Friday, August 31, 2007

eh?

isaac :

*gasp*

"you've never heard of bandung?!"

O_o

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Thursday, August 30, 2007

no one

alicia keys has a new song!!

http://concreteloop.com/2007/08/hot-or-not-alicia-keys-no-one

listen to it there ^

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

little short shorts

you know what today is right..

righhtttt?

its wednesday..!

and its ALMOST OVER.

that means..

i only have to suffer two days till the weekend filled with very unproductive productive studying.

i got out of the house today feeling all fine and dandy (who actually uses that "fine and dandy" anymore anyway? apart from me but thats coz i am insane, but thats not the point.. the point is..)

then when i got onto the train the second time (the express from camberwell), i got this unbearable headache and it just wouldnt go away.

i kid you not, it was really shit and all i could do was clutch my head and lean forward in the seat.

it was so bad that i was perspiring.

i even slumped in the seat so much that i might as well have been sleeping with my feet on the seat opposite of mine.

i got out at melbourne central all sweaty, dizzy and basically feeling like complete and utter crap.

sat down on the nearest chair/bench and was there trying to recollect myself.

unsuccessful.

the fucking headache made me arrive just on time for my chemistry lecture, and even then, i was still headache-ish and i got pampered by zik.

he gave me some chocolate, well, he gave me the chocolate that i didnt wanna eat that he kept, but it was sweet anyway and let me rest on him for a bit until i was feeling a little better.

by biology i was awake, and very much alive.

oh yes, i neglected to mention that i actualyl made it out of the house in shorts.

yes, all you asian girls scoff.

but anyone who knows me knows that i dont like to wear shorts.

hah!

anyway, festival of the nations was on again today and zik managed to get himself a milo dinosour.



i'd never heard of milo dinosour in my life until.. zik told me about it. and my reaction was.. WHAT?! O_o

its a cute name and how the hell does the dinosour relate to the milo?

anyway, then cn and james joined us at the international students lounge before we all headed down to the lawn to get bitten to death by ants bask with elle, mel and ash.

we sat there chatting, drinking hot chocolate and all around just bitching. i even managed to complete todays soduku then :D

anyway, zik and i went for chemistry.

i was such a dumb ass today it was not funny AT ALL.

zik had to quite literally drag me (coz i'm THAT fat and heavy and stupid that no man alive could carry my mass) through the prac.


anyway, to make matters better, some bitch decided to pick on me.

yade yada.

yes, i wore shorts.. but i followed to rules and wore shoes that were covered.

that fat racist pig.

most of the aussie girls wore shorts but noooo, she had to fucking pick on the asian girl.

just coz she's fat and would look like a diseased anaconda after swallowing a cow doesnt mean that others cant..

it was coz i am asian right you fucking motherfucking piece of racist shit?

i was going on and on complaining about her to zik.. that boy, all composed and trying to concentrate on the prac with this little bitch of a girlfriend girl ranted half her head off.

ugh.

yea.

i AM ranting alot over here and i guess i really cant blame her THAT much anyway..

i did look like i wasnt wearing anything underneath the lab coat.

after that, zik and i skipped on psych.. again. and went over to james's.

bummed in front of the tv.. eventually joined by diyana and justin..

headed home.

i need to do my chemistry paper now..

but i really cant be bothered.

i love take home tests..

you're "allowed" to refer :p

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

unfold.

i've decided to make my past blog public. the link is to your left if you want to go be a busy body and steal pictures of urselves or anything :D

-



what i can remember
is alot like water
trickling down a page
of the most beautiful colors
i can't quite put my
finger down on the moment
that i became like ... this

you see, i'm the bravest girl
you will ever come to meet
and yet i shrink down to nothing
at the thought of someone
really seeing me
i think my heart is wrapped around
and tangled up in winding weeds

but i don't wanna go on living
being so afraid of showing
someone else my.. imperfections
even though my feet are trembling
and every word i say comes stumbling
i will bare it all.. watch me unfold
unfold

these hands that i hold
behind my back are
bound and broken by my own doing
and i can't feel
anything, anymore
i need a touch to remind me
i'm still real..

my soul
it's dying to be free
i can't live the rest of my life
so guarded
it's up to me to choose..
what kind of life i lead.

cause i don't wanna go on living
being so afraid of showing
someone else my.. imperfections
even though my feet are trembling
and every word i say comes stumbling
i will bare it all.. watch me unfold
unfold

i will allow someone to love me
i will allow someone to love me...

