the uncool post

i have decided that in my lifetime, i will never meet any celebrities (with the exception of David Copperfield when i was young and the flash made his eyes red and then, i was convinced that it was because he was magic that his eyes had a red centre and blue rims - i was only 8!!)

so to say the least, i've given up on meeting people like Mahathir or Obama or Beyonce or Lady GaGa. pfft. no way am i ever gonna be able to meet them.

so now, aiming a little lower, i've 'hit' blogerities (Perez Hilton doesnt count).

there is a higher chance of me meeting some famous blogger (cool people) after all.

example:

when i'm in malaysia i would always wonder what would happen if i saw 'the penguin' around or kenny sia. the irony is that i actually know people who know these blogerities but what am i supposed to say? what would anyone say? it would be so.. awkward. picture this:

"hey there, look, this is pathetic, (and i am pathetic) but please introduce me to 'the penguin'/kennysia/whatever blogger?"

my poor friend(s) would just have the biggest -_-" face and would probably start thinking of ways how to be rid of me.

when i was in singapore, i thought that if i ever saw xiaxue on the streets i would probably just stand there with my mouth right open wondering how any tiny person could wear so much pink or glitter or both. but most of all, i think i would just be like, 'whoa'

now that i am in melbourne, i reckon that the closest celebrity - blogger wise anyway that i could 'bump' into would be kimong. which i reckon would be awesome but i guess it would be like someone slapped me across the face with a slice of fish or something and i would be all O_o

sigh. this just had to be a rant about how uncool i am but want to know something?

i dont really care if i meet any celebrities of any sort - my life is pretty awesome as it is :)

♥ Lynn

seeing bloody murder

alright i've been utterly horrible.

a few interesting things have happened to me.

lets start with the fight.

zeke and cara rented out their house to one of cara's friends-charlotte.

charlotte is one of cara's friends from church and after the whole incident with jaeson (stupid flasher) we thought that charlotte being one of cara's friends and all should be more responsible.

i went to do one of the house checkups on the 22nd and guess what i found?

i found the fridge open, rubbish bin right in front of the front door, recycle bin missing, food in pans on the stove, rubbish bin filled to the brim with food.

i was seething with anger!

i saw freaking red.

i called zeke and complained my heart out to him and when he told cara, cara told him that charlotte was on holiday and had been for over a week.

and i thought i was seeing red then.

this time.. i saw bloody murder.

dustbin right in front of the house gave away that the house has been unoccupied - what if ther ehad been a burglary? would she have been accountable for the damages then?

what about the pests that feasted on her leftover toast on the stove and the pile of rubbish in the bins?

what about the open fridge?!

anyway, the point was when she got back i confronted her and her excuse was this;

"you occasionally come in to clear up the mess how was i to know i had to tell you i was on holiday, how was i to know you were more than just the maid of the house?"

and i lost it right there and then.

in short it ended up in her being kicked out.

i went to work that night wanting to stab every customer with forks and when i got off work, i got over 20 missed calls from her.

lets just for the sake of the story ignore the fact that she apologised and promise to take better care of the house, shall we?

♥ Lynn

christmas and then boxing day and what comes after- recovery

christmas eve

i woke up at zeke's house only to be picked up by my father and brother to head over to quarantine.

today was the day.

Max got sprung


and then spoilt to bits and pieces
and yes, the big as german shepherd is a house dog.

and then we had dinner with the family and some family friends..

and then the highlight.

present opening time XD

presents to me:
trench coat + knee high boots (dad). necklace (jun). diamond necklace + earring set(mum). MAC fake lashes (yin). chocolate (dad).

presents from me & zeke:
chess set (zeke's dad). cufflinks + tie (my dad). Salvatore ferragamo perfume (my mum). little photo stand thing that zeke made and i suggested (zeke's mum). cartilage piercings (shan). swavroski necklace (yin). domo pillow (shi). monopoly set (jun).

since there was a monopoly set..

mum, yin, jun and i took advantage of the situation and played monopoly till our eyes popped out of our heads.

christmas day.

a blur of waking up. having anisha and richie come over.. playing monopoly..having dinner with them and then going back to their house in preparation for ..

boxing day

(but of course not before a bit of gossip and catching up and stuff like that)

we got up at 4ish (yes thats right bitches) for the 5am Myer opening but Myer was the biggest dissapointment. i only bought two lip glosses and didnt even buy lingerie!

we then headed back to richies for a little nap and then headed to Essondon's DFO for MORE shopping :)

a little more successful this round with bits of Elle Macpherson lingerie and a new dress.

all in all i spent about $80 when everything on original prices were over $350.

i went back home and crashed completely.

until about 9pm and then couldnt sleep after =.=

the day after ; recovery

woke up and headed straight to tutor. got home. played monopoly (again) for an hour with the faimly and then headed out to work at satsuki.

work ran late.

we're talking till 11.30 but so worth it.

i took home about $150 for a very not busy, fun filled night.

and i even got to bring back heaps of food!!

the day after ; still recovering

.. stay tuned :)





hope everyone had a great great christmas and will have an even better new years!

