the tadmole

yes, weird name for a blog title.. blame isaac for coming up with it.

coz i have this mole thing and it has this kinda.. tail.. so he calls it the spermmole or the tadmole. -_-"

anywayyyy... yesterday i DID fall asleep in my FnF lecture. ngearrrghh!

sigh. screaming match with my mother today so i escaped to james' at about 10.30am-ish.. stayed there even when james went off for his lecture..

zik dropped by after dropping his projecter off at the repair..

we went to uni for lunch to meet SEE ANN (finally get to see that woman after SO long and she was wearing MY jeans) anyway

ladeda..

bio lecture.. spare.. chem tute.. psych lecture..

..hang out at james' coz i just didnt wanna go home..

anyway, home, net..

bed soon.

dad comes back to melbourne in the morning and i gota go pick him up..

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

yours.

ughh..*yawns*

3.30pm and i feel like its already 1.30am.

bleaghhhhhhh..!

thats right bitches, using the university pc DOES have its advantages.. i get to blog in colour!~ i love my mac but when i am blogging..

anyway..

last night was kinda hillarious (in a really frustrating way)

jun kinda leaked the whole isaac thing to dad..

.. and dad questioned yin.

if i am not mistaken, the conversation went something like this

dad: who is this 'ishiak'?! boy or girl?
yin: *flustered*girl la!
mum: DONT LIE TO YOUR FATHER!!

bwahahaha. amusing. but now i have to 'own up' and am not really looking forward to that..

.. dont think dads like to share.

dad arrives on wednesday and.. and.. *faints*

i hope that he has a new lap top for me tho ;) :D

classes started at about 10.00am for me and miracles of miracles, i was actually early.

chem lecture.. bio lecture.. bio tute (we skipped and went for the blue dog poster sale instead).. lunch.. i crashed his philo lecture. he's in his philo tute now.. ughhh!! i have to wait another 45 mins till my next lecture- Australian Flora and Fauna.

god knows why i choose that topic. but seriously, ugh..! i know, i just know that i am gonna KO the second i get in there and snore yawn till the lecture ends.

at least i get to sleep in tomorrow :D

or actually.. james tan! what time will you be awake tomorrow?!

i said i'd visit and i dont get off class from 4 right up till about 6. unless you dont mind a half hearted half hour talk during one of my breaks.. tag me.

i feel like blubber.. watch me bounce.

..by tomorrow i will have ass the size of texas and look 6 months pregnant.

dont mind me.. the lack of sleep is getting to my head.

anyway..i feel really manja-ish..

manja me!

xoxo
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dont let me go.

saturday :

ugh.. i really should sleep early. >< but i dont. thats why i am starting to resemble a panda. unfortunately.. pandas are cute. i'm not.

woke up.

he came over.

we studied.

i attempted to make lunch..

(how the hell would i know where the chicken stalk is?!)

..the porridge turned out like shit.

bottom line?

1) do not let lynn cook coz she will burn down the house. ur lucky if you just have to eat really crappy food.
2) she can and will make the simplest recipe seem like you're forced to swim your way to _insert_name_of_random_country_here_ and back
3) marry a chef or a guy who can afford a chef or who would take me out to eat at 5 star places everyday and then pay for me to go for Marie France or some shit like that so i wont be able to roll down hills.

anyway, felt kinda 'wow-ed' at the whole people are actually eating what i (try to) cook. okay okay! mum had to shoot daggers at yin and jun but they ate it.. BUT STILL!

the only one who didnt insult the disaster was zik.. but then again, if he did, i would sulk and he wont get any action kisses forever the next couple of months.

was gonna go walk hugo but hugo wasnt in so we followed my sister as she did her research (year 9 students have the easiest work.. i dont get [i do, but lets just pretend that i am a rebel] why she bothers to walk around studying the houses and shit when she can just make it up)

ngeh.

dinner..

out to the city for...



da da da da da da da da da
dadada~

movie with james mj imran (even if i didnt say hi to him) zik and liz. OHMYGOD. i finally met liz!

anyway, then we* wanted to go to lions but the bouncers were pms-ing like bitches and wouldnt let us use the id we had. fuckers so we headed down to MB instead (hah) but the damn place was so full that we just settled in at chilipadi.