-

.. and i finally have.

-

1. The phone rings. What's your ring tone?
- 'i'm really, really hot'

2. If you HAD to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
- of course.

3. Who was the last person you shared beds with?
- i am stingyyy

4. Favorite ex?
- no favourite.

5. Does the person you like know that you like them?
- thats why we're dating.

6. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
- to be honest.. i really dont know. eyes, maybe?

7. Where are you right now?
- living room

8. Did you go anywhere today?
- uni.. james's

9. When was the last time you cried?
- saturdayyy

11. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
-thats why i have exes :p

12. Where's the last place you walked to?
- from my room

13. Last time you had a sleepover?
- errrmmm.. last few days of last sem?

14. what is the latest you've stayed up in the past week?
- 3-4 am?

15. Name three people who made you smile today?
- zik, cn, james

16. What was your last fight about and with who?
- fights.. would always be with mum

17. What is the last thing you said aloud?
- i love you.

18. Who's the 1st person on your missed calls list?
- 'home'

19. What did the last text message you recieved say and who from?
- lunch at union tomorrow? -james

20. Plans for tomorrow?
- uni.

21. Story behind your Friendster song?
- no song

What's bothering you right now?
- nothing.

Where do you live?
- mont albert

DESCRIBE YOUR

Nationalilty?
- australian pr.

Background on your cell phone?
- us.

Jewelry worn daily?
- necklace, earrrings, nose ring, belly ring

Where your default picture was taken?
- ngeh.

Eyes:
-dark brown.

Life:
- is lovable

House:
- should be quiet. its 12.50 and mum's still watching some movie.. the drier's on..


WHAT ARE YOU...

Wearing?
- bath robe

Wanting?
- sleep. and laundry to do itself.

Listening to?
- what i mentioned above..

Something you're afraid of?
- lizards. not the big monitor lizard ones.. the house ones. and abandonment.

What do you smell?
- air

Eating?
- nothing

Do you believe in soul mates?
- not really.. sometimes.. yes..

Do you sleep naked?
- XD

Do you like seafood?
- i miss it

Do you remember your dreams?
- sometimes

Do you consider yourself a study freak?
- bwahahaha!

Do you speak another language other than English?
- malay.. alittle bit of german..

What's something you wish you could understand better?
- chemistry.

What did you do last weekend?
- went out with zik on saturday and studied on sunday

Orange or apple juice?
- both

Who were the last people you went out to lunch with?
- err.. uni IS out right?

Last time you ate a home grown tomato?
- i discriminate against tomatoes unless their in my burger

The most annoying sound in the world?
- high pitched girls voices sounding bimboistic.

Last thing you ate?
- pizza

Last person you hugged?
- zik

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

death by snusnu!

day started off kinda early..

and not coz i had class.

i told zik i was gonna go over to his place at about 9 (and that obviously didnt happen) and i arrived at 10ish instead.

tsk tsk.

poor thing looked so rumpled and fatigued and i started to feel guilty for waking him up.

class at two but we headed out for 'festival of the nations'

then he joined me for my Australian Flora & Fauna class at 2 even if he didnt have to be at uni till 4.

thank you :)

an hour break where i swapped my chemistry class from two weeks time to tomorrow..

bummed around ..

chemistry tute.

i swear that i hate the chemistry tute. he doesnt know shit.

annoying guy with a REALLY strong indian accent and i dont understand ANYTHING he's saying.

and i know i am not the only one!

stupid.

we skipped psych coz the psych lecturer just reads off the slides anyway and headed over to james'.

on the way.. lets just not go there.

lets just say zik thinks of the funniest names for pets and leave it there.

anyway, at james's, james was playing some kinda PS game and i kinda just fell asleep on zik's lap.

woke up, well, i did anyway..

while james cooked.. zik and i had free reign over his tv..