♥ Lynn

UGH

boxing day. its flat out sales every friggin where and i am just so not in the shopping mood.

sigh sigh!

♥ Lynn

mum's santa!

♥ Lynn

the big ho ho ho

Merry Christmas eve !


oh wow. thats dizzy-fying.

♥ Lynn

cuff me

i'm utterly horrible at saving money. its terrible! and its not as if i really buy heaps of things for myself, i just tend to spend money on things that are a little.. not so selfish. and no, its not some kind of 'praise me' post.

its more of a, if i didnt buy my family dinner (enter number here) i would have saved (enter amount of money here).

ugh!

i really dont even think that they appreciate it.

i mean, its not the point of whether they appreciate it or not, thats not why i did it. but it would be nice.

i bought my dad's present today.

all i need now is my mother's present and i am so stumped there!

jebus!

♥ Lynn

christmas bonus!

did i mention i love love love working at satsuki?

i got a christmas card from my bosses today.. with $100 stuffed inside.

NICE

♥ Lynn

the finger and the eye

oh wow.

i havent worn contacts in so long that i couldnt take it out yesterday.. and i just thought, hey you know, maybe i'm just a little out of practice.

but today, turns out i really AM out of practice. i couldnt take out my damn contact!! took me 15 mins and now i'm typing this partially blind.

what happened to your glasses, you ask. well, i bloody broke my miumiu glasses!!

sigh, fixable, but i cant seem to drag my ass out of the house to box hill for that.

sigh. sigh.

tutorings have been going well.

anyway, back to the main topic.

i even had problems PUTTING the contacts in my eye and getting used to it. bloody hell!

the last last time i used contacts was on halloween and i must have been drunk as or tired as butt to just throw the contacts in a container and forget about them.

and literally forgot about them.

i havent worn that pair since and its expired now.

♥ Lynn

eternity.

so today i went off to Doncaster with the family for a little bit of 'scouting'

*the tree looks damn barren, i'm sorry, it was taken mid decorating

scouting for things that people might want.

seeing that i've done most of mine, you would think that i got to sit back and relax..
but no.

i've got to look for something for

• my sister

i sort of feel mean about giving her A birthday and christmas present but she was such a bitch about the price of the present that i dont know if i even should bother buying one for her- i mean, who takes out a calculator when they find out the price of the present, divide that price by 2 and then divides it again (because the present is from zeke and me) and then scoffs at the price and says, you're only spending THIS much on my christmas present?! jebus christ. come on! give me a bit of credit here..i bought you something from freaking swavroski and when i gave it to you, you freaking cried because you didnt want something so expensive and then you go and do THAT

i swear i just wanted to smack the bejebus out of her.

• my mom

i thought maybe the coasters she liked but its so not personal and come on!its such a family present and not so much individual. meh. what do you get for the woman who raised you?

• my dad

cuff links? i dont know!! HELP!

on the bright side, i got a present for my bosses already so i can breathe easy there.

and i went back to look at those shoes that i saw and i decided that they were overrated.. what's not over rated are the BEAUTIFUL pair that i saw at (Zoe) Whittner's for $170. the irony, i held back from buying the $70 pair from Novo but ended up falling in love with a pair more expensive than the first. bejebus me!

***

i have decided that once i've saved ***** amount of money, i will reward myself to one of these:

• half eternity ring- diamonds in a princess cut
  

• half eternity ring - diamonds in emerald cut
  

• eternity ring in princess cut (small)
  

• eternity ring in princess cut (medium)
  

*side note: who.. i didnt really notice the faint tan lines on the fourth finger until now O_o

also, i realize the diamonds are blurry-my hand was shaking! i cant wait to buy myself one of those babiess!!

♥ Lynn

the return of -

my first visit to CHINAbar and it was shiteous to say the least.

i ordered Hainanese Chicken Rice and the soup was too salty, the rice was dry and salty and is obvious it isnt fresh and the chicken was so fatty and rubbery!

ick.

never again.

