Vacation Preview

just a small preview before she comes back from work and uploads the rest..
XD~

Messy~













Sunnies and Bikini, the best combi.. >.<














i like this look.. XD~













Sunny Hairband














the place i din get to go.. D=






















ZikZak Pte Ltd
Bringing you Pleasure; is My Pleasure.. XD~

to go or not to go?

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

ever ever after

Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside we want to believe they still do
And a secret is taught, it's our favourite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it too

Ever ever after
If we just don't get it our own way
Ever ever after
It may only be a wish away

Starting your fashion, wear your heart on your sleeve
Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe
Unafraid, unashamed
There is joy to be claimed in this world
You even might wind up being glad to be you

Ever ever after
Though the world will tell you it's not smart
Ever ever after
[Ever Ever After lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

The world can be yours if you let your heart
Believe in ever after

No wonder your heart feels it's flying
Your head feels it's spinning
Each happy ending's a brand new beginning
Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through

To ever ever after
Forever could even start today
Ever ever after
Maybe it's just one wish away
Your ever ever after
Ever ever ever after

(I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss)

Oh, for ever ever after

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

bound and broken

Boxing day : Wednesday ; 26th December

after not being able to sleep all night i though,"sleep be damned!", took a nice hot shower (as if i wasnt awake enough as i was then), had breakfast and headed out with Yin for our shopping spree.

we were in the city by 9.00am and i've never in my life seen so many people awake in the mornings shopping (being forced to the market with my mother in KL doesnt count) and the best part was all the shops were open at that time :)

i mean, yin and i know that the shops would be open but seeing it actually open at that time was like, whoa..mygod! followed by an OMIGODTHANKYOUGODFORTHISWONDERFULWONDERFULDAY

yin and i headed along Swanston scouting all the shops like eagles who havent had a meal in ages

shopped till about 12 when we got food and headed back to isaac's place which shall now be called my city escape, had some food and slept till about two before going for more shopping.

my arms and legs were aching like a damn bitch and i had to go to work.. and work was so damned busy it was not funny at all. i didnt even get to drink water till half an hour till closing time..

but on the bright side.. i got compliments from customers for being 'the nicest waitress' and for making the best deserts :D

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

happy ever after :)

how many times have we girls dreamt of our happy ever after?
no, i'm not talking about just now when all our dreams have been flawed by reality.

"no, that just doesnt really happen in real life" and all the "dreaming arr?!"s

sometimes, whats really so wrong about dreaming about our mr rights?

and how we really want our fairy tale endings to be?







you guys must really be wondering what triggered this and truth be told, its because i watched enchanted with my siblings this morning

its catchy, fun and i really liked the movie.

what can i say, i'm truly a disney girl at heart :)

anyway, back to the whole happy ever after thing.. most of the time we dont end up following the nice sweet path we've conjoured up in our heads but eventually, we'll still find our happy ever after.

anyway,i'm gonna backtrack a little alot..

candid shot taken loooooonnnnnggg ago

buffy trying to act innocent

random shot taken by zik close to 2 months ago..

buffy han

when zik came over when i was still asleep..

some tuesday in november when i hung out with roycelic

buffy XD

when my and cn hung out at pancake parlour :)

=)

when i hung out with foo l
he just wont smile properly for any picture

anyway, with more recent events..

yesterday was crazy shopping i swear.

i didnt end up going to sleep but somehow yin and i wound up in the city at 9am and started our little tiny little shopping spree


disclaimer :

You accept all risks and responsibility for losses, damages, costs and other consequences resulting directly or indirectly from reading this site and looking at camwhorish photos.

anyway.. here come my purchases :)

ugh.. my eyes are becoming cross eyed.. so the real update of what happened will come on later.

ps. i got your love letters :)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

the bargain hunter

shopping today was utterly productive and not damaging to my already gnawed through wallet (buffy's work).

i bought

• two pairs of hoop ear rings : original price - $10. price paid $4.50 (together)
  
• a 'rollin stones' shirt : original price - $20. price paid $10
• black mini skirt : original price - $20. price paid $ 6.95
• two shorts : original price - $20 each. price paid $10
• shirt : original price $20. price paid $10.
• a ring : original price $10, price paid $3
  

ladies and gentlemen, i managed to save.. drumroll and applause please.. !!

i am such a sad little cheapskate, i swear..

there was one thing that i really regret not buying now..

that pretty bra from COB !!!

ugh ugh ugh..! think that if i prayed really hard it'll still be there tomorrow?