FOXTEL BABY!

and the boys couldnt believe it when i told them that i had never heard of the show 'who's line is it anyway?'

yes, yes, i am kinda a tv noob. ><

watched some dance thing.. i kinda forgot that guy's name..

then we watched crow.

di and amir came over half way..

when the movie ended, as zik and i were making our way to the door..

amir (to diyana) : *tossing soccer ball* hey.. use your head!



diyana : no! dont want la
amir : use your head!

*ball flies*

and it hit the head alright..

only the wrong person's head.. and the wrong one.

poor james.


xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Monday, August 27, 2007

bunny :D

ugh.

for once i am actually trying to do my work and my mother has to plonk her ass in front of the living room tv with the phone yakking away.

ughhhhh

i need to study biology woman!

-_-"

on a lighter note..

bio was so boring today that some guy fell asleep on the floor.

and me being me, had to take a picture :D

and admit it, you being you, are amused.

today was an uneventful day.

lectures from 10-12 and then we (cn, zik and i) had our chemistry tutorial.

lunch.

my two hour break.

you guys know how well that part turned out.

anyway, in front of redmond barry we saw this.


and they reminded me of worms.

ick.

oh yes, lunch was spent camwhoring.


biology studying now.

mwahh.

and yes, that goes for you too zik.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

now that its over..

i have a two hour break and i know i said that i would do work but i maintain that i am gonna enjoy the first hour then work later. ugh. and i really dont know what to update about and just feel like wasting time and doing tags so just endure this. the whole post is gonna be tags.

ahh.. i like having a little colour back into my blog.

it was so boring without colour, no?

1. Do you like chinese food?
* :)

2. How big is your bed?
* single sized

3. Is your room clean?
* hah. is my sister sane?

4. Laptop or Desktop computer?
* imac and laptop. i have both.

5. Favorite comedian?
* i really dont watch/listen to comedians..

6. Do you smoke?
* used to..

7. Does anyone like you?
* i'd like to think that people find me likable enough and that my close friends love me :p

8. Whats the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice?
* confidence. authority.

10. Sleep with or without clothes on?
* minimal to nothing.

11. Who sleeps with you every night?
* i sleep by myself..

12. Do long distance relationships work?
* sometimes..

13. How many times have you been pulled over by the police?
* never.

14. Pancakes or French Toast?
* both?

15. Do you like coffee?
* sometimes.. i usedto actually hate coffee after drinking too much when i was 8. then i didnt touch it again till i was 16!

16. How do you like your eggs?
* unfertilized.

17. Do you believe in astrology?
* nope.

18. Last person you talked to on the phone?
* zaneta :) oh wait.. zik called me this morning -_-"

19. Last person on your missed call list?
* zik

20. What was the last text message you received?
* " hey lynn, something i wanna tell you regarding your frustrations and everything, "the best things in life find us in the oddest of places" " - james

21. McDonalds or Burger King?
* depends on my mood..

22. Number of pillows?
* 2 big ones and one decorative one that always ends up on the floor

23. Last thing you ate?
* curry chicken from zik's lunch

24. Last thing you bought?
* errr.. i still havent bought anything since MB on saturday

25. What are you hearing right now?
* i'm in the computer room.. i hear morons typing.

26. Pick a lyric?
* "when the sun shines we'll shine together" :p

27. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
* i dont get it.. keep my jelly off my sandwich!