***

christmas present for mum and dad and i have no idea what to get them - why do they not, at least, hint, what they want? when i have kids i will hint my butt off!!

♥ Lynn

the curly tales

Gay penguins given own eggs to care for

Penguins caught stealing eggs from straight couples in an attempt to become fathers have been given their own to look after following protests.

Zoo keepers moved the male birds away from the rest of the penguins to avoid problems as hatching season approaches.

But angry visitors to Polar Land in China complained it was not fair for the males to stop becoming surrogate fathers.

Following the protests, zookeepers gave the pair two eggs laid by an inexperienced first-time mother.

"They've turned out to be the best parents in the whole zoo," on zoo keeper said.

"We will try to arrange for them to become real parents themselves with artificial insemination."

Despite being gay, it is understood the three-year-old male birds are still driven by an urge to be fathers.

♥ Lynn

botox and lip plumping

i have such a thing for lingerie its not even funny anymore.

my wallet humongously lighter and shopping bags humongously bigger.. i would have to say that yesterday was a pretty good shopping day :D

i've fallen in love with garter belts. >< (Agent Provocateur garter belts for Christmas?)

my back has been a pain lately, i think it must have been that time mid year when i fell down the stairs the morning of my damn immunology paper.

mum and i have been spending heaps of time together and its been good for us-for our relationship.

i got another job!

i'm now a tutor, so to speak. literally.

i'm gonna be paid to talk and help correct someone's english.

according to some people i know, its my dream job-getting paid to talk =.=

i dont think i talk that much!!

those shoes are still haunting my dreams..i think i might just cave in and buy a pair..

and perhaps also a pair of boots seeing my last pair decided to die on me.

why must the heel come off!? but i guess after close to 4 years of faithful service,its time to put it to rest.

with the new pair-nothing too sexy this time. [i think thats more a note to self than anything else.] something more down to earth (literally) and without those spank me buckles on the side.

sigh. i like clothes and thing that are sexy and pretty and sweet but my everyday style is so grunge and .. dirty - i just woke up and i found these somewhere

meh.

i hate to admit it but i read xiaxue and her latest 'guide to life' got me thinking..i might SO do that!

fat face syndrome. bah!

♥ Lynn

single ladies - parody

from beyonce to justin timberlake..



NICE

♥ Lynn

the big OHNO!

results - so relieved!

my father's trying to make amends but i seem to be pushing him away. not that i dont want him to make amends but because it might be harder for me to tell him if he's nice to me that i want to move out.

my mother and i have been spending more time together, maybe its the fact that i am moving out that we're getting closer and talking more and giggling like little girls and talking about relationships and spending time with Max.

life brings us unexpected twists and turns.. bring it!

ps. what do you buy your bosses?

♥ Lynn

i have a weakness for vampires

i kept wondering why in the trailers of 'twilight', Edward Cullen played by Robert Pattison looked familiar.

at first i thought, he looked like Chuck Bass played by Ed Westwick and then it just hit me..

ROBERT PATTISON IS CEDRIC DIGGORY IN HARRY POTTER!





zeke, watch twilight with me when you come back?



♥ Lynn

accents..

British accents are damn sexy!

swoon!

♥ Lynn

broken men

i think i have a thing for broken men.

take the gossip girl series for example,

spoiler allert for season 2 episode 13!!


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i never found Chuck appealing until this episode..

when he lost his father and Blair had to be all caring and loving and try to 'save' him and he was so sexy and sad and broken and cute.

i realize that that is me.

i need(ed) a guy who i can save and who can save me to have a successful start to a relationship (i think this ties in with the boy needing me as much as i need him bit in the last tag i did)

meh.

♥ Lynn

shoes shoes shoes

i fell in love with another pair of heels.. $170..

..the $70 heels sound damn good right now.

tomorrow before work- hit the factory outlet!

♥ Lynn

10 things i hate about you

10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now, don't mention names:

1. i'm moving out. i'm not going to make the same mistake you did; i will say goodbye..to you.
   
2. sometimes i wish things turned out differently..
3. thank you for making an effort to be better
   
4. leave him, he's no good for you
5. put on some damn weight
6. stop worrying about other people and concentrate on what YOU want for once.
7. let me give you everything
   
8. you werent good enough for him, i wish your life's miserable now that he's with me (bitch)
9. you're an asshole and i hope you get arrested for it one day.
10. i cant believe you were having sex at 12!
    

