stab my heart

it shouldnt..

..but it does.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

crossroads

i always wondered what it would be like when we leave high school, go overseas to study and then come back for a reunion.

i guess i've already done that.

leave high school and come here to study.

the thing is..

i dont really even know where i plan to head with this blog post but i guess i just need to do a little bit of random sharing, you know?

i know i've changed heaps from since i left.

i drink more, thats for sure, i party more, am more outspoken and deff am much fatter :p

but thats not the point..

in a couple of years, it'll come to that point again.

we'll all be graduating and some of us would be going back to wherever to work and stuff where else i'm gonna stay here.

whats gonna happen then?

we might not change character wise as much anymore but ..

what is gonna happen then?

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

one of these days.

i miss zaneta :(

xoxo
you know you love me

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bust dunny.

M, if this offends you.. tag the board and i'll remove it :)



-

caution

will make girls swoon

well, it made me anyway

*click*

xoxo
you know you love me

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because i said so.

so guys, i havent been updating and yes, that last blog post was a quote from 'because i said so'

*imagine screen shot here. for some reason, its not letting me take a picture of the movie*

well, i modified it a little to give it a little.. i dont even know why i put it that way but it wouldnt have been that ohmygod if i had said,'her mother..'

anyway,

i thought it was pretty damn hillarious because, come on, Diane Keaton must have been the mother from hell (with good intentions, of course)

it just makes me think.. i'd probably end up being that protective over my daughter (if i have one,) in the future.

i wouldnt want her to date boys like the boys that i have dated and have some of the experiences i had.

sometimes, well, most of the time, i get really annoyed and frustrated with my mother but she's an all around cool mum.

she's driven my DOGS to school when picking me up when i was younger just to surprise me, organized a surprise birthday for me when i was 12, stole sushi with me, brought me to a sex shop when i turned 16, and lets not forget letting isaac stay over that one time even if she did know i lied about there being no other trains around.

meh.

dont make me say it.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

sometimes..

.. my mother is such a tight ass i wonder if she got it vacuum sealed.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

say it with me..

lynn is utter rubbish at origami

xoxo
you know you love me

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Unfold.

you guys can laugh at me but this song really relates to me.. or rather, i related to it.

i wrote a (now hidden) blog post about some things that i might have spoken about in the past about my, well, past.

and how i felt about them now.. and how the effected me. not like any of the other ones that i might have written in the blogs.. a real insight one.

but anyway, i 'found' this song, by marie digby.

its not new and i have heard it before but for some reason, i decided to download it today (not really remembering i know it) and realized that it was that song that moved me to open up..

-

What I can remember
is alot like water
trickling down a page
of the most beautiful colors
I can't quite put my
finger down on the moment
that I became like ... this

you see, I'm the bravest girl
you will ever come to meet
and yet I shrink down to nothing
at the thought of someone
really seeing me
I think my heart is wrapped around
and tangled up in winding weeds

but I don't wanna go on living
being so afraid of showing
someone else my
imperfections
even though my feet are trembling
and every word I say comes stumbling
i will bare it all
watch me unfold
unfold

These hands that I hold
behind my back are
bound and broken by my own doing
and I can't feel
anything, anymore
I need a touch to remind me
I'm still real..

my soul
It's dying to be free
I can't live the rest of my life
so guarded
it's up to me to choose..
what kind of life I lead.

cause I don't wanna go on living
being so afraid of showing
someone else my
imperfections
even though my feet are trembling
and every word I say comes stumbling
I will bare it all
watch me unfold
unfold

I will allow someone to love me
I will allow someone to love me

love me, love me

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

thats the sound of echoes.

so..

the last day of uni came and went.

hip hip horrah.

yeah right.

research participation - $25 for an hour and a bit of answering stupid questions.

lunch with Elle, Cn, Ash, Mel.

work - pay is getting fuckier and fuckier. $42 for 5 hours.

sometimes i dont even know why i work.

$8 an hour to waitress.

we all know thats shitty pay.

and its a damn friday night..

...work killed my non existant social life.

its times like these that i just feel like i just want to throw the god damn singapore airlines air-stewardess' uniform back at those mother fuckers.

fuck.

at least my other job pays better $11+..

and i'm working tomorrow.

but i just feel like curling under my blanket with buffy.

teddy'll just have to do.