28. Can you play pool?
* horribly

29. Do you know how to swim?
* yes. how do you think i got my scuba diving license?!

30. Favorite ice cream?
* Baskin31- old fashion butter peacan

31. Do you like maps?
* what kinda question is this?

32. Tell me a random fact:
* i'm not wearing black panties.

33. Ever had a hard on at work?
* girls dont get hard ons :) we get wet ;)

34. Ever attend a theme party?
* yeap. :D

35. Ever do a leg stand?
* ??

36. Craziest place you've slept after a night of drinking?
* on the bed that i puked on after the sheets were changed while two drunk guys slept on either side of me and i woke up in the middle of the night freaking out.

37. What is your favorite season?
* now. end winter come spring ish?

38. What is the first music video you ever saw?
* something by britney spears

39. Pick a movie quote:
* "mine.. mine!"

40. Favorite quote:
* there are heaps of great quotes..

41. What is your favorite hangout?
* hahaha.. i tend to be at uc alot.

44. Last time you laughed at something stupid?
* just now. something zik did.

45. What time did you wake up this morning?
* 9.00am. hah. train at 9.18am :S

46. Wake up next to anyone?
* if i sleep alone.. i wake up alone. DUUUH

47. Best thing about winter?
* sitting in front of my fireplace where its warm with my blanket and a good book

48. Name a couple of favorite colors:
* black. and this shade of blue/green that i swear doesnt really have a name

49. How old are you?
* 18.. going on 19. soon.

50. What month is your birthday in?
* september.. its coming people!

51. Do you think pirates are cool or overrated?
* PotC was nice.. peanut! my peanut!

52. What are you doing this weekend?
* saturday : study at the library. sunday : zik normally comes over..

53. Who will take this survey?
* anyone bored like me.

-

1)Are you a male or female?
female

2)What are you doing now?
wasting time

3)Pick your favorite number from 1 to 10
7

4)Who are you talking to on Messengers?
not on msn


5)What did you eat for dinner?
good question.. what DID i have for dinner. oh wait. i had won tons.

6)What music are you listening to right now?
not listening to anything

7)Where are you now?
university computer room

8)What do you wanna eat right now?
not hungry..

9)Where were you 4 hours ago?
copland theatre. lecture

10)You wont leave home without?
phone. wallet

11)Do you have someone(s) you hate?
dont hate.. disagree with what they're doing, yes. but dont hate.. coz people can change. i know :)

12)Does your room have air-con?
no :(

13)When did you last cried?
saturday -_-"

14)Whats the the most memorable thing you have in ur room?
my box.

15)Whats the most useful thing in your room?
the bed?

16)The most amount of cash you had with you ever is?
900ish

17)Do you Gamble?
for fun

18)Do you smoke?
used to..

19)What chocolate you like?
mb.. guylian. the swiss chocolate that i cant remember..

20)Do you Blog?
i think you guys would know the answer to this :)

-

1.Your name plus "o" ?
~lynno

2. Two feelings at the moment ?
~aware, itchy

3. What are you listening to right now?
~i answered this twice

4.A part of a song lyric that's in your mind right now?
~atm its "honey why're you calling me so late.. its kinda hard to talk right now"- lips of an angel

5. Describe where you are right now ?
~ sitting up at the computer lab..

6. What is your highlight of the week ?
~ it just started..

7. What are you craving to have right now?
~ziiiiiik

8. Any unforgettable childhood memory ?
~ uhhuh.. *cough* ithoughtiwastinkerbellandtriedtowalkonalilypadandendedupfallingintoapondatbutterflyfarm *cough*

9. A not-so-good childhood memory ?
~trying to jump out of my window. 2nd floor.

10. What are your nicknames?
~ there are heapsssss. chochie, chocolaty, lynniepoo, tiger, bitch, yan, lynnie, sweetie, sweetheart, mine, dai kar cherrr

