like the good little christian girl..

i went to church this morning.

FGA

for all the noobs out there..

it stands for full gospel assembly.

its also the church i used to go to when i was younger.. also the church behind my old primary and secondary school.

those were the days that i believed blindly.

not questioning.

naive.

this morning zeke and i went to FGA.

i wasnt moved by the messages.

but i felt like i could relate.

i wasnt touched by the songs.

but i felt a calm familiarity.

the one thing i really couldnt stand was how pushy they were.

it made me so uncomfortable that even when i said i felt a little overwhelmed (in a not very good way) this one woman kept pushing this youth group thing on me.

i dont want to be pushed back into a religion..

meh.

on the other hand..

richie, sha, mum, zeke and i went over to this market place which was awesome!

it was kinda like a malaysian pasar malam (dollar to a dollar) and although not quite as extensive, it was fun.

i bought a new jacket- its white and has gold patterns all over it! (richie thinks it looks a little gettho)

and a little hot pink (i know thats not hot pink but its the only pink colour on the blogspot thing) mock (mobile sock) which has a shimmery silver (but black outlined) playboy bunny on it.

and we had pink cotton candy there too - yes, i was one happy girl.

i think i'm getting pinkified.

jesus h. christ.

what the hell is going on?

xoxo
you know you love me

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