-

the thing with love is that when we let all these little things build up, they culminate and suddenly, black is white, right is wrong and your entire world is topsy turvy, ass over tits and lunatics have taken over the asylum.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

dumb ass day 2

i didnt cap my god damn fucker of a bottle ... again!

god damnit!

uuuugggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!

*raawwwrrrrrr*

so, for the second day in a row, i got my really, really, really old and overused Country Road bag wet.

sigh.

i went over to UC with the Buffster and took a nap with Zik.

for some reason, we've just been so tired lately and its not because we've been bopping..

..much.

anyway, nap turned into deep slumber.

food while we watched 'Big Bang Theory' and ended up being late for Aus Flora & Fauna/Philosophy that we just decided to fuck it.

Went for our Psych Tutorial and our Psych lecture tho before he sent me to the train station at Melbourne Central and we headed our separate ways.

and now.. i'mtrying to bully isaac into studying because i think its time that we stopped writing 'Slacker 101 : how to be a slacker in 1000 ways or more!'

wish me luck people :)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

bad luck day

i woke up this morning with a little help from Isaac for my 9.00am Australian Flora And Fauna Tutorial class.

yes, its the first time i actually went for my own tutorial instead of some other random person's class but anyway..

I did my customary 'rush, rush, RUSH' out of the house onto the train.

i always get to the train station just as my train pulls into the platform.

call it good timing and today was no different except that i didnt cap my bottle cover properly and my bloody bag got flooded

mother fucking chibai

cut me some slack!

if it werent for the two really sweet year 8 girls from Camberwell i might have had a minor frustration attack there.

i got to uni, a little frustrated but managed to not stab people with daggers from my eyes.

class class class class one right after the other until 1pm-ish..

when Zik and i were walking over to Union House for lunch Zik turns to me and asks if i capped his bottle back..

oh.sweet.mother.of.god.

FUCK

guys, lynn can be a real dumbass and when she is a dumbass (which is pretty much ALL the time) she fucks up like a goth wears bright pink neon pants.

-

dad flew off for kl today.

sometimes its like i dont even have a father around anymore.

even when he's here we dont talk.

meh.

as james always says..

we gotta make lemonade out of lemons =)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

purging my anger.

List 5 things that you want to say to people but never will.

*Don't say who they are.
*DON'T EVER DISCUSS IT AGAIN.

1. after you deliberately kissed the boy i liked, i never trusted you again. your new found 'holy holy' act is bullshit to me and i still hate you for it. not out of jealousy but because you'd give up our friendship for him.
2. you bastards. lying, cheating scumbags. i still carry the scars you idiot boys left me. all four of you. rot in fucking hell. i hope you get herpes or chlamydia.
   
3. when i found out you were playing me, i played you right back.
4. you really have to get over it. i know you're trying.. its not good enough. i think its time i had one relationship that didnt have shit in it. put your crap where it belongs.
5. i never talked to you after 2004 because you stole your best friend's boyfriend. dont you know when to stop? i dont give a fuck that you've liked him for god knows how long. the fact that you could do it to a friend makes me not wanna be urs.
   

its time i let them go..

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

prima -buffy- dona

guys, i think i saw just about everything a few days ago..

see, i never liked prima donaa-ish people.

i mean, come on!

you CAN do those kinda things by your self.

anyway, those kinda behaviour, from anyone can make me scream and aim towards them with my nails outstretched.

dont get me wrong, there is a huge difference between being spoilt and taking things too far.

those chicks from 'my super sweet 16' are deff bitches.

anyway, where was i?

right..

sometime in the weekend or the weekend before i came back into my room after a nice long shower and i came across this.



'awhhhhh, so cute' you all might say.

i say, 'stupid smart ass bunny'

'why' you all might ask..

i'll tell you why. because i could literally hear her say,


bitch. i want to get a tan but the sun doesnt hit me quite right when i am on my bed.

and just as soon as i thought that, as if to rub things in a little she decided to do a major stretch..

