it looked utterly awesome on me :p

i know you skinny people in malaysia and singapore are going like, "size 8 only wut!" but whatever.

stuff whoever who says that size 8 is big.

anyway, dinner was awesome :)

i had oysters to start off and RIB EYE for the main. yummy!

after that we headed to UC where i hung with fly, ash, mel and even jeff.

i got to see the product that i am sort of a stockholder for.

hoodie+scarf

its even got pockets

yayness! its kinda cute :)

anyway, we had some drinks and just talked..

ash and i have come to a very very very so far unspoken something..

we miss hanging out as a group with all the other loved ones kalus, that includes you

its a pity that we've all been so busy and stuff and have been dating other people that we all have just sort of lost contact over this semester..

kalus come down so we can all hang out like we did ages ago!!
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shit shit shit

i feel so stressed and so lost.

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ten lady toes-

yes, i got tempted in by tenladytoes :)

hand painted and swoon swoon~

*ignore the strap-mine will come strapless. wohoo~





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i'm thinking of adopting..

yeah.

you read me.

i want to adopt*.

there's just this little space that just isnt filled..

honey and buffy are wonderful

but there's just this space that's just there..

i miss marshall.. and goldie.. and cj..

*i'm so obviously not talking about adopting children =.=

as much as i would love a puppy now i know i cant take care of one now :(

its just that being home alone and having no one around at all is just a little irksome..

i wish goldie were here to snuggle into bed with me..

marshall would be too short to hop onto the bed but he would have sat by my feet and give me his puppy dog eyes..

marshall up in doggy heaven, i hope you're okay.. i love you.. i wish i had been a better owner to you towards the end.. i should have been there.. i wish that you could be here marsh.. i wish you had the chance to meet isaac.. i know you'd like him.. you two are so alike in so many ways; you're both quiet, calm, and know how to read me better than i read myself. and also you two whine when i shy away when i'm upset. i remember you howling outside the door when i was upset.. thank you..

goldie, i hope your new master's taking care of you.. i miss having you around and bark like a wild thing when you know i just got back from melbourne.. i wish i could bring you here goldie.. i wish i could see you scare isaac with your enthusiasm.. especially how we greet each other with the big running hug thing. i love you my medal winning dog. remember how i used to get into the doggie cage with you when you were naughty 'just so i could keep you company' (thank god the cage was huge enough for the both of us). be good goldie.. and remember me..

sigh, i really miss them..

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i'll be getting it after all. :)

RM 45 for a bikini that i can wear in a couple of ways..

sweet~xoxo
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and that sums it all

i dont want to study goddamnitt

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hey mother nature, you get on that shit

hey you all

just a warning, this is going to be a pretty lovey dovey post to those reading it who has a very very pathetic stomach dont bloody read.

dont say i didnt warn you.

anyway, for the past idontevenrememberhowlong zeke and i have been spending almost all the time together.

read: we only didnt see each other when i had to go to work

i guess you could say we've been living together.

but i guess that's not that much of a difference because we spend all of our time together anyway, what big difference do the nights make?

well, waking up next to the person you just know you want to spend the rest of your life with is pretty damn amazing.

yes, there is a chance that isaac and i wont work out but go fuck yourself keep your negativity to yourself you pessimistic whore okay?

fine fine, i'm being bitchy, i know and i'm sorry.

i'm just gonna go ahead and blame the exam period and that isaac just left my house (and it wasnt even 7am then) and its just not that easy being home alone away from the boyfriend for the first time in ages and knowing that i wont sleep snuggled up with him :(

plus i gotta study today and tomorrow and the day after for my microbiology and immunology paper which i think will be a fuckwit and a half, pardon my language.

ugh!!

anyway, saturday was our 11 months and it began with a honest to god, loud huge fat fight that resulted with both of us in tears.

we came that close to breaking up; breaking our hearts and our spirits.

we both have stuff to work on to keep this relationship going but its been pretty smooth sailing overall.

anyway, after that ginormous fight and make up we got dressed and headed out for lunch at wagamama



yummy yummy food and a movie right after

the movie had me hiding behind isaac because i am a little bit of a chicken half the time. come on- a movie about people killing themselves after a chemical reversal in their brain - has got to give you some idea?

just when you think that nothing can be more scary then up pops this that freaks you out because how can you escape yourself?