9 things about yourself:

1. i hardly ever buy things on impulse
2. i seem to never be able to save money
3. i think i lie to myself more than i let myself believe
4. i'm a big talker and a big fat chicken
5. i want an anchor piercing next to my tattoo
6. i want MORE tattoos
7. i stayed a virgin till after 18 (i dont really understand why people find this hard to believe)
8. i've found the one
9. i have to sleep with a blanket even if its freaking hot.
   

8 ways to win my heart:

1. need me as much as i need you
2. call my bluff
3. see me at my lowest and not run away
4. help me overcome my insecurities
5. bring me out on a nice first date
6. romanticize me
7. be a gentlemen
8. stand up for me
   

7 things that cross your mind a lot:

1. how do i tell him that i'm moving out
2. where else can i find work
3. how can i save more money
4. should i buy those shoes?
5. i wonder what is he up to now..
6. did i turn off name random appliance
   
7. should i buy that?

6 things I do before I fall asleep:

1. shower
2. drink water
3. use the net
4. move everything off my bed
5. turn off the net
6. try to remember if there are clean clothes to wear
   

5 people who mean a lot:

1. isaac
2. zaneta
3. family
4. loved ones (no, i wont specify who they are.. there are too many people who mean alot to me)
   
5. the Hans
   

4 things I'm wearing right now:

1. a robe
2. glasses
3. tragus ring
4. ring
   

3 songs that you listen to often:

1. 'hot n cold' katy pery
   
2. 'poker face' lady gaga
   
3. 'so what' pink
   

2 things you want to do before you die:

1. get married
2. have children
   

1 confession:

1. i have had girl crushes before but was always too scared to take it a step further
   

♥ Lynn

if i were your vampire..

so after thinking about it and having some people tell me that the book is pretty good..

i decided to buy myself a copy of 'twilight' yesterday before work

here's my verdict, its a sweet and a pretty good book, i love how it starts out in the begining but towards the climax (it was a climax) but it could have given a tad more oomph(!). the book did leave me wanting to know more and what happened (or is it mostly because i'm just curious?). either way, i'm going to be reading the next few installments :D

i love how she (stephenie meyer) changed why vampires cant go out in direct sunlight and stepped out of the vampire square. i loved how wonderfully simple and complex she made their (edward and bellas) relationship seem. it reminded me of first loves and all that..

anyway, back to my interest in the next few books..(this is the part where the christmas wish list comes in..)



♥ Lynn

you melt my heart..

the mms that i sent to zeke that he didnt get :(

the rearrangement our cupboard..

PONTIANAK

i went to watch this with bryan today

ohmygoddd, isowanttowatchthismovieeeee

♥ Lynn

rantie

ever since gossip girl came out.. i dont think i should use my 'xoxo, you know you love me' thing anymore.. ugh.

xoxo
you know you love me

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to stay committed

today a friend of mine, kai asked me "how (do i) manage to stay committed" and i realized that people in their 20s do tend to have a bit of an issue about committing (but of course, not generalizing here) and finding the right one and sometimes the one that they found is more interested in raking up notches and bedding all the mr. right nows and are not interested at all about mr. right..


..yet.

come on! when i was in school i just wanted to find mr right nows and if he were right, the 'now' part would just drop off (yes, i realize this is from some book but i dont remember) and i was dating like some desperado (okay okay, i wasnt really thinking about the 'now' part dropping off at all). any slob (some of them nice, some of them were just.. slobs) that returned or showed interest, i dated.

yes, i was that pathetic.

anyway, moving away from the non-point.

he (kai, not the exes) made me realize, once again, how damn lucky isaac and i are..

the point?

zeke, i'm lucky to have you.. and i'm sorry i'm such a bitch.

(i have a huge issue about being selfish and not selfish- selfish that i want isaac to spend time with me online when he's overseas, not selfish by saying that he should spend time with the singaporean friends - how often does he go back anyway, i 'can deal with being apart' and not having 'our' time - and then just being stupid after because he listened to my 'unselfish' side when all i really am IS selfish. aiyayay.. girls are complicated and i really dont think that we understand ourselves most of the time.. well, at least i dont.)

xoxo
you know you love me

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knee bruising

what do you think about oral sex?


xoxo
you know you love me

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christmas wish list

• MAC cosmetics - lustreglass 'love nectar'or tinted lipglass -'underage'

• any of the 'chicago stars books' by susan elizabeth phillip exception of 'match me if you can'

• any of the post secret books :)

self presents

• sony cybershot Tseries or nikon coolpix

xoxo
you know you love me

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roller coaster ride

the past week has been a roller coaster of emotions.