* we = liz, james, zik, me.

bummed there..

home.

.. maybe i should be a little more demanding..

SEE ANN/SUSHI/CN/BITCH/THE WOMAN WHO HAS AMPLE BREASTS WHICH I LACK.. you better gimme a call the second you get back from singapore coz i am thiiiis close to killing you. i havent seen you in a month and a bit and i miss kissing you hanging out with you..! GET THAT ASS BACK HERE! (and you better have some la senza lingerie with you, for me, as peace offering XD

ROYCE : you're finally in melbourne!! give me a call; we have to meet up (and i wanna take you out friday =D ).

ugh.. i am gonna blind you guys, but this is MY blog, and i am already taking it easy on you guys so ur just gonna have to endure this..




..really, turn back now if ur anti-pda (that means ur gay.. 'so gay that (you) sweat glitter' and i dont mean about the picture that ur about to see, but the whole pda thing. :p )



























.. and be thankful that its only ONE two (coz i changed my mind) pictures.

xoxo
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keep your hands there.

friday :

marilyn manson greets me every morning.. he serenades me with 'disposable teens' which i welcomed.. now, the tides have turned and i love marilyn manson no more. pity.

anyway, marilyn tried to sing scream.. and i ignored his wake up call.

i had a good reason, i swear!

for one thing, it was too early (its waaaaay before noon) and i had this really bad feeling.

you know how you can wake up and just suddenly get filled with pangs and the whole, "what the fuck is going on here" and the whole "this is not going to work out because _fill_in_the_damned_blanks_".

anyway, the solution? sleep it off. (god, i sound like am a pig!)..

.. and wake up half an hour before my chem lecture.

fuckkkk!

it takes me half an hour to get out of the house TO uni and at least 5 mins for me to get ready so i did what any normal sane person would do..

.. sms isaac (coz if you havent realized by now, we do the same course and are seeing each other) and then take all the time in the world to get dressed (i still took less than 10 mins anyway).

chem lecture be damned. i never liked it anyway. made it on time for bio tho :D i like my bio. i hate my chem.

anyway, free pizza lunch by MOMU..

.. bummed at james' again and i followed him on his errands.

i cant believe ur moving out of the firehouse..! :( i liked it heaps.. BUT if you do get that 'mary cottage' thing.. i'd like it EVEN better coz i can defile the whole place for you :D

then headed over to UC to spend some time with zik..

.. went for dinner with james, kalus, mj, zik, nat 1, nat 2, amelia, jeff, ash.

saw kalus for the first time since the holidays :D kalus! ur hair is getting long! but its nice, i like XD

anywaya, bumped into wiri there (why do i seem to only mention boys?) and i hate his, whatever the hell he's trying to grow. *shudder*

after dinner we walked around hoping to find a place to get ice cream (coz kalus was craving it like a girl craves chocolate).

the group split up and zik and i followed james back to his place where we watched some kinda movie (i forgot what it was called) but it was pretty nice except for a few pretty gruesome parts.

home.

net.

bed.

hmmmmmmmm... bed..

ugh. i hate blogging without colour OR pictures. oooh, i actually have some pictures but i dont think you guys would wanna see em ;) DAMNIT! i forgot to take pictures of the dinner. motherf*****!

xoxo
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[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

i love caramel mocha :D

..i think i need a real pet to spoil..

xoxo
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vampire bites

ughh..! it should be a crime to wake up at 7.00am.

its a sin, i tell you!

but anyway, out of the house by 8.00am coz i followed my mum out while she sent my annoying siblings to school.

anyway, mum and i had coffee and cake at 'choclatte' where we discussed my, erm, life.

at about 11.00am, i let some guy stick a needle into me. some vaccination against cervical cancer thing.

got lazy and didnt wanna go home for one hour before going out again so i headed over to uni.. a little waaaay too early.. so i decided to bum at james' where we bitched like little girls and at some point.. justin joined us.. and eventually isaac did too.

then stephen/steven (?) came back with a guy in tow.. no, he's not gay but when i went out (enthusiastically, i hope) i realized.. OHMYGODIKNOWTHATBOYTHATHEISTOWING!!