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

two weeks..

ugh, i cant sleep and feel like a 100 tonne truck hit me, reversed on me only to hit me again.

i guess i kinda asked for it; being sick, i mean.

i dont take care of myself (isaac scolds me about it all the time..) but i dont do it intentionally per say.. i guess maybe i've been doing the whole dont sleep proper hours, dont eat proper meals kind of thing since i was 13 and these bad habits have pretty much been embedded in me.

since i've been lying on my bed for the past 5 hours and havent been able to sleep i'll try to blog my stupid stomach aches, headaches, whatever aches away.

Christmas started out with present opening with the family under the tree.. thank you to all the gorgeous people who have given me presents or wished me or whatever not.. thank you.

i went back to bed and slept till it was about 4 in the afternoon because i already felt myself getting worse (i was sick for about 2 days before that.. not sick sick but the 'i can feel myself coming down with something' kind of sick with all the tatter tale nausea and exhaustion) it so sounds like i am pregnant.. i am NOT.

ngeh. woke up because of the doorbell.. the nightmare relatives made their debu.

thank god wendy, queenie and flo were there to keep me sane from the nightmare relatives that we share.

before we get into the whole 'dont call your relatives nightmare lecture' i have my reasons and they include that nightmare family backstabbing my family and sending anonymous emails to the rest of the family about rubbish and fucked up shit about my family.

anyway, we hung about and played wii for a bit before heading out for some bbq :)

the bug must really be hitting me (but now when i think about it, it sounds like i have low blood sugar..) and i couldnt really take much food in.. who the hell gets full from two bbq chicken wings!? i think my body is psychotic..

oh god, i really hope its not low blood sugar like that time i fell so sick that i passed out every hour and wasnt able to eat and had to go to the doctor every few days..

anyway, bummed with the cousins.. played soccer with the sportier cousins until my shin turned bright red.. that is how long i havent played soccer foo!!

came back to play wii, and let me just say for someone who's utter rubbish at wii games.. i kicked ass at wii boxing. :)

i reckong the wii boxing was the funnest part of the night with everyone yelling and screaming'punch it' 'imagine its _insert name of other half here_ and all that.

sorry, no pictures, i just havent been bothered to bring my camera out and stuff recently but i promise that i will whip out my camera alot when i get down to singapore and kl and stuff like that.

if anyone wants me to get them anything, please let me know asap because i dont want to do last minute shopping and shit like that for you. if you want something, please email me at serendipity_219@hotmail.com with the details and whatever not and i'll tell you if i can do it for you :)

..one week and 6 days till i leave melbourne..

..two weeks till i'm in his arms again..

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

ooh oohh~

boxing day sales!!

need i say more?

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

sugar~

MJ got laser eye surgery O_o

omigod omigod omigod. it is not fair..!!

i wanna get my eye done too!!

i'm gonna be really bimboic and say..

i wanna get hair extentions, eye surgery so that i can have double eyelids (and not just double eyelids that are so deep that they dont even look like they're double eyelids), laser eye surgery, breast implants, nose job, brain enhancement, personality replacement..

.. and now i'm just so full of bullshit.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

MERRY CHRISTMASSS

MERRY CHRISTMAS

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Christmas Eve

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!!

anyway, the day was spent last minute shopping with Yin at Boxhill for presents for Dad, Mum and Jun.

you know how they say that Christmas is the time of Love and Compassion..

so i thought that i would make a thank you, i really do appreciate you, i love you list

yin for being the little annoying bitch who just used my bed sheets. thanks for always being there when i first _fill in the blanks_, for being there when i cry, laugh and need to shop for lingerie; especially lingerie because no one else would be as sporting as you are.. =)

zaneta for being the person i can always turn to..

.. who's MIA.

i havent forgotten you so please please please let me know you're alive somewhere.. i miss you zanie :(

isaac for always being there through tears and laughter, when things get tough and unbearable, for spoiling me, loving me, being that someone that i can rely on no matter what it may be, for making me believe..

i love you..

see ann for being my bitch, someone i can really talk to and sing with and can share whatever with.

there are alot of other people i'd love to mention but i'm lazy :p so all you other guys out there, james, kalus, ashley, jess, andrew, jonathan, john, mj, fly.. you guys are the best and i might not always show it.. but i heart you guys heaps.

