with three papers next week (tuesday:cognitive psychology, wednesday:pathology, friday:biochemistry) a shopping spree in between and work..
and on friday after work, i'm going to bring isaac out for a movie before going back to his place to snuggle (and then bug him to study the next day)
time's bound to fly with that sort of schedule.
today at work, i got complimented a couple of times for organizing and running the night smoothly.
got heaps of tips too!
(too bad we had to split it 4 ways)
apparently i should be a real estate agent.
because i can smooth talk customers into buying all sorts of food (i guess it does help that the food is good)
sometimes i wonder if i am doing the right choice with what i am doing now.
pathology, psychology, biochemistry.
where will that take me?
a lab somewhere?
i love talking to people, communicating..
i'm good with people!
alot of customers have said that and i think so too.
one time, i had this little kid come in (they're regulars) and the little boy gave me a flower he picked up. (i completely melted) but then his younger sister wanted it so i gave the flower to his little sister.
can you say 'awwwwwhhh'?
how adorable is that?
anyway, i've been thinking of buying myself a nice new camera.
so many things i need to do and they all require money.
money money money!
sometimes, it really annoys me that i dont earn too much.
sigh, you may say that things would get better after the exams but i've got a to do list for after the exams too!
- renew my card
- get my australian passport
- work and earn money so that i can
- travel to perth
- get a new tattoo
- buy a new camera
- get laser eye surgery (maybe next year)
- get my drivers
- get a car (mini cooper? buggy? something cute :p AS IF)
- finish up isaac's christmas present
- gather up the guts to tell my father that i want to move in with isaac next year
one more year and a bit then isaac has to pack up and leave.
i dont know if i will be able to pick up and follow him to the states..
if i cant, i dont know how our relationship would be then.
i cant do long distance relationships!
they suck!
i dont have the patience and i need the physical contact
cal me insecure if you will but so f-ing what?
its hard being away from someone you love.. and you never know when things might end.
you never know being apart might just invite other people into your life in that way.
i know i invited myself into isaac's life.
in my defence, the person he was with was a backstabbing bitch who didn't even love him. yes zeke, i think you were silly, okay, stupid, to get together with her in the first place.
before you think of casting stones, if you see love and life in black and white, you havent been through/know enough.
only when you see things in shades of grey, then cast the first stone.
because hey, life isnt just right and wrong.
and that sort of sucks because everything depends on the situation.
i think it was wrong for zeke and i to start out the way we did.. but i think that it would have happened eventually anyway.
meh.
rant rant.
xoxo
you know you love me
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