..only to flop onto her side when she was done to continue tanning.
however, the second i brought my camera closer, she picked her head up and 'glared' at me.

think that i've been spoiling her a little too much?

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

kiss me here.. and here.. and here.. actually.. dont stop kissing me at all.

james tan! you genius who hairline fractured your arm skateboarding.

you better take care of urself, kay fool?

-

memorial shrine. that was the place that zik and i went to.

anyway, as promised, pictures.

thank you henry for the camera :)

this was taken on the way back from botanical..

"tanning"

us.

kissing me there.

.. keep going..

rawrrrrr! why did you stop?!

*puppy eyes* but i need a break.. :(

not a chance! keep kissing..!

sigh, i have waaaay too much free time.

i love you.

me.

vain bitch.

look at our nose hairs!!

err.. zik? i'm not 5.. peekaboo doesnt work on me anymore :p

mine..

all smiles

oooooooooooooo...

kiss me not LICK me you fool ;)

=)

??

grrrrr!

his.

messing with my camera

lying on stinky feet :p

who's the right way up?

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

the little bitch

the exams draw closer and i get more... slack?!

something is NOT right

but then again, nothing about me is ever 'right'

headed over for this 'interview' for this other waitressing job at some jap restaurant and i got the job.

sigh.

maybe if i dont make it out of uni or anything i can always just waitress my life away

to mother fucking hell i will!

okay lynn, get that fat ass off this computer chair right now and plonk your fat blubbery ass onto the study chair (waaiiitttaminute.. arent they the SAME chair?) and start studying the fat off that butt!

meh.

anyway, guys, i know this blog does not have a no children under the age of 18 are allowed to view this blog sign (even though we all know that sometimes i really blog shit and swear waay too much) so just bear with me for this next little bit.

you know the fat ass whitehead pimples that we normally grow on our faces?


and then you know those HUGE ASS ones that we sometimes get at random very painful other places?

guess what?

i grew one of those horrendously painful ones..

on. my. ass.

okay okay, not on the butt cheeks but at the side. you know where the seams of the panties normally are?

there.

so of course its even more utterly bitchily painful because my panty/gstring/whatever keeps chaffing at it.

so i did the only one reasonable thing to me anyway..

squeeze that mother fucking bitch out of its little cave which is MY skin.

and people, its still a bitch.

except now its bleedy and looks like i have an invisible needle stuck onto the side of my hip.

that bitch left a hole!

as if the whole getting that fucker out of my skin wasnt painful enough (she deff put up a fight) she now has to leave behind this big ass 'little' ouchie :(

so now, wearing panties hurt due to the constant rubbing.

i'd go commando if only it wasnt the season of the crimson tide.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

good luck bubble gum

sunday was our three months and i couldnt be happier :)

the day started with us meeting up in UC and then going over for a house inspection with Jeff and Henry.



i love the house, i swear!

its so beautiful and isaac's really into getting it :)

anyway, after drooling over the beautiful place (William joined us halfway), Jeff headed back to uc and we walked to lygon for a bit where we abandoned Will and Henry for the botanical gardens.


We spent a while at this thing for World War 1. and i was pretty nice. i forgot what it was called but i promise i'll check it out and tell you guys later on


but after that, we spent a little time at the gardens just lying in the sun and camwhoring (using Henry's camera which he left at in my bag) before heading over to UC for a bit ..





.. then headed out for Resident Evil

watched the fire show outside crown together before heading home.

zik, thank you for the awesome day =)

pictures up when we finally get Henry's camera back to him and steal the pictures from him :p

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

i died 4 years ago.

zik scares me and this has got to be the stupidest reply.. ever.

"oh my gooooddddd... i swear, you just cut five years off my life so that means if i were supposed to live to 20 i'd only live up to 15....

oh shit.