11. Your plans for tomorrow ?
~ go over to zik's at 9.00am. lecture at 2.15. tute at 4.15. lecture at 5.15. home.

12. Your two plans for today ?
~ talk to zaneta online later. study some bio and chem

13. Are you thinking of someone right now?
~ now that you asked..

14. Do you party ?
~ hardly ever now.

15. Do you like twins ?
~ sometimes..

16. Fill in the blank "I am ..
~ gonna fart. not really

18. Say anything you like to say to whoever is reading this
~ wow.. you made it this far O_o

19. Are you feeling hungry ?
~ no

20. Who do you miss ryt now ?
~ the loved ones. the loved one.

21. Last friend you saw online ?
~ james. last night

22. Are you in love?
~ yes. and its the best feeling.

23. What do you like about night ?
~ coz i live away from the city.. how peaceful it is.

24.If you were in a farm, what do you want to see ?
~ anything that doesnt stink, doesnt bite, wont kill me.

25. Last person who gave a testimonial to you ?
~nadia

26. Did you like it ?
~ no feeling.

27. Do you play an instrument ? What instrument ?
~ used to play the piano.

28. What song did u last hear ?
~ 'stupid cupid'

now.. i shall do some studying. hah! wish me luck ;) and no distractions

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]
sometimes we get so caught up in wanting to make everyone happy that you lose track of who you are and what makes you happy in the process.

-

zik came over. we did some biology. then got creative with the 'love calculator' with my sister



walked hugo. dinner. and fell asleep on the couch while mum watched some chinese thing.

uneventful day.. but it was the simple things that made it great :)

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Sunday, August 26, 2007

because its alamost 3 and i cant sleep.

1. What do you want for your birthday?
[v] a bunny (that cute one at melbourne central), that dress, a nice birthday gathering.

2. Who will be your next kiss?
[v] isaac.

3. When was the last time you went to the mall?
[v] melbourne dont really have malls, and if they do, they're too far away

4. Are you wearing socks right now?
[v] just my uggs

5. How did you spend your summer?
[v] in malaysia and singapore. having my stomach disagree with everything i ate..

6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
[v] tuesday. chuck and larry.

7. What was the last thing you had drink?
[v] tea. oh fck. thats why i cant sleep now.

8. What are you wearing right now?
[v] white singlet, brown jacket, white shorts, ugg boots.

9. What was your last purchase?
[v] mb :)

10.What was the last food you ate?
[v] dinner : duck, rice, vegs

11. Who would be the person you would call if you were up in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep?
[v] i wouldnt call anyone >< i'd just read

12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
[v] no :(

13. Do you have a pet?
[v] back in malaysia.. i miss you goldie :(

14. What made you laugh in the last 5 days?
[v] heaaaaappppsss of things

15. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
[v] there.

16. What is the last thing you purchased online?
[v] never bought anything online. ever.

17. One thing you hate about yourself?
[v] i have body angst.

18. What's your favourite soup?
[v] mushroom, ox tail, clam chouderrr

19. Do you miss anyone?
[v] uhhuh

20. What are your plans for the day?
[v] study. do the chem test

21. Last person you msg'd?
[v] havent msged anyone in about a month..! i didnt top up my phone credit ><

22. Ever went to camp?
[v] yeaaa.. youth. school. you name it.

23. Are you a good student in school?
[v] *pfft!

24. What do you know about the (your) future?
[v] i dont knowww :)

25. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
[v] wore.. but might stil have some leftover scent.. hah. who am i kidding. my scent never lingers long enough

26. Where is your best friend right now?
[v] perth.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

i cried.



thank you james.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

stars go blue

ahhh.. the weekend.. the start of it anyway.

dont you just love the weekend..

its so full of promise.

you start the weekend thinking that you'd study on _fill in the blank_ and then *poof* your plan goes up in smoke the first day.

not that i am complaining, of course.

and i dont mean that plans have gone up in smoke this weekend.

i meant it generally.

dont get me started on how short the weekends are.

THEY ARE!

they're too damn short.

come on, two days?

thats kinda pathetic.

uni/school/work should all be two days and then we get 5 days to relax.

okok, thats kinda.. not fair. but how about a four day weekday and a three day weekend?

no one sane gonna argue with that.