who knew i would encounter Scott again after so long? >< anyway, i met Scott while i was working on the set at Scotch college. he was a lighting boy, and i was a set construction person and if i remember correctly, i didnt even know he existed until at the after party when i was kinda sloshed. not gone. but happy. very happy.

anyway, headed over for class.. then thats that.

watched '10 things i hate about you' during the break

psych lecture (i hate 5-6pm lectures)

home.

ate some chicken wings and then took a nice hot shower. tried out this (god knows why i do these things) limited edition shampoo thing and i was flabbergasted when i poured it out coz it was glittery and see through blue ish.

yes, thats right bitches. MY SHAMPOO IS PRETTIER THAN YOURS. one of the shampoo/conditioner set i have anyway.

got out wrapped in my fluffy towel and burried myself under my ever-so-warm blanket

i guess it must have been especially warm and nice and comfortable coz the next thing i knew was that i woke up an hour and a bit later with a wet pillow coz my hair decided to bleed water all over it.

bodohsial.

anyway, here i am after, yet another, failed attempt to tame the disaster which is my hair.

ugh.. my feet are cold.

anyway, i dont know whether i wanna go out tomorrow night for some clubbing or not!! ><

i want to.. but i just.. at the moment, really cant be bothered.

but apparently bothered enough to know wat i would wear if i do go.

JAMES TAN! must it be all white or can i just pass off with white shorts?!?!

bleagh..

xoxo
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[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

wohoohoohooooo!

completely full day today.

started at 10.00am.. me, being me, was late- 6 minutes- and i maintain its alright considering that the motherfucking trams broke down

chem lecture.. bio lecture.. AND then psychology.

lunch break was probably one of the highlights coz my ass ash and my psychologist/advice giver/big brother/annoying git and fuzzy were around.

psstt.. thanks ash for the calculator.. i SWEAR you'll get it back tomorrow

OMIGOD. thanks you james for the 'dont trust girls' hoodie. (even if it IS a 'hand me down', i lurrveeee itttt)

anyway, lunch was followed by my long winded three hour biology prac where i encountered the cursed 'chi squared test'. one would have assumed that AFTER my god damn maths thing that bio would be nice and LET ME FORGET THE FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT.. but n0o0ooooo.. it has to come to me.. torture me.. give me the impression that it was all good (when 'he' left) and then COME RIGHT BACK INTO MY LIFE. ughhhh

anyway, met up with fuzz head and had ichipan before heading back home where i think i (quite possibly) just snorted my dinner before being seduced by my bed.

i like the later part. bed was hot..oh so hot..! providing almost all the warmt comfort i could need (at that moment). yummy.

i really gotta stop falling asleep right after dinner..

..ughh..

doctors tomorrow and i gotta leave the house at 8.00am.. ish..! my classes dont start till 2pm and dragging me out then, THAT much earliier, is like death x100 and is the complete and utter bitch of life.

anyway.. i know i havent really spoken about the whole Harry Potter thing..

.. but i guess i dont really wanna spoil it for those reading (or do i?)

ps. the little Hermione thing.. isnt real :D

and.. yea. JKR did a good job. i found it a little predictable (but hey, thats just me) but all in all.. pretty good coz she didnt really leave much out (coz i would hate it having to ask 'what happened here..?' 'what about ___?') but yea..


.. anyway, VICTOR..! YOU HAVE TO CALL ME IF JAMES' HASNT CALLED YOU YET.

sigh.. lindsay never learns does she? another conviction in less than 2 months?!

xoxo
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[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

tuesdays = pizza night

i'm finished with harry.

i took him..

misused him..

had my way with him.

now that he's done..

NEXT BOOK PLEASE :D

ladedadedada...