being away from isaac is damn bloody hard to say the least and we got into numerous fights.

i admit i could have been a little more enduring and such but when something like this happened a couple of times, its time to see and make him wear a little emotional blood.

take exhibit A.

i got up at 9am (aussie time) and had a long full day visiting Max and then work and i get home at about 10.30pm (aus). the agreement with zeke was that we met online after work but he was out with friends so i told him to keep hanging out with them (i mean, how often is he back?)

even though he told me to go to bed if i was tired, i was determined to stay up so that we could have some alone time.. instead, i waited up till 2am (aus) until he got back and then he comes back with a whole bunch of friends. i admit, at this time, i was already starting to be a little annoyed- hang out all day, cant i just get some alone time with him!?

anyway, i didnt say anything and i thought, hey you know, eventually he'd get back to me but no, i waited for 20mins-half an hour for A reply of "i love you" or a kiss emoticon. and that just drove me mad. i mean, wouldnt you? and imagine how mad i felt at about -godknowswhattime-am my time.

bah. yesterday we had a showdown, so to speak.

yelling and shouting at each other on the phone and we just somehow couldnt really meet in the middle.

we finally did but then he had to leave for ROME last night-family holiday.

but thats not the point, the point is..

have a great flight and trip, baby!

xoxo
you know you love me

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i know.

but sometimes its not enough.

xoxo
you know you love me

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the pink heart

last last christmas i wished for this necklace


i was supposed to get it this year from isaac but he wasnt discrete enough and i figured it out mid exams :)



xoxo
you know you love me

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hormones

did you know that oxytoxins that gives you cramps actually also make you feel more in love?

xoxo
you know you love me

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Westfield

so yin and i went to Westfield today (Doncaster, you noobs!)and i fell in love with how they furnished the new extension of the place!
beautiful! (not the couple sharing spit)
although i did spend most of the shopping day like this
i did fall in love with a pair of heels

doesnt it just look gorgeous?i didnt buy it- maybe i would tomorrow :D

ohmygod! i lost my wallet! but thank god the honest people at the chocolate cafe there were honest and i got all my money and cards back!!

i was ultra worried because there were a bunch of school kids behind our table and i was so scared that they had taken it and left!!

and oh oh! i bought this nail thing that makes my nails look really really nice like they've been polished when they havent really been because their 'natural oils have been brought out' or something like that but i love how it makes my nails look! and i love the hand cream that comes with it. and i got the thing at student price! (50 effing percent off!~)

how was your day?

xoxo
you know you love me

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birthday dinner

so i had to show someone the house today and then went for a bit of shopping..

and got confused between the type of shoe i want again.

but then now, i think i'm going to go for the one on the right.we celebrated my sister's birthday at some restaurant somewhere i dont remember







yeah. that summarizes it.

:)

xoxo
you know you love me

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i dont care

its after twelve in melbourne so i can wish you if i want to..

happy birthday jessbabe!

.. YOU CRAZY BIKINIBIATCH- you owe me a lap dance ! bwahahaha - woman! i miss you la! when i get back we better meet up more than just once ;)

have a great one gila!

xoxo
you know you love me

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slipping into oblivion

happy birthday roxy!

My little sister's growing up! she's got boobies now! (okay, embarassing.. umm) but seriously, she's- you are- an amazing little sister and although i dont show it often, i do appreciate you (at least until you hog the bathroom and i dont get to shower after work.. eee!) i love you yin :)

anyway, i spent the day out with my mother today ( we dont have any nice pictures :( ) and we headed out to zeke's place to pick up his ps3 controllers (he brought back his ps3 without the controllers-genious!) and then headed out for lunch at laksa king.

rasa malaya food is better!! god granted its further away from the city but desperate malaysians will travel the distance if they're desperate enough!!

i camwhored while my mother stared at me and while we waited for the food, discussed ex boyfriends

then we went over to visit max!!

max jumped on me and i fell flat on my arse!

my boy's so big now!!
but he still has a baby face ><
my heart broke a little when we had to put him back into his little cage - he kept trying to show us his sleeping area by going into it and coming out and looking at us and going in again- i think he wanted us to follow!
then after mum had to head over to the warehouse and we stopped at a kids store ware house for a bit where i bought this
mum dropped me off at melbourne central after so that i could get the train to work

i headed right to the pet store to look at the pets - bunnies
this little guy reminds me of buffy!~
then i headed to work and the day died there.

xoxo
you know you love me

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