.. that would have been a few years ago"

*zik laughs till he cries*

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

make me hot all over my body

when was the last time i blogged?

like really blogged and not just post random pictures up?

so i've been working a little getting paid a measly $10 per hour waitressing (the tips arent bad, i can take home $10-15 per night but..) to save up rather slowly and painfully for that Singapore trip that i wanna take at the beginning of next year.

yes people, i'm saving up to go down to that country that idiots know about but dont know about malaysia even when malaysia is so much fucking bigger than that measly grain of sand of an island

a thousand and one questions are racing through my head.

what if i dont earn enough?!

i've spent a little too much this month.. about $270ish when i could have saved that money up.

guilty of spending what i could have saved.

i'd take the money that i have out of my savings account but i'm not allowed to touch it yet.

yes, yes, you're probably screaming that i'm 19 and should have the power to just withdraw my savings from since i was young.

but here's the thing, i'm sort of glad i cant.

because, lets face it, i'd spend it all on 'rainy days'.

but anyway, i've been working for approx 3 weeks. maybe for about 5 shifts so i should have $250 but i only have saved half of what i earned.

yes zik, i'm not doing the whole 'going about in circles' thing, again

but anyway, i think its nice to work, even if it is part time, to earn money for something that i wanna do.

now i'm just paranoid about his friends not liking me and stuff like that because i am, lets face it, pretty damned open minded.

what kinda asian girls talk about sex to boys as if she were merely talking about the weather?

(probably one who used to hang more with the boys and then gets thrown to a very sex-deprived,over-educated but highly under-sexed all girls school in melbourne.. but thats not the point. the point is..)

what if i head down to Singapore only to *gasp* be on his parents bad side? what if i say something too open minded to his friends?

ngeargh.

am i worrying too god damn much?

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

i'm undefined.

i've become extremely lazy and havent been updating..

its like i've lost all inspiration or something..

and besides..

its not as if anything THAT interesting has happened anyway.

it just feels like recently, its the time that all the things that has been bothering me has the opportunity to present itself..

and fucking hell they hurt like a bitch.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

stuck between my fantasy and what is real

people,

i have a mean, naughty, very hungry shark in my room.


i mean, most of the time, he behaves (yes, its a 'he') but at times..

..he can get a little bit too hungry.



and trust me (probably would be better coming from james), one would be desperate to bite buffy's ass when buffy's a mean poop-a-nator!

**

we all know that sexual hang ups can get us down sometimes..

..but can we really understand it if it comes from a bunny?!

***

i think its time for buffy to 'come out' and make her debu :p


xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

buffy finds weird things amusing.. as do i :)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

tonight

1. What is in the back of your mind right now?
"i shouldnt skip class.. i shouldnt skip class.. ah fuck!"

2. When was the last time you threw up?
in front of ash's room when i drank too much

3. What's your favorite curse word?
fuck / damnit

4. Name one person who made you smile this morning?
Isaac

5. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
*snorreeeeeee*

6. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
i was here superpoking random people on facebook because i do not have a life.

7. If you could marry any celebrity ever who would it be?
celebrities are grossly overpaid annoying idiots.

8. Have you ever been to a strip club?
zik... do you wanna go to a strip club with me?

9. What is the last thing you said aloud?
good night.. i love you..

10. What is the best ice cream flavor?
old fashion butter peacan - BR or cookies and cream... ah, who am i kidding? COOKIES AND CREAM is the utter sex!

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
bubble cup : mango ice blended with mango jelly

12. What are you wearing right now?
black shorts, green halter, green bra, black lace trimmed underwear, black cardigan and black thong.

13. Last food you ate?
some rice and chicken thing my mom made

14. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
yes.. two shorts, two belts.

15. When is the last time you ran?
i dont like to run..

16. What's the last sporting event you watched?
i hate watching sports.

17. Last movie you saw?
'The Kingdom' which gave me an utter headache

18. Last person who you sent a message to on myspace?
i dont use myspace.

19. Ever gone camping?
yeap. Genting. yes, genting. we slept in stupid tents in the middle of the mountain on a mat and were greeted my lizards, bugs of all sorts everytime we woke up/entered the tent.

20. Were you ever an honor roll student in school?
*snort* riiight

21. Do you like sushi?
yummy yummy..!

24. Do you drink your soda from a straw?
if there's a straw.. i would but i'm not fussy

25. What did your last outgoing text say?
to isaac : 'i just got off the tram stop.. i'll catch you in the comp room.. i love you..cant wait to kiss you"

26. Are you someone's best friend?
yea :)

28. Where is your mom right now?
i dont knowwwwww

30. What color is your watch?
i dont wear watches.. i need one :(

31. What do you think of when you think of Australia?
home.

32. Ever ridden on a roller coaster?
yessss!! i looooooveeeeeee them (but only if they're a certain variety)

33. What is your birthstone?
saphire. i like the blue or pink ones :)

34. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
go in fast food more often than drive throughs..