STUPID UNI TAKES AWAY MY LIFE

(not that i am really complaining)

i missed the loved ones too much :(

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

i have him.

uni officially started *makes face*

anyway..

kiss my sexy ass. i've got harry in bed and i am not leaving him till i'm done.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

bite me.

i had the weirdest dream last night.. i dreamt i went for plastic surgery..

rhinoplasty to be exact.

ugh. so weird.

uni starts tomorrow >< i dont want uni to start.

and i just realized.. i dont think i really know where all my classes are (if you remember that little incident regarding the water leak in my bag)

hmm.. milo time!

xoxo
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a part of something that never was.

i know i promised you i'd sleep soon james, but that didnt happen :p

i'd hate to admit it but.. i really miss those days when the guys were so god damn annoying!

matthew/ baldielocks/ matthew-man..sometimes, even passing off as james bond

and of course all those funny little roles that we make him play..


joco. that clown. (joji, poor you :p)


loong.
motherfucker. ur so god damn tall now i could kill you. but dont think i've forgotten those days where you always played the damsel in distress parading around in miniskirts in front of the school (i wish i had a picture)

ngeh. just rambling.. BECAUSE I GOT MY HANDS ON THOSE PICTURES UP THERE

xoxo
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how it feels to be the last one.

Yin :

rule number one : do not talk to strangers
rule number two : do not have sex with strangers

(just in case apparently)

i have no comment.. at all.

Cheryl and Patrick came over for dinner and Yin and Jun played the violin and piano and i had to sing.

*

reality is harsh

.. so tired. so drained. so..

i guess two hours of sleep didnt help much.

i officially have eyebags and look like a hag.

PLUS i have been putting on weight (i just KNOW it; dont ask me how)

and in my delusional mind, i wish that 'the chub' would cruise its way to Butt Avenue or Breast Boulevard but they usually love to take up residence upon Thigh Lane or Stomach Street.

i am gonna end up fat, ugly and most probably alone =(

i found a picture of me when i was fatter.. and i hated what i saw.

double chin, round face, bad hair.. (trust me, this one is no where close to the one i posted earlier in the month which you cant access now [haha!])

i shudder.. and although i know i should keep those pictures, i deleted all, but one.

just to remind me, no matter what, never go back there..

.. no matter what.

xoxo
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match me if you can

i just had to choose today to show Cheryl what a blog really is.. and what does she see?

"everyone else has had more sex than me"

*dies*

met Patrick, Cheryl's husband.

Hugo can now walks next to me without a leash and wont run off.

*satisfied smile*

had a really nice talk with Cheryl about boys, family, boys, shopping, dogs, uni, boys.

then helped her cook dinner.. (she instructed, i obeyed)

watched 'a walk to remember' and had the weirdest dream last night..

freaky.

maybe tonight i'll curl up and reread 'that book' again.

i swear i love it! and no, its not erotica.

*

fuuuuccckkkkkkkkkkkkk..

a girl was sexually assaulted ON THE SAME TRAIN LINE I TAKE

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

everyone else has had more sex than me

*

on a completely different topic, ROYCE IS COMING TO MELBOURNE AFTER ALL :D

*

watched my favourite movie again..

.. i gotta wake up early to book a med appointment.. ugh.

time to get my body clock in order or i'll die during the first week of uni

(not that i wont already seeing that my brain has turned to utter mush)

anyway..

its my blog and i will camwhore if i want to. deal with it.







xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

*blink*blink*

what is yamate?

james wont tell me.

xoxo
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i just called to say..

i am getting annoyed, and i dont know if its due to the lack of colours on my blog page :(

thats the one thing i dont like about using my mac.

anyway, i skipped out on set construction today but i did end up taking Hugo out for his walk.

that overactive poodle is now able to walk by my side without a leash and wont run off (unless of course my siblings start screaming at him)

i guess, i'm kind of happy bout Hugo's progress. a lady driving by stopped and praised me bout Hugo :

lady : beautiful dog you have there
(what she really means : nice colour coordination there [Hugo is all black and i was decked in black everything])
me : thank you, he isnt mine
lady : oh? *big eyes*
(she stole a dog, oh my god, thats why she's dressed all in black *reaches for phone to call police)
me : i just train him and take him for walks
lady : do you train children too?
me : O_o err.. hehheh..

sigh.

alloc8 is STILL being a fuckwit.

xoxo
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[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

annoyed.

98 emails in my inbox for melbourne uni. O_o

the weirdest message i've come across was..

"call me" with phone number attached.

bwahaha, god, you gotta love these mother fucking jokers.

xoxo
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words that escape my soul

writing can be theraphy :)

started another blog for them (no, you wont have access to it).

it was draining. made me think.

