unfold.

i've decided to make my past blog public. the link is to your left if you want to go be a busy body and steal pictures of urselves or anything :D

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what i can remember
is alot like water
trickling down a page
of the most beautiful colors
i can't quite put my
finger down on the moment
that i became like ... this

you see, i'm the bravest girl
you will ever come to meet
and yet i shrink down to nothing
at the thought of someone
really seeing me
i think my heart is wrapped around
and tangled up in winding weeds

but i don't wanna go on living
being so afraid of showing
someone else my.. imperfections
even though my feet are trembling
and every word i say comes stumbling
i will bare it all.. watch me unfold
unfold

these hands that i hold
behind my back are
bound and broken by my own doing
and i can't feel
anything, anymore
i need a touch to remind me
i'm still real..

my soul
it's dying to be free
i can't live the rest of my life
so guarded
it's up to me to choose..
what kind of life i lead.

cause i don't wanna go on living
being so afraid of showing
someone else my.. imperfections
even though my feet are trembling
and every word i say comes stumbling
i will bare it all.. watch me unfold
unfold

i will allow someone to love me
i will allow someone to love me...

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.. and i finally have.

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1. The phone rings. What's your ring tone?
- 'i'm really, really hot'

2. If you HAD to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
- of course.

3. Who was the last person you shared beds with?
- i am stingyyy

4. Favorite ex?
- no favourite.

5. Does the person you like know that you like them?
- thats why we're dating.

6. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
- to be honest.. i really dont know. eyes, maybe?

7. Where are you right now?
- living room

8. Did you go anywhere today?
- uni.. james's

9. When was the last time you cried?
- saturdayyy

11. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
-thats why i have exes :p

12. Where's the last place you walked to?
- from my room

13. Last time you had a sleepover?
- errrmmm.. last few days of last sem?

14. what is the latest you've stayed up in the past week?
- 3-4 am?

15. Name three people who made you smile today?
- zik, cn, james

16. What was your last fight about and with who?
- fights.. would always be with mum

17. What is the last thing you said aloud?
- i love you.

18. Who's the 1st person on your missed calls list?
- 'home'

19. What did the last text message you recieved say and who from?
- lunch at union tomorrow? -james

20. Plans for tomorrow?
- uni.

21. Story behind your Friendster song?
- no song

What's bothering you right now?
- nothing.

Where do you live?
- mont albert

DESCRIBE YOUR

Nationalilty?
- australian pr.

Background on your cell phone?
- us.

Jewelry worn daily?
- necklace, earrrings, nose ring, belly ring

Where your default picture was taken?
- ngeh.

Eyes:
-dark brown.

Life:
- is lovable

House:
- should be quiet. its 12.50 and mum's still watching some movie.. the drier's on..


WHAT ARE YOU...

Wearing?
- bath robe

Wanting?
- sleep. and laundry to do itself.

Listening to?
- what i mentioned above..

Something you're afraid of?
- lizards. not the big monitor lizard ones.. the house ones. and abandonment.

What do you smell?
- air

Eating?
- nothing

Do you believe in soul mates?
- not really.. sometimes.. yes..

Do you sleep naked?
- XD

Do you like seafood?
- i miss it

Do you remember your dreams?
- sometimes

Do you consider yourself a study freak?
- bwahahaha!

Do you speak another language other than English?
- malay.. alittle bit of german..

What's something you wish you could understand better?
- chemistry.

What did you do last weekend?
- went out with zik on saturday and studied on sunday

Orange or apple juice?
- both

Who were the last people you went out to lunch with?
- err.. uni IS out right?

Last time you ate a home grown tomato?
- i discriminate against tomatoes unless their in my burger

The most annoying sound in the world?
- high pitched girls voices sounding bimboistic.

Last thing you ate?
- pizza

Last person you hugged?
- zik

xoxo
you know you love me

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