MERRY CHRISTMAS BITCHES :)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

My Hunny Bunny

hullo, its me again.. >.<















ZikZak Pte Ltd
Bringing you Pleasure, is My Pleasure.. XD

omigod omigod omigodddd

i was up awake all night tossing and turning and i had no idea why.

thank god zik choose then to message me [ ^_^ ] telling me that he just woke up (at 5am?!) to cook himself something (crazy right?!)

after his little meal we talked till the sun rose (in melbourne anyway..)

i slept like a damn log until i was heartlessly yelled out of bed by both parents (i dont like it when they work together..)

and the family headed out for some dim sum in the city before splitting up to do shopping.

ten points to whoever guesses what i bought today :)

i think yin got annoyed with me that we went into the same lingerie shop THREE TIMES.

sorry babes..






anyway, i'd post pictures up but zik's the only one who's allowed to see me in them

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

two weeks and three days

happy birthday jolvin lee!

thanks for all those silly things we used to get up to,

for staying up all night with me the day before i left for melbourne for the first time,

for being the "cause" of my first fight with zaneta,

for being that little naggy voice at the back of my head when i was younger.

you know i hate you.

happy foreverth birthday :)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

the little girl with a purple fluffly jacket

while on the train to meet tian this morning, a little girl a couple of seats away pointed at me and said, "mummy, who's that pretty lady over there?"

and my heart just melted into a little puddle..

.. maybe kids are okay after all.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

that can be buffy's bunny-toy

the day started out with me hitting the snooze button one too many times which obviously resulted in me being late to meet tian.

ugh.

i'm such a fucktard sometimes. -_-"

i woke up at 10 when i was suppose to meet her at 10.

bodoh sial.

anyway, ended up meeting her at 11ish at MB when she presented me with a present.

christina aguilera's perfume that i have been coveting!!
(zik, "see, christmas isnt so bad..!")

thank you tian, you're awesome! (and i was a dick and a half who showed up late to our meeting with NO present..)

ugh!.

anyway, she headed off to work and i did some window shopping.. Jay Jay's had really really cute shirts.. i really like the rolling stones' one :) but i didnt get it because it was a mere twenty dollars and i was too cheapskate to buy it.

so i firmly placed my hands in my pockets and semi closed my eyes all the way to Zk's place.

only to regret not buying the stupid shirt.

dont you just hate that when it happens?

anyway, fell asleep for a short while and then headed back out to go and buy that damned shirt. but uhoh..!

disaster strikes!

i couldnt find the shirt in melb. central's Jay Jays :( and i pouted and went about shopping and managed to get TWO shirts for $10. XD

but guess what.. that stupid shirt's still (kinda) in my head.

the solution?

go and buy as many lingerie as i can and i have a three figured allowance for myself for that =)

funny how i wont let myself buy a stupid $20 shirt but will let myself go lingerie shopping for things waaay more expensive.

stupidness.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

just like we were meant to be

today, i was greeted by stephen..

we all know stephen! that guy with the longish hair who has the sass to lecture me about not having a goddamn hair straightener that costs more than $100.

bastard.

but today, i was greeted by this








that motherfucker cut, dyed and PERMED his hair.

oh praise jeebus.

after work, mum decided to show me this.
yes, PEACHES..

..from my garden!

ahh.. i love being in melbourne :)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

its not about being fat,,

..but being fatter than ppl in my race..




i've been going through the whole omigodomigodiamsooooooooooofat recently and i have decided to be a little tyra banks-ish.

..with a whole lot of support from zik.. thanks baby..

i dont wear xxxxxxxxs or the size kosongs or whatever the hell all the skinny asian girls wear or however little they weigh.

i'm a size 8 or 10 (pity they dont have size 9s) and i have breasts, ass and thighs. but then of course there are those skinny bitches who have breasts anyway


and if you think i'm fat you can go kiss my (fat) ass.

..took me long enough.. but hey, its not easy.

it kinda scares me to be surrounded by skinny people in asia and having to get a (gasp) M or *double gasp* L or (horrors of horrors!) NO SIZE

but whatever. i gotta stop trying to compare myself with every fucking one and be content with myself.

why agonize longer?

its like i'm trying to push myself back into anorexia.. bulimia..






i gotta remind myself to love the curves because lingerie looks so much better filled up (and we all know how much i love lingerie)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

happy five months :)

whoa..

okay, this might not seem like much to most people (pfft, five months? i've had manicures last longer than that!) but its heaps for me.

zik, the past few months has been amazing and i love you more than ever..

happy five months <3

FIRST MONTH

SOMETIME DURING THE SECOND

SOMETIME CLOSER TO THE THIRD

I HAVE MORE I SWEAR BUT JUST NOT IN THIS COMPUTER :)

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xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

i stick cigarette butts in my heart

sometimes, things that shouldnt hurt me hurts anyway.

but isnt that always the case with us?

we live life as best we can.. and then bam something comes along, something creeps up on us, catches up and we're left aching, hurting.

wouldnt things be so much easier if we had something, someone, anything to blame.

so much harder when we know, no one is at fault and yet, we still feel the way we do..

so we take it upon ourselves and blame us.

and suddenly, we're the guilty ones.

and we ache even more.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]