35. What is your favorite number?
7.21.

36. Do you have a dog?
yes..goldie who'll never come to aussie and little max isnt in australia yet..

37. Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
laziness

38. Last phone call?
mum

39. Are you allergic to anything?
nothing really. prawns make me itchy tho

41. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
sport shoes that i got 4 years ago. sketchers. i wear them everyday. well.. almost.

42. What is one thing you've learned about life recently?
sometimes we just cant let things that are out of our hands effect us so much

43. Are you jealous of anyone?
no.. i'm happy with life.. satisfied..

44. Is anyone jealous of you?
you tell me.

45. Do you own an iPod?
yes. ipod - the original one (now belongs to my brother), shuffle (original one) now belings to my sister and i have the ipod video. dad has the itouch.

its not my fault that my father is obsessed

46. Do any of your friends have children?
yes..

47. Do you like anyone right now?
one person.. and i love him

48. What color are your eyes?
brown

49. Have you ever been to Six Flags?
no..

50. How did you get one of your scars?
i have a big scar on my right arm when i shattered a bone in my elbow. they had to operate to fix it (with the help of some screws and metal plates).

51. Do you enjoy your personality?
its okayyy. what kinda question is this?

52. Are sunsets romantic?
very much so..

53. Is your school ghetto?
its a uni and i;d like to think that we just have variety.

54. How's the weather?
its warm but windy. cold wind.

55. Are you easily offended?
not really.. sometimes.. rarely

56. Where's your favorite vacation spot?
sipadan. florida.

57. What is the best place to get a tattoo?
i dont really know.. there are a couple of places around kl that are good

58. Have you ever accidentally thought someone was a guy, but they were a girl? Or vice versa?
fuck yea!

59. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
depends on the weather and ice cream

60. Who's the weirdest person you've ever met?
me.. but i cant meet myself :p

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

i know this much is true

hey guys!

okay,life has been a little bit of an uber bitch lately being that my father killed the internet in the house so here i am blogging from uni (when i should be doing the assignment that'll be due this friday)

anywayyy...

it seems like i have to update in bulk nowadays seeing that i am becoming a lazy piece of ass.

come to think of it.. i dont know why i've been lacking that little extra initiative to blog.

maybe after four years, its starting to seem... blah.

so here you go,people; if lynn's committed to something for more than two months.. its gonna get blah after four years.

meh.

anyway, starting from saturday the 6th..

we did kinda take our time to make it in such a way that zik 'had' to stay over.

god forbid, we actually slept and STAYED in our own rooms. he in my brother's room and me in mine.

see, i can actually be good and behave myself.

okay, okay, i snuck in his room for 5 mins in the middle of the night but i swear, that was it.

what can anyone do in five mins anyway?

Sunday the 7th :

he followed me to work and after work, we spent an hour and a half walking to the 'closest' train station.

motherfucking hell!

i swear, why dont busses work a little more often. ONE bus every TWO friggin hours isnt exactly .. who'd be sane enough to do shit like that?!

anyway, my assignment is screaming 'do me! do me!' and i swear, this could be one of the only times i'd ever turn down a 'do me' session.

why cant 'australian flora and fauna' be asexual?

-

sometimes things like that make me jealous..

i know i dont get jealous jealous the way other girls might..

i hate it because it just makes me feel so utterly stupid and protective and so..

how would you feel if you werent doing anything wrong but because of jealousy from the other party, you've gotta restrict yourself a little?

i am so over reacting.

-

It's October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year's come and gone
And nothing's changed at all
Wasn't I supposed to be someone
Who can face the things that I've been running from...

Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I...
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived, just a little...

I've become much too good at being invincible
I'm an expert at play it safe, and keep it cool
But I swear this isn't who I'm meant to be
I refuse to let my life roll all over me...

Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I...
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived, just a little...

