happy fucking day.

woke up feeling depressed..

i dont know..

guilty maybe..

yin's birthday party is tonight and i'm working.

yin's birthday is tomorrow.. and i'm working again.

then there are those imissmyboyfriend pangs that grips and strangles my heart.

i know you guys are probably laughing at me now.

'who is this idiot who cries herself to sleep at night because her boyfriend is gone'

i wish i knew how to stop.

'but you could always just keep yourself busy, it'll be a distraction'

trust me, it doesnt work.

its like what happened yesterday.

i left the house and headed into the city to meet see ann.

we had brunch at pancake parlour and then headed over to james'.

hung out with james and his family + stephen when they went for lunch.. at about 3ish.. cn, stephen and i went shopping around the city with the limited time we had left before we all head off to work.

i worked till 10.. got home at about 11.45ish because of stupid train delays.

with the waiting times aside..

i still had the pangs while shopping and while i was at work..

ugh.. i dont wanna stay home..

xoxo
you know you love me

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