"emo" as james would like to call it.

but reflective :)

ps. alloc8 is a fuckwit.

xoxo
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[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

through pangs of conscience

set construction.

didnt train Hugo today.

its cold.
its raining.
its hailing.

i'll do what i do best (in cold weather) ; curl up in bed with a book and/or write.

xoxo
you know you love me

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*curls up in corner*

i'm freaked out.

and i only watched the first two mins O_o

ngearghhh. i'll take freaky movies over these any time..

i dont care.. i am watching it

*some time later*

is it safe to come out now?


><

*

i want to watch this


xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

silent agony

xoxo
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[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

the dog whisperer

trained Cheryl's dog, Hugo.

apparently, i am the dog whisperer.

a half hour - 45 min session and i've got Hugo walking to heel (at various speeds), sitting whenever i stop and sitting and lying down on command *pleased look*

she offered to pay me but i dont feel right accepting cash so.. she's gonna reward me with some of the jewelry she makes.

i have my eye on this beautiful piece (and she knows it).

i love training Hugo. he's a beautiful dog. large, overly and easily excited thing, but he's lovable.

Cheryl reckons that i've scared Hugo into behaving coz she's apparently never seen me change from tender, soothing voice into the 'i-mean-business' voice. *embarassed look*

she introduced my to her son, Shaun. "good looking boy, isnt he Lynn?"

me: "eerrmm.. yes, he is" *turns red*

anyway, the plan now is that i train Hugo everyday and i get paid ( either in the form of jewelry or cash [ i like the later better but i'd get embarassed >< ] )

and not only that, if possible, i help set up a blog for her to sell jewelry. just like zaneta's paperdoll boutique [if you havent visited it, you better go now]

and if i do just that, i get to model the jewelry. bwahahaha.

fun little project going on.

ps. thank you A. it feels like some weight has been lifted.

xoxo
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[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

i need a back massage

Four Jobs I’ve Had in my Life:
1. Secretary (dad's office)
2. PA (dad's office)
3. Model (i was young and naive and stupid)
4. Set Builder (does that count if i just volunteer?)

Four Places I Have Lived:
1. Taman Seput(e/i)h where Foo and i met (he used to be one of 'those college boys' that my dad detested who played soccer/basketball with me)
2. Mont Albert =)

Four Places I have been on Vacation:

i have been to many places so i'll just put my favourites :D

1. London (visit Aunt Grace where i was her flower girl and when i was 10ish)
2. LA (visiting 'Han Gor' and Nicole and Kevan)
3. Florida (with Zaneta =) )
4. Sipadan (where i exercised my scuba diving license for the first time and swam with turtles, sharks, and baracudas =) )

Four of My Favourite Food:

i dont actually have favourites.. but.. what i am craving now is..

1. Durian
2. 'Old Fashion Butter Peacan' icecream - Baskin Robins
3. Dragon Fruit XD
4. MB

Four Places I would rather be right now:
1. Somewhere where i can get really nice new lingerie. i.need.new.ligerie.
2. beach.. Sipadan =) i love the beach.
3. elsewhere where my annoying sister wont annoy me more. moron keeps annoying me.
4. -somewhere...-

Finally, the Fantastic Four friends for Tagging:

whoever wants to do it.. do it.

1.
2.
3.
4.

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it wasnt an easy fit.

aaaahhhhh.. its 3.30 and i just woke up. *satisfied smile and stretch*

okok, i technically woke up at 2.00 but i stayed in bed reading a book, curled up under my blanket, hugging teddy. :D

anyway, last night anisha and richie came over again XD

i baked carrot cake with sha (my neighbour who ate it this morning said it was yummy XD)

richie took my magazine that had erotica!! :(

(in exchange for something else, of course)

and he and sha know what to get me for my birthday now :p

[ pssttt, its in two months ish ]

anyway, had a little bit of wine last night :D

slept at about 5ish in the morning... you know what time i woke up ;)

anyway, my neighbour, cheryl is over and they have a 'task' for me..

.. to train her dog to behave.

:S

mum's bragging about my dog training skills with regards to marshall and goldie.. and, dont laugh, chipmunks. (yes, i owned chipmunks)

anyway, now they're laughing about how i used to name subsequent dogs 'bethoven 1', 'bethoven 2', 'bethoven 3' .. you get the idea.

