i died a little inside

so after having crying fits for the past few days..

today came.

and there were no tears..

i dont think i've really come to terms that he's gone yet.

i sort of did at work today..

i was serving this table some food and suddenly i started to wonder where i was gonna go after work.

and for a split second i was going to go to zeke (our) 's place

and i was "greeted" with an image of him sitting on the stairs right directly in front of the front door..

and then i realized that he was gone and i died a little more inside

xoxo
you know you love me

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