you are your own death sentence.

there was this one part of the movie- this man turns on the lawnmower and lies right in front of it and want to guess what happens next?

anyway, after the movie, isaac and i headed back to his place where we bummed and eventually looked at some of the bags that anisha and richie brought over from kuzzi.

i didnt end up buying any - should i be proud that i managed to resist?

anyway, after that isaac and i headed to lygon steak house for some yummy medium rare meat on a platter

before coming back to my place to watch some weed.

very irrelevant sidenote- i feel like a smoke.

sigh, its now 8 and i'm lying in bed missing you like crazy.. :(

i love you

xoxo
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hate that i love you

i'm sorry i cant read you better.

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sweet little thing

hey guys,

sorry for the lack up updates but i've been having exams after exams.

meh.

i had cell biology on monday which i thought went like crap and then some..

biochemistry on wednesday which i thought was pretty alright ..

and then techniques in gene and protein technologies today.

and then i headed straight to work so there you go.

i've been studying.

or trying to anyway.

:)

anyway, guys if today's blog post is a little boring and weird and lacking oooooommmph, you know why.

so its been a whirlwind of things going on but mostly things i've forgotten because they've happened ages ago

but anyway, last night was interesting because Henry slammed his thumb in richie's car door and i was trying to get him to get it tied up and bandaged up nicely but it hurt too much to put pressure on.

now it just looks like a mini eggplant.

ugh.

really irrelevant side note: eggplant reminds me of nasu dengaku (eggplant with thick miso sauce) at satsuki =.=

anyway when richie was over he gave me a booklet of this business thing that he's venturing into.

i think the designer is a friend of his or sumthing..

but whatever it is.. i get to get my grubby hands on the bags and stuff



#click to go to kuzzi#

i think some of the designs are pretty cute (like the white one that i am going to buy)

come on! stop being tight asses and tell me.. what kind of girl can resist nice designer bags!?
but whatever it is.. go check the site out and stuff and dont just stare at the catalogue


gimme gimme!

kuzzikuzzikuzzikuzzikuzzikuzzikuzzikuzzi
kuzzikuzzikuzzi
kuzzikuzzikuzzikuzzi
kuzzikuzzikuzzi
kuzzikuzzi

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i miss those times :(

i really miss the times that we'd go over to james' and just make youtube movies.

i miss jls :(



ps. i really hate how my head kept tilting up and then my nose..! MY NOSE!!~

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too young to start planning?

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kung fu panda

the first movie preview i've actually ever been for-


and it was funny as hell (but then again would you expect anything for a jack black movie?)

the cast list kind of impressed (amused?) me.

come on-

angelina jolie, lucy liu, jackie chan, dustin hoffman, david cross, and seth r.

interesting mix.

the movie had me in stitches and pulled enough of my heartstrings without having me in tears.

its not a movie i would buy the dvd for but i reckon its worth the time.

go forth and laugh until you fall off the cinema chairs

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zeke bear

isaac and i were walking back home and i stepped on this something so i pulled back and i yelled at isaac to step back but before i could say "no!"

*squish.. POP!*

he lifts up his foot and the goo was everywhere..

he bloody stepped on a condom and it popped!!

and before you know it..

he's got some one else's cum all over the sole of his foot

bwahhahahaa

yeah, this is a pretty short update but i've got exams so deal with it :)

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mirror mirror on the wall

isaac han, i left you a note on your mirror before i left for work :)

love you..

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puppy love

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a little too late?

this is a little late but good luck for your papers guys :)

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pigs and thongs

haiyah.

i dont want to study :(

all i want to do is sleep and that is what i've been doing the whole of today.

isaac thinks says i'm a like a little piggie.

i think say i'm a not so little fat pig.

i had spam with baked beans and i like it!

random? yeah, i know.

spam is luncheon meat.

i dont understand why people in different countries insist on calling certain things different things.

like thongs !

goddamnit it- the first time i heard my cousin say she was wearing thongs i had a very very grossed out image of

instead of
which was obviously what she meant.

why la?!













does anyone else agree with me that since i started to date isaac i've started to talk/blog/whatever else more asian than normal?!