HEY, i was young and .. errr.. i liked that movie where that dog was named 'bethoven'. anyway, i had timmy and tommy after that anyway, dont forget CJ and goldie (i didnt name goldie.. but still)

anyway, i'll go hide under a blanket now.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

out of my element

Listening to :
Dejavu - Beyonce

Feelin :
Refreshed; 14 hours of sleep = )
Musical; i feel like making my family menbers deaf belting my lungs out
Annoyed; my sister is dictating everything i should and should not write on my blog. bitch. i think i will go sit on her now.

brb..

..back.

she managed to toss me on the floor.

bodoh sial.

i feel like a ball.

all she had to do was swing around a little and i rolled onto the ground.

is this payback for making her bloody a few weeks ago?

now listening to 'Unwritten' by Natasha Bedingfield but sung by Esmeedenters



I am unwritten,
Can't read my mind
im undefined
im just begining
the pen is in my hand
ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inner visions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

I break tradition
Sometimes my tries
Are outside the lines,
Within condition
To not make mistakes
But I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inner visions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

anyway, more later =)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

the last time.

its not flattering. its annoying. and right now, its plain tiresome.

if you dont know me, dont add me.

come on.

a little bit of respect.. please?

i dont want to know what you can offer, i dont care if you want to be my boyfriend, i just dont care okay?

*

i feel irritated. back off. i bite. and you wont like it.

*

i wouldnt say that i am superstitious but i like to read horoscopes.

i dont believe in 'the seven years of bad luck' and i dont believe that walking under ladders would bring you bad luck (but it can be stupid especially if someone reaaaaaally heavy is jumping up and down the (possibly unstable) ladder)

anyway, happy friday the 13th :)

*

dad just called from singapore..

.. apparently his business partners are asking about me coz the last time he went down, i tagged along.

i think one of them wants to set up his son with me -_-"

he keeps talkin about how me and his son used to run around playing while we were younger.. i think my dad is thankful that it was when they were younger and not now because that would be so wrong.

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*snort*

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just looking back = )












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i say the weirdest things sometimes -_-"

wings of a broken angel......one whose wings are lost and another who cannot use them... says:
when u went to the toilet after lunch, victor and i were talking about leaving the table so that when u come back, u'll have to pay for the bill... then (your brother) said that if we do that, he'll save you by telling one of the waitresses that 2 bad men left him behind or something like that..

awwww.. my brother is a sweetheart and i love him even more now :)


never underestimate your siblings coz even if they do drive you up the wall.. they actually do care. yes yin, you know you love me.

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. nobodyzsweetheart . says: (9:09:08 PM)
how have i 'changed'?

Bambo Boxhead - Thank you Lord!!!.......Scholarship status -- ACTIVE!!!!!!:D says:
just gotten wilder. more outspoken. errr..daring and err....free la in your thinking i guess

i dont disagree but then why am i so shocked? O_o

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if you're ready.

transformers was awesome!



out of the house with jun and made it to melbourne central right on time. met victor. then michael.

lunch at MB

movie.

i swear, megan fox is so damn HOT and she's only 21!!



down boys, she's got a fiance.

but damn.. her body is so.. whoa. O_o

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stupid seed that grew overnight.

11.05. gotta be in the city in 55 mins.. i 'have' time :D

taking my little brother out.

and no, before you guys go, 'awwww, she's such a good big sister'

i just asked him to follow me out since i was gonna watch 'transformers' anyway XD

back later hopefully with pictures of my day.

ps. i luuurvinnn ittttttt. lalalalalala~

plus.. i get to indulge in MB. yummy yummy!

xoxo
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push the button.

"dont look into my eyes.."

its a quote!!

part of it anyway.. and no, i wont tell you the rest of it ;)

anyway...

i had 3 responses to that (coz i put it on my msn as part of my name) and..

1.

"where do i look? your legs? your breasts? your butt?"

2.

" then where to look?"

3.

"i'd love to look into your eyes, but they'd most probably be rolled back in apprehension"

bwahhaa.. i love this.

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"dont look into my eyes.."

