how it feels to be the last one.

Yin :

rule number one : do not talk to strangers
rule number two : do not have sex with strangers

(just in case apparently)

i have no comment.. at all.

Cheryl and Patrick came over for dinner and Yin and Jun played the violin and piano and i had to sing.

*

reality is harsh

.. so tired. so drained. so..

i guess two hours of sleep didnt help much.

i officially have eyebags and look like a hag.

PLUS i have been putting on weight (i just KNOW it; dont ask me how)

and in my delusional mind, i wish that 'the chub' would cruise its way to Butt Avenue or Breast Boulevard but they usually love to take up residence upon Thigh Lane or Stomach Street.

i am gonna end up fat, ugly and most probably alone =(

i found a picture of me when i was fatter.. and i hated what i saw.

double chin, round face, bad hair.. (trust me, this one is no where close to the one i posted earlier in the month which you cant access now [haha!])

i shudder.. and although i know i should keep those pictures, i deleted all, but one.

just to remind me, no matter what, never go back there..

.. no matter what.

xoxo
you know you love me

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