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snowflakes

i have a sudden obsession with snowflakes.

next thing you know, people will start calling me xiaxue =.=

and no, its not meant to be some kind of iambetterthanher kind of thing.

i avoid the colour pink like the plague

:)

anyway, the thing about snowflakes (apart from the fact that they are just pretty damn gorgeous) is the whole unique thing..

and god knows i really appreciate uniqueness.

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"shit la" - isaac while trying to recall all the structures of amino acids

okay, i'm tired. and annoyed. and stressed out so i'm gonna be bitchy for the next two weeks

some of you will probably be going, "got difference meh?"

and i'll say.. fuck you

anyway, i got my online shopping things all confirmed and found this other blog piercedart which i think is really cool and am getting a customized belly ring made.

yeah, who would have thought that such a thing is actually possible for a belly ring.

on a lighter note, i'm at zeke's house with brain cells popping because stupid biochemistry is driving me insane and a half because of all the stupid amino acid residues that i have to remember.

and i bought a pair of earrings today :)

which were so damn cheap it makes me just wanna bounce up and down like some weird genetic modified psychotic being

its this cute little gunmetal grey pair of snowflakes that i just had to get them.



meh. anyway.. its 2am and i am feeling utterly screwed for my papers.

why cant life be like in the "night's dawn" series?

those in favour of abolishing exams once and for all, please raise your hands.

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fuck you

fuck you.

what? you cant hear me?

fuck you bitch.

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bitch, who me?

pancake parlour :)

the final product.

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in the middle of a revamp

just bear with this pink monstrosity until after the exams when my parents and isaac are away when i have all day to fiddle around with a new look :)

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its not childishness after all.

i know alot of people think we wont last forever.

"always?forever? dont be childish!"

maybe you're the childish ones.

just because you havent experienced it yet (the whole idea of having someone there that you're willing to fight for, love, be with always) doesnt mean that it doesnt exist.

god you knows that zeke and i dont have the best track record.

i believe in him.

i believe in us.

maybe one day this will come and bite me in the ass.

but then until that one day comes..

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hey :)

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gtg.

stop crying goddamnit.

it wouldnt be the end if it didnt work out.

strong people find a way to get better, and you're one of them.

suck it up.

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annoyed as hell.

i think my body is shutting down on me.

dizziness.

exhaustion.

aches everywhere.

how about i just quit uni and go open a ______* shop somewhere.

surprisingly, this * isnt something perverted.

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they only have one more 'made with love' charm

so now i can only choose one or the other :(

L7 L11 (will have diffferent chains)
which do you guys think i should get?

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cuteness

rawr~

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"Passionate kiss like spider's web - soon lead to undoing of fly"

so guys, these are the final peices that i'll be buying from charming pieces :)

L7 (although i am looking at different coloured crystals so that it doesnt clash with the one below) and yes, this is the same as L1 except for the changed toggle.L11 (will have different chain) its so 'my fair lady' I LIKE IT!
so guys, (god, i love the vote thing) thanks for your input on the bracelet :)

this is the reason why women dont get their orgasms as much as men. even in university text books, they imply that its not necessary (okay, maybe i'm reading a little too in between the lines)

okayokay, enough crap for one day, no?

pffft as if!

last night zeke stayed over after a day of 'we gotta try to study' because i had to get my eyes checked and make new glasses.

the appointment was at 9.30am and there was no way in hell i was gonna be able to wake up..

so i thought, you know, zeke would be a handy alarm clock.

pfft.

you know the rest.

we woke up at 5 to 9.30am and ran for the next train (9.33am) and hopped on and ran about box hill trying to locate OPSM.

stupid idiots who kept giving me wrong directions! it took my 15 minutes to locate the store in the end and i missed my appointment.

did you know that there are 6 different spec. shops in boxhill (5 of which are in centro?)

why do you need so many of the same things to confuse people?!

so whatever,

i missed it and made an appointment elsewhere.

got my eyes checked and it turns out that my left eye has no more astigmatism!

hurrah!

so then came the difficult part.

choosing the glasses.

in the end it was a decision between these

this
and this (but in the end this didnt even stand a chance)
or this.
so.. i spent a really long time there trying to decide whether to pay..

• $0 (completely covered by medicare) for some brandless pair..
  

or

• $295 for miu miu glasses ( original price $520)

guess which one i ended up buying?




























on a more serious note,


my condolences to the family and friends of william. :(

i'm sorry..

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