Bambo Boxhead - Angels in chorus join in my song, You are my Glorious, You are my God:D says: (10:26:47 PM)
apparently i was the noisy random kid with a really bad fashion sense

. nobodyzsweetheart . says: (10:27:17 PM)
what was i ?

Bambo Boxhead - Angels in chorus join in my song, You are my Glorious, You are my God:D says: (10:27:40 PM)
the girl whom i thought i would potentially marry....

. nobodyzsweetheart . says: (10:27:44 PM)
WHAT?!

Bambo Boxhead - Angels in chorus join in my song, You are my Glorious, You are my God:D says: (10:28:04 PM)
you wnated an honest answer!!!

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just thought that you guys would find this amusing ><

.. i find it disturbing.

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my laptop got fcked.

*lynn screams frantically whilst waving her arms madly*

its a virus.

A VIRUS.

meh.

doesnt look like dad's gonna buy me a new comp anytime soon although my 'sms of plea' did gain sympathy.

i love being the eldest daughter and even though i am *cough* still young, i will always be my father's "baby girl" (his words, not mine)

sigh, i gotta reformat my computer and in the mean time.. i get to use the beautiful slick sexy imac.



can anyone say yummy?

the bad side would of course be that i cant change the colours of my fonts on my blog.. and that i have to move the imac in and out of the living room every day night morning.

bleagh.

maybe it would help me gain some arm muscles ><

anyway, day update.

i woke up at 2 and used my computer (before it DIED on me) ate my brunch (a kiwi) and got called out to do gardening.

and just in case your jaws have hit the floor, pick it back up. there's no way that you'll be seeing me with a spade planting damn pansies or roses or daisies or lavenders.

oh no.

my kinda gardening involves the saw and sawing of big branches off the tree then sawing the branches into smaller pieces that i can use as firewood.

headed out to eat dinner at KFC then got back home and tried to log online (you've read about that part), threw a minor hissy fit, then flopped on my yummilicious bed and fell asleep..

.. an hour later i dragged my lazy ass out and watched a movie with my mom ('brick') and i got partially confused to death coz i only started to watch it halfway.

ladedadeda..

nice hot shower..

here.

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my computer in PMS-ing

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH MY COMPUTER THAT IT DOESNT ALLOW ME TO LOG THE FUCK ON!?!?

its not funny. its not funny at all.

what the fuck?

i logged on this afternoon at 2.00pm and worked perfectly.

i log on 4 hours later and there's a problem.

WHAT THE HELL

i am annoyed and panicky enough as it is coz i didnt back up last months photos yet and alot of my songs on the itunes and i do not need my mother to tell me that i have been spending too much time online that is why my computer is being a fucking bitch neither do i need my sister to tell me that i probably downloaded a virus or some shit

i did not download ANYTHING the last time i went online.

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

ughhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

i am so frustrated, its not funny.

blogging with my mother's computer is a bitch and a half (which i am doing now).

please let my dad come back soon and probably hear about my computer's bitchy ways before he flies back so that he can spoil me with a new computer so that i will not have to turn to hybernating in my bed with 'the assistant' and my ipod.

guys, i am depressed. utterly annoyed. and definately jittery.

i need my computer to work.

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Someday i will understand

guess what!? i just dug this out!! ><

my year 11 prom!!

hahahhahahaa..

me and beatrice (william in the back) me, sha, beatrice

left to right : sha, me, fly, beth, jasmine, grace, see ann, vicky, beatrice, maggie

this picture on the other hand is when jasmine, beatrice and i were asked to go to Camberwell Grammar's year 12 prom where i wound up with the worst dancer and lamest guy ever. lets not go there. but yea, this is after that when we were at (yes another) William's place where me, jas, david and will drank and played cards.

then in the end me, jas and dav squished together on the bed to sleep. bwahaha..



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hot pink bras

okay okay, i pretty much forgot until isaac left that message on my taggie..

MSN WAS BEING A COMPLETE AND UTTER BITCH AND WOULDNT LET ME CHAT TO MY LAS BITCHES YESTERDAY!!

bodoh msn.

in the end i updated to 'live messenger' and guess what?

all my pretty emoticons are gone.

yes, thats right,

*poof*

GONE!!