-

out to meet zik at MC at about 2.00 and i camwhored my way to the station.


we walked around the city and came across this :


i think facebook is great. friendster can go kiss someone's hairy butt.

the whole of yesterday's reunion, people werent telling other people to send pictures to their email. oh no, they were saying.. "just upload them onto facebook" -_-"

anyway, then we came back to my place for dinner and mum made zik cut fruits.


first she makes him do the garden, then take out the trash, then the fruits..

i dont wanna know what she might pull next.

on an entirely different matter..

.. see ann married me!



.. which is really wrong because if you look here.. she calles me her mummy.


a twinge of incest, anyone?

-

ooh ooh..

sperm has a conversation with his sperm brother and asks him.. "do you believe in life after fertilization?"

kisses~

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Saturday, August 25, 2007

i am officially amused



xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

Friday, August 24, 2007

needing warmth

first of all..

pictures from wednesday; kalus's birthday; that i owe you guys :)
















one question..

what happens when you let a boy have your mobile phone for a while?

the answer :

this.


then he started to get 'creative' with my bookmark..



which then distracted me from the biology lecture. HAH.


lunch at some thai restaurant with zik and cn..

then cn and i headed over to my place.. i got ready and then we headed over to her place.

this was what i decided to end up wearing to the PLC reunion..



i really couldnt really be bothered ..

..just dont ask cn how 'bothered' i was and how many times i changed in and out of tops..

while waiting for cn to get ready, i camwhored..


..again..


.. and again..


sometimes, its just really funny. you miss someone.. think of them.. and the next thing you know (give or take 5 mins of course), that person calls.

=)

so then i spoke to zik on the phone for a while, urged him to go online and used cn's computer to talk to him before leaving for the PLC reunion.

cn drove over to plc and we were singing along to some old britney tunes

we arrived just about on time..

mingled..

got bored..

i didnt even take many pictures.

i reckon that i started to have a bad face day so then i kinda dodged picture taking.

-_-"

just make do with whatever you see down here :






you'll get more.. when people upload them onto their facebook and i steal them..

..and eventually left with vicky, fly and cn.

we headed over to camberwell, innitially coz fly or vicky wanted to see some guy named tony or sumething at sofias.

they missed him but we had cake and calamari that was so orgasmically chocolate-y and calamari that was so deliciously fatteningly sinful that they forgot all their disapointment in not being able to see tony.

so while we savoured the extra flab that we didnt really need, we talked about nipples, moles, lucky moles, and who was better looking - daniel or tony - and a few other topics that i might not have caught coz i was eyeing that boy right over..

hah. i wish!

no one's cute over there.

hell, the last last time we were all there, the old waiter/manager guy hit on me.

hello? hugging me and kissing my head? waay too close.

BACK OFF.

i think some people may still have pictures of me looking utterly terrified..

anyway, we paid and left.

sang 'big yellow taxi' and 'i'm blue' to the radio and before i knew it.. i was home..

thankfully, alive.

xoxo
you know you love me

[ l y n n d u l g e n c e p r o d u c t i o n s ]

tears in heaven

am over at cn's and .. am bored to tears. she's on the phone with her famous amos cookie and i am courting her computer screen which keeps hanging on me.

that is why, ladies and gents, that you should always only date people. they wont just suddenly die on you.

wait. i take that back.

sometimes they do.. but thats not the point..

the point is..

i cant believe i am wearing black..

again.

and i didnt bring a jacket.

oh god. i am gonna freeze till my ass falls off my butt.

wait.. my ass IS my butt.

but what butt would that be when people can iron clothes off it.

yes, it is that flat.

and guess what people.

i have grown fatter.

thank you thank you.

now, i really have to get serious.

