begging for someone to take over *edited*

some people push blame.
responsibilities.
shame.
disregard bloody ties.
its easier to not think.
believe. trust. love.
dont see, dont know.
its never easy to mend ongoing distructions.
we self destruct.
the ongoing lies.
the things my father tells me,
the things other people tell me he's said.
liar liar.
dont expect us to be respectful
when all you do is lie.
everyday of my life.