Unfold.

you guys can laugh at me but this song really relates to me.. or rather, i related to it.

i wrote a (now hidden) blog post about some things that i might have spoken about in the past about my, well, past.

and how i felt about them now.. and how the effected me. not like any of the other ones that i might have written in the blogs.. a real insight one.

but anyway, i 'found' this song, by marie digby.

its not new and i have heard it before but for some reason, i decided to download it today (not really remembering i know it) and realized that it was that song that moved me to open up..

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What I can remember
is alot like water
trickling down a page
of the most beautiful colors
I can't quite put my
finger down on the moment
that I became like ... this

you see, I'm the bravest girl
you will ever come to meet
and yet I shrink down to nothing
at the thought of someone
really seeing me
I think my heart is wrapped around
and tangled up in winding weeds

but I don't wanna go on living
being so afraid of showing
someone else my
imperfections
even though my feet are trembling
and every word I say comes stumbling
i will bare it all
watch me unfold
unfold

These hands that I hold
behind my back are
bound and broken by my own doing
and I can't feel
anything, anymore
I need a touch to remind me
I'm still real..

my soul
It's dying to be free
I can't live the rest of my life
so guarded
it's up to me to choose..
what kind of life I lead.

cause I don't wanna go on living
being so afraid of showing
someone else my
imperfections
even though my feet are trembling
and every word I say comes stumbling
I will bare it all
watch me unfold
unfold

I will allow someone to love me
I will allow someone to love me

love me, love me

xoxo
you know you love me

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