:(

anyway..

shopping with roxanne was amazing.

we were suppose to leave the house at 10.00am (obviously, that didnt happen).

i vaguely remember her coming into my room at 9.00am to borrow my mascara and to wake me up.. if i remember correctly, i grunted, pointed to my dresser and fell back asleep.

she came back at 10.00am and questioned me endlessly about the days plans which i dont really remember coz i answered grunted whatever and fell right back to sleep again.

at 11.00am yin barged in and screamed, "WE ARE LEAVING IN 5 MINS WHETHER YOU ARE COMING OR NOT" before slamming the door.

so then the proud winner of the 'i-got-ready-in-five-minutes-and-still-managed-to-look-like-i-didnt-get-run- over-by-10-trucks' got her butt out of the house into the car.

mum dropped yin and i at camberwell and made our first 'stop' of the day.. and us having the most amazing fashion sense in the world *cough*.. we fell in love with the same dress.

<3

i really like it..! eeeekkk!! early birthday present? *pouty look* oh, come on.. you know you want to get it for me.. you know why? because it makes me look like i have an ass.

yin and i then took the train from camberwell and headed out to 'the academy' where my little gorgeously annoying brat did what i did.. a little chopping of her luscious locks.
before

sorry, i dont have a nice picture of her 'after' hair but if she's anything like me at all.. you can check her blog coz she'd be a shameless camwhore too :)

anyway, i obviously camwhored while waiting for her.. so enjoy. this is your dose of 'lynn-whoring' of the day.
anyway, after her (obvious way too long) time at the hairdressers.. we headed down to boost where i came across this..


me being the curious little bitch kitten that i am.. i went over to check out the unknown and found this.
damn.. this guy is pretty creative. anyway, i got my fav. banana buzz and my sister got some type of banana+chocolate thing.

tada.

lunch was served.
anyway, we stopped by to pick up some sushi (yes, i am not THAT psychotic to only have 'boost' as lunch) thank you yin for my sushi roll :) and then headed over to Bridge Road for major shopping!! *squeals*


o0o0o0oo0ohhh, shoes!!

i fell in love with this pair of really cute flats (those people who know me know that i dont wear flats unless its my trusty 'Sketchers').. but then they dont have my size!!

maybe it was for the best coz if its flats and peep-toe-ish.. its really not my normal taste at all (but i guess i was trying to get myself out of my comfort zone a little) *sniff* its the black pair down there.. :( between the reds.

ladedadeda.. continued shopping.. yin and i went over to Garfunkle and tried on some pretty retro clothings. think sequints and COLOURFUL (for yin anyway). i stuck to my trademark black. (the dress was the 'out of comfort zone' thing)

anyway, then yin and i headed down to another store and tried on trenchcoats for $20. yin tried a red one (which i refused to touch coz it reminded me too much of Fly) and i tried on, what do you know, a black one
i didnt buy it tho.. but the more i look at it.. the more i feel like i should have.. hmm.. whatcha guys think?

anyway.. yin and i then headed down to this lingerie shop (yes, more coz of me, naturally) and yin pointed out that black top with the orange-ish lace..
ohmygod thats EXACTLY like the top i was wearing! put two and two together.. HAVE I BEEN WEARING LINGERIE OUT?! O_o

sigh..

moving on.. we then headed to another random shop and i camwhored with a couple of hats.


i will never, ever look good in hats.

i dont own a single one!

anyway..yet another underwear place.... THEY DIDNT HAVE THE PLAYBOY BRA THAT I WANTED IN MY SIZE :(

stupid BU.. die!!!

you shall rot in hell for depriving me from my lingerie of choice!

anyway, guess i was pretty happy in the end coz i ended up with a new pair of jeans, a new top (no, its not black) and a couple of bras *pleased look* while yin got a cropped jacket, a leather jacket and two new tops.

finally, with our hands full and wallets relatively empty.. we started our journey home..

.. being us, we are never short of amusing things coz today, we came across a woman, mid aged, with a kid of about 5-ish..

..but i guess, thats pretty normal, seeing mother and child.. but have you ever seen them in matching leather jackets, helmets, and (i kid you not) boots on a Harley-Davidson?

sorry that the picture is blurry :( they sped off pretty fast!!

.. this, my friends, is satisfaction.

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