I wanna be somebody
I, I wanna be somebody
I wanna be somebody
I, I wanna be somebody who can face the things that I've been running from

Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived...

It's October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year's come and gone
And nothing's changed at all

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

i love u

bleagh.

the exams are coming and i am still not studying.

if anything, i have become a slack piece of ass that just stays in bed all day.

mother fucker.

i just, with isaac's help, managed to plan my subjects for the next two years.

oh course, that would include me having to decide what major i'd wanna do.

and tsk tsk.

you guys should know my poor little indecisive mind better than that!

i can just see you guys looking at this page in desperation thinking to your poor little selves:

"first this sad excuse of a girl decides to stop blogging only to resume?! what. the. fuck. cant this stupid moronic idiot girl make up her god damn idiotic mind?! and lets see how long she's gonna stick to that major that she has 'decided on' "

meh.

i'd update you guys on what's been going on in my life but then i dont even remember half the things that has been going on since uni started again.

but i'll try anyway.

just try to bear with the lack of pretty pictures =)

-

i dont know about you, but i've been having little emotional bursts (can i blame the weather?)

i could find something or another to blame the bad mood on but anyway.. last Monday i was uber emotional to Isaac about this certain issue that just loves to loom over me and gloom my day.

like the ugly grey cloud that it is.. it made it its business to ruin my life and make me feel like an ugly piece of crap that even flies reject (too smelly/dirty perhaps?)

but yes, i did talk things through with Isaac (..you gotta stop blaming yourself for everything..) and he made things a little better just because of the little things he does.

yes, yes, the little things later that week weren't really little but i loved it anyway.

Zik, i love you.. thanks for doing those little things that you do to try to cheer me up when i'm down.. and even when i'm not.. like those little random kisses you plant on my neck/cheek/temple that just seems to be able to make everything that much better.

anyway.. the rest of that week went by in a blur of 'Rush Hour 3','The Kingdom', steak dinner at BlueFireGrill, naps, cuddles, work and 'i love you's' right up until Saturday.

i think Saturday was spent at Isaacs after a little bit of shopping/ browsing around in the city - at least until dinner anyway - we had dinner at this Thai place around Melbourne Central and then went to watch 'The Kingdom'.

i thought it was a nice movie, kinda, but the camera angles gave me a headache and i hated to watch all those killings and stuff like that.

i mean, i am all up for action movies but i just dont like it because its so real.. that whole suicide bombing issue.. i guess watching it on the big screen drilled it right into me that it was real and i really hate all those kinda things. innocent deaths and all those suffering..

yea.. you get the point, no?

anyway, the movie gave me such a shit headache that Isaac had to follow me home

was it really that much of a coincidence that he missed the last train back and had to sleep over?

but until my next update.. i guess you'll just have to keep guessing

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meh.

i miss blogging.

there.

you have it.

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uni started this week and i have only attended one class since monday.

naughty.

especially with the exams coming up in a month.

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dad just came back today and he got me Bvlgari Omnia Crystalline =)

yes, i know, all you anal updated perfume people know that its been out for yonks and yonks but.. i just fell in love with it.

meh.

one of these days i am gonna do the birthday present thank you post and start studying.

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smiling through storms.

recently i feel like the world is picking on me.

and i've been sharing it with/taking it out on zik..

he responds by taking me out for dinner at BlueFireGrill.. taking me out to a movie (Rush Hour 3).. going for Max Brenners after the movie yesterday..

do i even have to mention the last blog post?

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i think its time to hang up the keyboard..

.. i think its time to stop blogging :)

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ISAAC LOVES LYNN
it is no longer a secret

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Bringing you Pleasure, is My Pleasure.. XD

we were all taught to smile and pretend

maybe.

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freewill.

"I pray he will love me for who I am, inside and out, for all my strengths and weaknesses; protect me when I am fragile; support me when I am facing challenges; and encourage me to be the best that I can be. I promise with all my heart that I will do the same for him."
-z

isnt this what we all wish for?

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they* use you and then leave you shattered- empty, broken shells.

there are too many of them* running around in the world.

we should take up our pitchforks - or maybe our stilletos - and come after them* and stab them to emotional death just as they've done to so many of us.

i'm sorry i cant be there.

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