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show me off.

its 2.00am and i cant sleep..

for some damn reason.. i cant FUCKING sleep!!

i am not remotely tired at. all.

oh kill me.

i gotta wake up early..

i dont want to wake up early..!!

i dont like being 18 and that little bit that doesnt mean anything.

ughh.. one month.. one more month till 19..

lets hope that i become more sane then.

oh fuck.

i havent really checked if whatever i plan on wearing tomorrow will go together or not. -_-" DAMNIT

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Thursday, August 23, 2007

sleepy head

forget the dress..

maybe i have somethin in my wardrobe that hasnt seen light since january when i raped ashley of her clubbing virginity

sigh..

but i still like the dress.

you know when you dont know whether you should get something or just save the money for something better that might just come along?

but when you dont get that something you just cant seem to get it out of your head and if you do get it you know that you probably wont wear it as often you could and would just get another dress (or debate about it) until.. UGH.

you do get the point.. dont you?

on a completely different matter..

WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?!






james tan! you're not the asian MM!!

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this is driving me insane

yes, i have been lazy and i havent been updating.

so.. i'll start from tuesday :

first month :)

he bought me 'redeeming love' and then later surprized me with gold class movie tickets to 'chuck and larry'.

i was pathetic. i wrote him a little note and didnt end up buying him anything coz the stupid place didnt wanna sell it to me coz i "wasnt travelling out of australia within the next month".

zik wanted that so i woke up early to go over to BUY THAT DAMNED THING (without him knowing, of course).

.. only to get turned down at the damned 'duty free' free.

NGEARGH!

so now i owe him double for next month

.. and YOU are sticking to the budget, UNDERSTAND?!

its sweet.. but you spoilt me silly.

Wednesday:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KALUS!

ur finally 18!


ad because you're finally 18.. i just gotta rub in how "young" you really are in comparison to the rest of us =D

playing pirate while helping me move over to my current place..


ice cream addict (this one, i dont think any of us actually really grow out of..)


using ur headphones as a headband (a form of adaptation, perhaps? learning to make do with what you have around..)


the wii playing..


but now AFTER putting those pictures up.. i realized that.. MOST GUYS NEVER GROW OUT OF WII/PSP/PS2/PS3/DS playing.. EVER.

and as for roleplay.. well, lets just leave that in the bedroom.

but anyway, happy birthday kalus :D

thank your mother again for the dinner.

guys, i'll post those dinner pictures (the few i took anyway) up on saturday ok? i'm a little lazy as hell right now :D

thank you zik for walking me to the train station even though you were about to burst.

it was hillarious that both of us were so stuffed that hugging was gonna end up in.. lets not go to that puke-ish end.

Thursday :

I FORGOT ABOUT BRYAN's LUNCH "date" AGAIN. a-g-a-i-n.

the first time.. cancel the night before..

the second.. i had something else to do that just came up

the third.. i forgot.

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!

i am so so so so SO sorry bryan, if you're reading this. :(

i'll pay for coffee/lunch next week?

ugh. guilt's kinda eating at me..

sorry knight :(

biology tutorial : australian flora and fauna.

we had some kinda slideshow and were basically discussing frogs and useless junk like that when we came across this piece of shit.



O_o

it looks like some kinda turtle frog. or some kinda raddish..

actually.. doesnt it look a little like squash (not the vegetable variety but zik's facebook pet)?

the heart that i 'made' out of leftover frozen coke during psych tute..


.. that got a pathetic grunt from zik. -_-"

diskman..!


he's from the days of the dinosaurs! :p

guess what?

i havent been able to get this dress out of my head since monday..


.. and i dont know what to wear tomorrow for the PLC reunion..

i think i am gonna buy it.



ahh.. you gotta love me.

now, all i need are shoes to match.

its cold so i have half a mind to just show up in that dress, a cardigan and boots.

ugh. i need to buy some shoess to match.

i've been wanting this type of shoes that i just dont know how to describe right now..

anyway, zindy has a couple new art pieces, and coz i'm nice, i'll share the nicest of them all :p


A touch of frailty by *Zindy on deviantART

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